The Oppression Diaries

8/1/2014 10AM   NAGGING (PANICKING) VOICE AND THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD, MAKING ME DO DOUBLE BACKS WHEN I AM ALREADY RUNNING LATE. 10:45AM   HEAVY TRAFFIC AGAIN. 10:55AM   TRUCK CARRYING BRICKS BLOCKING MY CAB   A WHITE DELIVERY VAN  STOPPED ON THE SIDE SUDDENLY BLOCKING MY CAB AGAIN.

7/31/2014 2:33PM   AS I WAS TAKING A NAP (DURING MY VACATION LEAVE) NIGGER DHS, BITCHES AND KIDS SHOUTED AT RANDOM WITH ACCOMPANYING SHOCKING SENSATIONS TO MY CHEST, ONE AFTER THE OTHER TO JOLT ME AWAKE. 3:54PM   I COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP ANYMORE, AND THE RESTLESS FEELING AND NAGGING IDEAS IN MY HEAD START AGAIN.  A KID STARTS TO BABBLE OUTSIDE FROM A WINDOW ABOVE CALLING OUT "MOMMY" (AND SOME OTHER UNINTELLIGENT CHATTER). THE FEELING OF RESTLESSNESS INTENSIFIES AND A CRAVING TO EAT SOMETHING THAT I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT OR DETERMINE.

7/30 10:15AM   COULD NOT BOOK A CAB ONLINE.  OUTSIDE ON THE STREETS NO CAB PASSING THRU OR GETTING STOLEN. 10:33AM   CARS OR SUVS BLOCKING CAB I AM RIDING ON, THREATENING TO COLLIDE WITH MY DRIVER.  HEAVY TRAFFIC AGAIN WITH SCORES OF TRUCKS AND TEN-WHEELERS. *** IT WAS NOT LIKE THIS FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS, OR EVEN A FEW WEEKS AFTER I STARTED ON THE MORNING SHIFT. 10:55AM   STARTING TO FEEL HEADACHE AND PRICKING HEAT ON MY NECK AND SHOULDERS WHILE IN THE CAB. 11:41AM   WHEN I GOT IN THE FLOOR EVERYTHING WAS VERY QUIET UNTIL I STARTED INQUIRING ABOUT SOMETHING RELATED TO WORK FROM MY COLLEAGUE.  IT WAS THEN THAT THE CONVERSATIONS ERUPTED.  THE OTHER TEAM WITH THE LOUD-TALKING FAG JOINED IN WITH MORE APLOMB (NOT SURE WHICH TEAM STARTED THE NOISE).  THE DH GANG BEHIND ME SAID "BECAUSE OF THAT SMILE" AND STARTED MAKING COMMENTS ABOUT THE PALPITATIONS THAT I WAS ALREADY FEELING, ABOUT THE FACT "THAT I JUST GOT IN FOR WORK", ETC.  SO I...

07/29 11:14AM   COULD NOT OPEN MY LOCKER COMBINATION.  THE LOCK HAS A SOOT LIKE DIRT ON IT AGAIN.  THE DHS CAME MARCHING IN (LED BY THE GAME-TALKING SUPERVISOR).  A DH ALSO CAME AND STOOD AT HIS LOCKER AND WHILE PRETENDING TO GET SOMETHING (TAKING A LONG TIME) STARTED TO BREATHE IN AND OUT LOUDLY AND EXAGGERATEDLY NEAR ME, WHILE THE OTHER DHS STARTED THEIR LITANY OF VERBAL AND NOISE HARASSMENT (LEERING, JEERING, MOCKING, ETC). 12PM  BEEN IN THE LOCKER FOR AN HOUR NOW SO I ENDED UP ASKING THE OFFICE ADMIN TO FORCE OPEN MY LOCK (WITH A METAL CUTTER).  When I finally got inside the prod floor, I got berated by my supervisor (who looked very worried or angry). 3:01PM   STUFF IN LOCKER GOT REARRANGED (JUST NOTICED) MAKING IT VERY STUFFY. 7:30PM   AS I WALKED IN THE HALLWAY, A GUARD STANDING NOT FAR FROM ME SHOUTED IN MY DIRECTION "PAID ALREADY IDIOT". 7:57PM   AS I TURNED TO TAKE THE STAIRS (AFTER ALL THE CROWDS OR GROUPS BARGED INTO THE ...

07/28 10:34AM   HEAVY TRAFFIC NEAR THE POLICE STATION. 2:45PM   Just after having lunch, I was standing at my locker putting away some things, WHEN A BITCH (WHO HAS A HISTORY OF HARASSING ME BY BLOCKING MY WAY, FOLLOWING ME INTO THE WASHROOM, ETC, TO GIVE ME MESSAGES THRU GESTURES OR BY FACIAL EXPRESSION, MOSTLY FOR INSULTING AND DEMEANING PUPOSES; OR ACTING OUT IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR IN THE WASHROOM AS SHE STOOD BESIDE MR, OR SLAMMING THE DOOR, ETC) SUDDENLY SQUEEZED BETWEEN THE SMALL SPACE BEHIND ME AND SAID STRAIGHT TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD "LUNATIC". 10:54PM   SUDDENLY AWAKENED BY A STINGING DULL SENSATION ON MY CHEST AS A FAG DOWNSTAIRS LAUGHED.  STARTED TO FEEL PISSED OFF.  AS SOON AS I FINISHED WRITING THIS ENTRY, SOME BITCHES STARTED LAUGHING

7/27 12:30AM   THE FAT WHORE STARTED SHOUTING IN A CONTROLLED LOW VOICE "FIRE.. FIRE" BUT LOUD ENOUGH TO WAKE ME AS I DOZE OFF.  AS I START TO WRITE THIS, A GROUP AT THE LOBBY STARTED LAUGHING. 8AM   As I sat reading a book, LOUD MOUTH FAT WHORE AND A FAG STARTED MOCKING AND LAUGHING ALOUD AT THE NEARBY HALLWAY DOWNSTAIRS. 1:10AM   FAG STARTED CACKLING ALOUD.  I FELT A DULL PULSING SENSATION ON MY CHEST AND HEAD. 2:30PM   When I tried to get some rest after having worked for six days straight (OT), BASKETBALL DHS STARTED PLAYING, HOOTING AND SHOUTING EXAGGERATEDLY IN UNISON.  OTHERS WOULD RUN BACK AND FORTH TO THE PART (IN THE PARKING AREA BELOW) FACING OUR OPEN DOOR OR WINDOW AND SHOUT AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS.

