The Oppression Diaries

02/27/2014 9:56AM   AWAKENED BY DICKHEAD TALKING ALOUD "USES BATTERY", "A HEADACHE". 4:20PM    On my way to work, outside the residential gate, A DICKHEAD WITH A BITCH RIDING ON A GREEN MOTORBIKE, DROVE STRAIGHT TOWARDS ME, FORCING ME TO SIDE-STEP ONTO THE ROAD DITCH.  I SHOUTED AT THE GODDAM DRIVER WHO APPEARED TO BE SMIRKING, WITH THE DARK-FACED BITCH APOLOGIZING WITH A HARD (ALMOST FORCEFUL) LOOK.  I FELT MORE INFURIATED AND CONTINUED TO SHOUT, WHEREIN THE GODDAM BASTARD THEN STARTED TO CURSE AND ARGUE BACK ANGRILY.  I TURNED MY BACK ON HIM AFTER SHOUTING "NO DEAL FOREVER".  HEAVY AND VERY TIRING PALPITATIONS STARTED. 6:20PM   After chatting with someone online, A BITCH IN VIOLET (cafeteria staff) STARTED TO SING A LOVE SONG MOCKINGLY BEFORE SAYING "YOU'RE A LIAR.  THERE'S ALREADY SOMEONE THERE (so why look for someone else).  I START TO WRITE IT DOWN, AND THE BITCH CONTINUED TO LAUGH AND SING.  THE GODDAM PALPITATIONS SEEMED...

02/22/2014 11AM   A GROUP OF FAGS AND BITCHES STARTING TO MAKE LOW KEY NOISES AT THE HALLWAY DOWNSTAIRS. 02/23 12:56AM  As I laid down for bed, ANOTHER GROUP STARTED A RACKET AT THE NEARBY LOBBY.  THE GROUP DOWNSTAIRS NEVER LEFT.  I INFORMED THE GUARD through SMS. 1:47AM   BOTH GROUPS CONTINUED THEIR RACKET - INCREASING IN NOISE. I SENT AN SMS TO THE GUARDS AND EVEN TO THE ADMINISTRATOR THIS TIME. 2:13AM   AWAKENED, AS I WAS DOZING OFF, BY THE LAUGHTER AND SHOUTS OF THE NIGGERS DOWNSTAIRS, WHO DID NOT SEEM TO HAVE LEFT AT ALL. ***** As soon as I wrote this blog, MY STOMACH STARTED TO FEEL ULCER-LIKE PAIN AND COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP ANYMORE.  AS ALWAYS, THESE NIGGERS COME UP WITH ALL SORTS OF INVALID EXCUSES TO JUSTIFY THEIR HARASSMENT.  IF THEY DID NOT HARASS ME, I WOULD HAVE SLEPT SOUNDLY SINCE I WAS NEVER HUNGRY IN THE FIRST PLACE! 7:39AM   Woke up suddenly, but was too groggy (due to inadequate sleep) to fully wake up and so ...

But there are still too many doubts, and too many flashbacks from the demonic past. For instance, why would they choose to interview the look-alike of my past rapist?  Or what happened to the case of the disappearing pink flowers that got replaced by a smirking hoodlum in half camouflage?  And what about that looking-over-the-computer-screen which distinctly reminded me of some goddam chickenshit american dickhead who caused me a high-paying job?  Oh, and we should not forget the goddam demonic driven cars where I was violated for first time by a googly-eyed, foul-breath asshole. And a host of many others WHICH SOME OLD FOOLS CHOOSE TO FORGET OR DISMISS UNDER THE FALSE SELF-RIGHTEOUS PERVERTED CHEAP NOTION OF FORGIVENESS -THE VERY ESSENCE OF WHICH REQUIRED THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE THAT NO ORDINARY HUMAN BEING CAN ACHIEVE. So you see, TOTAL ANNIHILATION IS THE KEY.  Otherwise, there will be no truth (or anything that's good) left to talk about.

