The Oppression Diaries

09/19 3:15AM   Could not get up.  Back and head ache.  Very sleepy but had enough sleep the previous nights.  THIS GODDAM SECRET DEVICE IS TRYING TO MAKE ME LATE FOR WORK AGAIN.  (At the office locker room)  I NOTICED THAT THE NUMBERS ON MY PADLOCK HAVE INCREASINGLY GROWN DARK OVER THE PAST FEW WEEKS SINCE I BOUGHT IT.  APPARENTLY, THE NIGGERS ARE EITHER USING INK TO BLOT THE NUMBERS OUT OR ARE USING A METAL OBJECT TO SCRATCH OUT THE ETCHED NUMBERS ON MY LOCK.  THE NUMBERS HAVE BECOME MORE AND MORE DIFFICULT TO MAKE OUT. 10:40AM    ( Still at the lockers)  A fag in stripes block the doorway as I tried to pass and pinched his nose as he did so.  Another fag started to sing nearby. (Throughout the shift)  THIS SECRET DEVICE WAS MAKING ME PEE AND MY COMPUTER WAS GETTING SCREWED.  EACH TIME THESE HAPPENED, THE DICKHEAD (FAKE ADMIRER) WOULD BE VISIBLE.  WHOEVER IS DOING THIS, I HOPE THAT GODDAM DEVICE WOULD GET ...

09/11 9:42PM   (Lying down and about to sleep) Everything was quiet.  Sudden loud laugh below window.  Big mouth fat bitch and bitches talk aloud then leave fast. 10PM   Bitches come back and upstairs, shouting and laughing (in anger) as I mouth out "NO DEAL FOREVER." 10:36PM   Bitch call back and forth with someone from upstairs.  Kid starts shrieking repeatedly. 10:42PM   Kid continues to shriek.  Also shouts to a dickhead downstairs who was shouting back.  The fag with the fiendish laugh guffaws and I felt a twitch.  Bitches join in.  Palpitations start. 11:17PM   NOISE OF FAG AND BITCHES CONTINUE. 11:30PM   Something up my ass (a sensation).  Felt like peeing.  When I got up, the fag outside   laughed mockingly.  FELT VERY PISSED. 11:47PM   THE FAG AND BITCHES RANDOM NOISE CONTINUE (THEY WOULD TURN QUIET THEN SUDDENLY MAKES LOUD NOISES REPEATEDLY).  09/12 12:47AM   NOISE BY ...

09/02 11AM   (At home, trying to get a longer sleep during the weekend) As I was about to doze off, the lesbian living next door pass by outside our door (back and forth a couple of times) with loud scraping slippers, and a cellphone playing loud music;  talks aloud together with a kid, and finally says distinctly (and loud enough for me to hear) "still none". I HAVE HEARD THIS PHRASE FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER.  IT'S THE NIGGERS' WAY OF TRYING TO DISCOURAGE ME AND MAKE THEM APPEAR AS THE "RIGHTFUL" MESSENGERS - THEY ARE DESPERATELY CLAIMING OR PROCLAIMING THEMSELVES AS MY "MIDDLEMEN" TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD. NO DEAL FOREVER NIGGERS. 11:30AM   A kid starts crying and hollering at the top of his voice.  A bitch starts talking (dramatically) and says "i love you." 1PM   Group of kids shout and run outside the hallway making one hell of a noise. 1:30PM   Kids come back after I text for the guard.  My text message suddenly disappears...

08/24 4:10PM   (At the mall)  In a clothes boutique, two bitches corner me so I would end up facing a bitch holding a cellphone pointed.  GODDAM BITCH SMIRKED WHEN I STOOD IN FRONT OF HER BY ACCIDENT. 08/26 11AM  (Inside our room or unit)  The lesbian next door starts tapping aloud IN SYNC TO MY MOVEMENTS (OR FOLLOWING MY MOVEMENTS). 2PM   Awakened by dickheads noise at the basketball court. 10:17PM    (While sleeping)  Suddenly awakened by a dickhead laughing upstairs.  FELT A TWITCH AS THE GODDAM LAUGHED SOFTLY. 08/27 8AM   As I woke up,  FELT PAIN SOMEWHERE IN MY BODY MAKING ME FEEL HEAVY AND TIRED. 10PM   The big mouth fat bitch and her gang of bitches start a racket downstairs.  The lesbian next door opens her door; sings a tune then closes it shut again. 08/28 4:20AM   (Just woke up from sleep)  BODY PAIN.  FEELING HEAVY.  FAILED TO WAKE UP (CELLPHONE ALARM DID NOT GO OFF). 6AM...

08/17 FOR ALMOST THREE (3) WEEKS, THAT GODDAM DEVICE BEING USED BY THE NIGGERS ON ME, HAS BEEN MAKING ME VERY WEAK AND DIZZY.  WHILE AT WORK, MY HEAD FEELS VERY STIFF (AND FROM THE NECK DOWN TO MY ARMS AND SHOULDERS) AS IF FROZEN AND MY EYES HEAVY OR IN A HAZE.  I CANNOT SEEM TO MOVE AND AM ALWAYS THE VERY LAST TO FINISH MY WORK. EVERYONE IN MY TEAM HAS ALREADY LEFT, LEAVING ALL ALONE TRYING TO LITERALLY DRAG MYSELF TO FINISH MY WORKLOAD.  I AM ALWAYS LATE IN GETTING HOME AND NOT GETTING ENOUGH REST AT NIGHT.   THE BIG MOUTH FAT BITCH AND HER GANG OF FAGS AND BITCHES ALSO MADE IT A POINT TO GIVE ME NO REST, WITH THEIR ON-OFF NOISE WHICH GOES ON THE WHOLE NIGHT TILL MY WAKING HOURS, DESIGNED TO REALLY PUT ME IN A RAGE BY LAUGHING ALOUD OR HOLLERING EVERY 15-30MINS OR TIMED TO JOLT ME AWAKE EACH TIME I AM ABOUT TO DOZE OFF.  THE LESBIAN NEXT DOOR HAD ALSO JOINED IN BY HOLLERING INSIDE OR OUTSIDE HER ROOM, PRETENDING TO BE SCOLDING A KID THAT SHE'S WITH. ...