The Oppression Diaries

Could not do anything online after doing a few pieces of laundry, as a SUDDEN WAVE OF DROWSINESS came over me. As a result, I could not focus on any task that I had intended to continue and hopefully finish, which are geared towards earning online.  My inability to get a regular job again, and my current financial situation (or lack of) could not support my internet bills.  My sister had already given June 8 as the deadline to stop my internet subscription. My left hand has also started to feel sore a few hours later. My sister has already refused to loan me money for laundromat, and insists that I start washing my own clothes.  Whenever I try to abide by her rules, these NON STOP ACHES  and PAINS would start. All these TORTURE and UNACCOUNTABLE MAYHEM has caused me MORE MISERY than ALL THE NIGGERS COMBINED.  If it were not for these #ELECTROMAGNETIC TORTURE DEVICES, I could IGNORE THESE MORONS without a problem. What kind of IDIOT would devise SUC...

How about some scenes from the past, which all seem to be quite clear to me.  After all, after sixteen (16) long HELLISH years, THEY'RE STILL AT IT.  It's as if to remind me NOT TO FORGET who's the boss and that they can still VICTIMIZE me whenever and wherever they want to. Which they have and still are doing, actually, not to mention that the means have become even more AGGRESSIVE and highly technical, but has nevertheless remained HIGHLY UNJUSTIFIABLE and ILLEGAL. It did appear to be quite funny and harmless at first, and even romantically mysterious.  But after the indirect nods of fake approval and smiles disappeared, and the NON-STOP HARASSMENT started, followed by BULLYING, MALIGNING, OUTRIGHT LYING and other acts of direct VERBAL and PHYSICAL ASSAULT from total strangers, but nevertheless aggressive and angry-looking, and a host of government and influential public and private organizations and media, you begin to feel A CHILL RUN DOWN YOUR SPINE each time ...

This is somewhat similar to what I am usually experiencing which includes sensations similar to shocks or jolts to the chest.