I did notice something different with the foreign newcomers.  They are pretty sensitive to what I have to "say" or my "responses".  In fact they are more sensitive or aware of what i am referring to, what I don't like or like.  They respond rather quickly and even lets me know that they got it.  They also know the big difference between decent and the american gigolo. UNLIKE THE LOCAL NIGGERS AROUND HERE (TRYING HARD TO BE SECRET SQUATTER  SERVICE) WHO HAVE BEEN ACTING AS MY UNAUTHORIZED AND HIGHLY ILLEGAL LOCAL PIMPS AND MAMA-SANS (JAPANESE FEMALE PIMPS) BUT COULD NOT SEEM TO DISTINGUISH THE HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME FROM SUPERMAN.  THEY COULD NOT SEEM TO "DETECT" MY RESPONSES WHEN I RECOIL FROM THE APPEARANCES OF THEIR "REFERRALS", NOT TO MENTION THEIR GODDAM HARASSMENT AND BULLYING, ON TOP OF A NUMBER OF OTHER HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATIONS, WHICH THEY HAVE BEEN DOING AGAINST ME FOR MORE THAN A DECADE NOW. These people from the other side of th...

02/16/2014 4:50AM   After writing on this blog, I still could not get to sleep.  A DICKHEAD MOCK-LAUGHED REPEATEDLY FROM SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE, AND ANOTHER SHOUTED. 2PM   Still at home, THE TOILET BOWL IN OUR TOILET IS STUCK AGAIN AND WON'T FLUSH DOWN FOR SOME GODDAM REASON. ****  MUST BE THE GODDAM WORK OF THE MAINTENANCE NIGGER OF THE BUILDING WHO CALLS HIMSELF "RAEL" (what a vivid imagination). 8:59PM   AWAKENED BY A DICKHEAD AND A KID LAUGHING ALOUD DRAMATICALLY. 02/17 4:15PM   On my way to work, A MOTORBIKE WAS PARKED JUST OUTSIDE OUR GATE (with a dickhead driver and and others milling around it).  As I walked past, A THIN TALL BITCH CARRYING A BOUQUET (or so it seemed) WRAPPED IN GREY PLASTIC WALKED TOWARDS ME, AS IF TO BLOCK ME, BEFORE GOING PAST.  Later on, I felt very pissed and had visions (or ideas) in my head, of using my lunch bag to wack the back of her smirking face. *****  Lately, the mestiza looking fat bitch with the ...

02/09  11PM   Could barely get up.  My head is telling me to get up and do my chores but my body could not seem to cooperate (bogged down by some kind of weakness or pain all over). 02/12 2:30AM   As I surf on my tab, a bitch at the sleeping quarters kept sniffing.  When I started to get some sleep, the bitch still kept sniffing.  I suddenly felt like laughing even though I don't find the situation funny at all (irritating would be more like it). 3AM   Still at the sleeping quarters, a girl asked me if i could move so she could squeeze in. Since I was about to leave anyways I told her she could sit next to me and wait awhile for I am about to leave.  She acknowledged but just continued to stand near my coach texting away on her mobile looking glum (as if she was in a hurry for me to leave).  When I got to the washroom, an old-looking bitch in white started talking to someone whom she calls a supervisor about a man "who would be leaving h...

02 /17 9:45PM  At the office, A MEETING WAS ANNOUNCED GIVING ONLY A FEW MINUTES ALLOWANCE, SO THAT THOSE WHO WEREN'T THERE AT THE TIME DON'T KNOW ABOUT IT, INCLUDING MYSELF.  WHEN I FINALLY GOT INFORMATION, IT TURNED OUT THAT THERE WAS AN UGLY BEARDED DICKHEAD IN WHITE (BY HIS LONESOME SELF) WAITING AT THE STAIRS, WHERE THE NIGGERS KNEW I WOULD BE PASSING THROUGH.  THE SO-CALLED MEETING IMMEDIATELY ENDED JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO WRITE THIS BLOG.  

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT THE GODDAM POINT IS.  THESE FOREIGN IDIOTS DON'T WANT TO TALK TO ME.  APPARENTLY THEY WOULD RATHER TALK TO THE LOCAL NIGGERS. SO I HAVE REFERRED THEM ALL NOW TO THE GODDAM NIGGERS AROUND HERE.  THEY BOTH SEEM TO BE IN VERY GOOD TERMS ANYWAYS, ALWAYS LEAVING ME OUT OF THEIR "SECRET NEGOTIATIONS".  MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE THEY WANT SOMEONE TO BLAME WHEN THEIR GODDAM NIGGER PLANS GO SOUR. NOW THEY'RE PRETENDING TO RUN AFTER ME AND START CHIT-CHATTING BEHIND MY BACK, THE OLD FASHIONED NIGGER WAY.  SO IT TURNS OUT THEY'RE REALLY NO DIFFERENT.  THEY PROBABLY ALSO THINK OF ME THE SAME WAY AS THE LOCAL NIGGERS  DO - IN THE WORDS OF A GODDAM POLICE NIGGER "YOU'RE NO VIP". OH WELL, SO WHY BOTHER?  WHY DON'T THEY JUST RUN AFTER SOME GODDAM LOCAL VIP NIGGERS AROUND HERE, WHO ARE PRACTICALLY WHORING THEMSELVES RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM, AND MARRY THEM?  THAT SHOULD MAKE THEIR DEMONIC LIVES, AND MINE, A LOT LESS COMPLICATED.  A...

02/15/2014 5:30PM   At the mall, as I was leaving for home, a DICKHEAD IMMEDIATELY STARTED SNIFFING CLOSE BEHIND ME.  When I finally got outside and was walking to get in line at a terminal for a ride, A MIDDLE AGED COUPLE BEAT ME TO IT.  And as I was getting behind them , AN ORIENTAL LOOKING TEENAGER BITCH IN SAFFRON SUDDENLY APPROACHED THEM (PRETENDING TO ACT SURPRISED) AND GREETED THE OLD BITCH "GRANDMOTHER". *****  THIS WAS AFTER I IGNORED A FAT DARK UGLY-LOOKING PRICK IN A DINER, AND SOME OTHER PRICKS (WEARING SAME WHITE COLOR AS MY SHIRT) DOING THEIR BLOCKING ROUTINES INSIDE THIS MALL. 5:45PM   After some minutes of waiting (WHICH SHOULD NOT HAVE TAKEN THAT LONG SINCE THERE WAS A GOOD NUMBER OF CABS ALREADY LINED UP AND WAITING TO TAKE IN PASSENGERS) I ended up with A RED CAB WITH A PRINT "GODFATHER (vernacular)" at its side.  I opted to get the other cab (white with a not so comprehensible print)next to it.  As I did so, THE GIRL BEHIND ME ...

02/14/2014 *****  Feeling very tired and irritable. 4:45PM   As I was walking towards the office building, I suddenly remembered that I have to go back to the other building and get something to eat (where they sometimes serve better dishes).  So I stopped but then decided just to settle for the canteen in our own office.  Just then I noticed afar off, a small man in black (talking on his mobile) with a big bouquet of flowers (wrapped in bright pink plastic) in hand.  I hesitated and partly turned back for a moment thinking that these goddam niggers were up to something again.  And I was right, for as I turned to proceed, the small dickhead was gone, AND FURTHER ON ALMOST OUTSIDE THE OFFICE ENTRANCE WAS A DICKHEAD (FAT, DARK AND UGLY) IN FATIGUE PANTS AND IN FRONT OF HIM A BIKE WITH ITS MOTOR LEFT RUNNING IDLY. 7:50PM   At sleeping quarters, two bitches start chatter about valentines.  I put earphones on but online music kept stopping.  ...

02/04/2014 4:15PM   On my way to work while waiting for a cab, a police car passed by.  BEEN WAITING FOR ALMOST TEN MINUTES AND STILL NO CAB OR THEY'RE ALL OCCUPIED (WHICH WAS NOT THE CASE BEFORE). 4:30PM   I decided to wait at the main road instead.  BUT EACH TIME A CAB GETS IN SIGHT, GROUP PASSENGER CABS AND JEEPS WOULD SUDDENLY STOP IN FRONT OF ME, BLOCKING THBITCEE CAB FROM SIGHT.  A BITCH TEENER (A BIT TALLER THAN I) STARTED SHOUTING "BYE" ANGRILY REPEATEDLY FROM BEHIND ME.  STARTING TO GET PISSED, I SHOUTED BACK AND MY RIGHT NECK AND SHOULDER STARTED TO HURT AGAIN. 4:50PM   At the office toilet, I have only gotten in a few seconds when TWO BITCHES CAME IN MUTTERING WITH ONE SAYING OUT LOUD "JUST STUPID".  A BITCH IN A CUBICLE RIGHT NEXT TO MINE, CLEARED HER THROAT. 8:20PM   3At the lockers, A BITCH STANDING NEXT TO MY LOCKER STARTED TO SAY "666" IN A GRIM TONE.   ***** I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF THEY ARE WARNING ME OR THEY ARE DE...

02/11/2014 9AM+   AWAKENED BY A VERY LOUD STEEL LATHING NOISE JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.  IT KEPT GOING ON AN ON-OFF CYCLE DISRUPTING MY SLEEP, UNTIL IT BECAME SO LOUD I COULD BARELY SLEEP ANYMORE.  A GROUP OF BITCHES ALSO PASSED BY JUST OUTSIDE OUR DOOR NOISILY.  I GOT UP FEELING VERY DIZZY AS IF IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE. *******  AS ALWAYS, THE CAUSE OF THE NOISE IS THE FAT WHORE LIVING DOWNSTAIRS WHO HAD TOLD THE DICKHEAD WORKER TO DO HIS WORK THERE (WHERE IT'S OFF LIMITS  BUT NEVERTHELESS THE FAVORITE SPOT OF THESE NIGGERS FOR NOISE HARASSMENT AS IT IS RIGHT BELOW OUR WINDOW)  CLAIMING SHE HAS A PERMIT FROM THE ADMINISTRATOR.  WHEN CALLED UPON FOR HELP, THE ADMINISTRATOR WAS VERY CONDESCENDING (EXPLAINING THAT IT IS ABOUT TO FINISH ANYWAYS) AND THE SECURITY GUARD EVEN DEFENDED THE BITCH.  No wonder the GODDAM NOISE HERE NEVER SEEMS TO GET RESOLVED FOR APPARENTLY EVEN THE ADMINISTRATION IS IN CAHOOTS WITH THIS AMERICAN-SUPPORTED JOBLESS WHORE (...

2 /08 2:50PM AT A FOOD COURT OF A MAJOR SHOPPING MALL, was inquiring about a pizza promo when a FILIPINO CHINESE LOOKING DICKHEA7D IN BLUE SIDLED NEXT TO ME AND STARTED CLICKING HIS GODDAM SNAKE TONGUE IN DISAPPROVAL.  I cursed the goddam bastard as I left but started to feel very pissed so I started shouting SO THAT ALL THE GODDAM CHINESE AND FILIPINO NIGGERS CAN HEAR ME.  MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND NECK STARTED TO HURT AGAIN. As I started to write this blog, THE BLOG SCREEN REFUSED TO SCROLL OR EXPAND.  AS I STARTED TO MASSAGE MY INCREASINGLY PAINFUL RIGHT SHOULDER, TWO BITCHES PASSED BY WITH ONE SAYING "GO TO THE HOSPITAL".  FOLLOWED A FEW MINUTES LATER BY A FAT SHORT DICKHEAD SAYING "ROAST PIG." SHORTLY AFTER, ANOTHER DICKHEAD NEARBY STARTED LAUGHING REAL LOUD AND CLAPPING HIS HAND.  THE BUSBOYS ALL SEEM TO BE WORKING REAL HARD SMASHING ANG CLATTERING EVERYTHING AS THEY WORK NEAR ME AND HAS BEEN CONSTANTLY PASSING ME BY REAL CLOSE. ******  THESE NIGGERS...

I dont know how people can be such hypocrites that they pretend they are just too shy to do something when their behaviour in another says quite the opposite.   Is this what they call the slumdog insecure behaviour?  They love to talk.  Say whatever they want and think that everyone is just too stupid to figure it out for themselves. Maybe the people here are.   Niggers love to QUESTION EVERYTHING I DO.  WHAT IS THEIR GODDAM RIGHT?  And they love to ACT STUPID TOO LIKE RETARDS.  For instance, THE REASON WHY PLANS NEVER WORK OUT IS BECAUSE OF THEM INTERFERING NIGGERS.  BUT THEY ACT LIKE THEY DONT KNOW THAT.  THEY ACT LIKE THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE, AND THEY ACT LIKE THEY ARE SUCH EXPERTS OF MY PSYCHE.  IT'S LIKE THEY LIVE IN A VACUUM - NO PAST, NO FUTURE.  NO CONSEQUENCES (SINCE THEY COULD GET AWAY WITH IT - OR SO THEY THOUGHT).  THEIR FAVORITE MOTTO: JUST DO IT. WELL THEY SHOULD ALSO START JUST DOING THIS - G...

02/03 9AM+   Just woke up, A DICKHEAD PASSED BY JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW AND SAID ALOUD "WE LOST" ON A HAPPY NOTE. *****   I remembered earlier just after A WEEK OF NOISE HARASSMENT (ACCOMPANIED BY HEAVY, VERY PAINFUL PALPITATIONS) BY THESE NIGGERS AT HOME (STARTED JANUARY 15 AND LASTED FOR ALMOST A MONTH), I just got back home from work (DIZZY AND EXHAUSTED FROM LACK OF SLEEP) and at the lobby two dickheads met me, with one asking the other "HAS A FILIPINO EVER WON IN THE ASIAN GAMES?" as they passed me by, FOLLOWED BY ANOTHER DICKHEAD WEARING A RED SHIRT WITH FATIGUE PRINT PANTS (and if I remember right with a smirk on his face). 11PM    At the office, FOREIGNERS USING (OR CONSPIRING WITH) A LOCAL TEAMMATE (WHO HAS A HISTORY OF BAD-MOUTHING ME AND REFERING ME TO LOCAL DICKHEADS USING THE NIGGER'S METHOD OF "REFERRAL", WHICH INCLUDES GETTING HARASSED BY NIGGERS IF I REFUSED TO COOPERATE) TO GET TO ME. ****  Apparently, there are other locals invol...

01/31/2014 6PM   AT THE OFFICE BUILDING'S ENTRANCE, A DICKHEAD (PREVIOUS TEAMMATE WHO HAD BEEN BAD MOUTHING AND HARASSING ME TOGETHER WITH A GROUP OF OTHER DICKHEADS) WENT STRUTTING OUT WEARING A SHIRT WITH A PRINT "C LAIM THE THRONE" FOLLOWED BY THE VISITING FOREIGN EMPLOYEES. ****  THESE DICKHEADS APPARENTLY GOT PROMOTED BY PULLING THEIR WEIGHT AROUND.  ONE OF THEM SEEMS TO HAVE A CERTAIN RELATIVE WITH POLITICAL BACKGROUND. 02/01 6:27AM   AT THE OFFICE SLEEPING QUARTERS, YOUNG BITCH (EARLY TWENTIES) WEARING A RED AND BROWN SHIRT AND JACKET, LEANED ON TOP OF ME WHILE I WAS LYING DOWN, PRETENDING TO UNPLUG A CHARGER FROM A NEARBY OUTLET WHEN SHE COULD HAVE REACHED IT FROM ANOTHER SIDE OF THE BED.  WHEN CONFRONTED, THE BITCH BECAME VERY DEFENSIVE AND ARGUMENTATIVE, AND TRYING TO PROVOKE A FIGHT.  SHE SEEMED UNCERTAIN ANG HAD GAPS IN HER RESPONSES APPARENTLY WAITING FOR INSTRUCTIONS FROM SOMEONE ELSE.  WHEN THE SECURITY GUARDS OUTSIDE WERE CALLED U...