07/26 11:35PM  JUST ARRIVED AT THE OFFICE, IN THE WASHROOM BY MYSELF (ALL QUIET), BITCH COMES IN AND STARTS BLOWING NOSE AND OPENING-CLOSING (SLAMMING) TRASH BIN LOUDLY OVER AND OVER AGAIN. 12:52PM   SEATING ARRANGEMENT GOT CHANGED.  I ENDED UP SITTING WITH A YELLOW STRIPED BITCH MAKING GESTURES.  THE FUCKED UP DEVICE MADE SURE THAT I GET FOCUSED, DISTRACTED, AND IRRITATED BY IT.  MANY THOUGHTS ENTERING MY HEAD "TRANSLATING" (OR THREATENING ME TO FOLLOW OR OBY) THE FUCKED UP GESTURES AND MOVEMENTS.  I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE A GODDAM RETARD AND SO GODDAM PISSED, SO I HAD TO STOP WORKING AWHILE. AS I GOT UP TO GO TO THE LOCKER ROOM, A DH VOICE (COMING WHERE THE HARASSING GANG IS SEATED) SAID IN A LOW BUT CLEAR TONE "YOUR HUSBAND IS HERE, YOU LESBIAN". I STARTED TALKING ON THE PHONE (RAISED VOICE) IN THE LOCKER ROOM.  A BITCH SECURITY GUARD SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE ASKED ALOUD "WHO IS HE/SHE TALKING TO?" MOCKINGLY.  I WENT TO THE WASHROOM AND STARTED W...

8:20AM   AS I STARTED TO FEEL HEAVY AND SLUGGISH AGAIN, THE GODDAM DH NEXT DOOR STARTED TO PLAY ROCK MUSIC JUST OUTSIDE OUR DOOR, AND STARTED LEERING. 9:26AM   STARTING TO FEEL DEBILITATING DULL PAIN ALL OVER AGAIN ACCOMPANIED BY STRONG PALPITATIONS.  I COULD BARELY MOVE OR FOCUS.  AS I WROTE THIS THE DOOR NEARBY SLAMMED SHUT.

7/24 7:30AM   HEAVINESS AND DELAY (THOUGHTS AND MUSCLE PAIN). 10:42AM   BITCH IN BLUE "STEALING" MY CAB (GOT AHEAD OF ME).  A GARBAGE TRUCK TRIED  or "PRETENDED" TO BLOCK THE BITCH BY STOPPING IN FRONT OF ME.  MORE VEHICLES BLOCKING MY WAY ONTO DIFF STREETS. 11AM   SECURITY GUARD DHS LAUGHING "YOU REALLY LIKE TO RIDE ALONG".  (Referring to the LOCKER INTRUSIONS AT THE OFFICE AND AT HOME BREAK-INS). 11:45AM   CONTINUOUS JIGGLING OF KEYS  CAUSING ME TO GET SO DISTRACTED AND OUT OF FOCUS (AND GETTING REALLY IRRITATED) SO I HAD TO LEAVE AND GO BACK TO THE LOCKER ROOM AND CONTINUE WRITING THIS BLOG. 12:46PM   AS I GOT INTO THE PRODUCTION FLOOR, MY USUAL SEAT WAS CHANGED TO AN UNCOMFORTABLE ONE.  AS I STARTED LOOKING FOR ANOTHER SEAT, A FAG STARTED SHOUTING "THAT'S FACE THE WALL"  AS I FOUND A SEAT AT THE BACK OF A DIVIDER. 8:41PM   HEAVY TRAFFIC WITH VEHICULAR ACCIDENT (AGAIN).  Had to pay the cab extra 20 (base...

7/22 6:40AM  As my mother spoke (in a rather irate manner), after a heated discussion with me, THE FAT WHORE SOMEWHERE DOWNSTAIRS, ALSO STARTED SHOUTING STERNLY (SCOLDING SOMEONE). 7:11AM   AS I WROTE THIS JUST NOW, THE LOUD MOUTH BITCH SPOKE ALOUD AGAIN SAYING "YES". 10:12AM   LONG HEAVY TRAFFIC AT THE HIGHWAY RIGHT WHERE IT INTERSECTS THE SMALL ROAD FROM OUR HOUSE (WHICH STARTED TO SLOWLY BREAK UP EVERY FEW SECONDS). 10:34AM   A DELIVERY TRUCK & VAN BLOCKED MY CAB. 3PM   At the office cafeteria, A DH supervisor with his DH subordinates were also there (EVEN THOUGH IT WAS NOT THEIR BREAK SCHEDULE), and the DH was DOING ALL SORTS OF THINGS TO HOLD UP THE LINE (SNEAKING UP AND MAKING SMALL ORDERS, AND SHOVING HIS HOME PACKED LUNCH INTO THE OVEN USED FOR PAID-MEALS, JUST AS MY ORDER WAS TO BE REHEATED), WHILE A DH STOOD BEHIND ME, HOLDING A MOBILE IN HIS HAND POINTED TO MY HEAD. AND AS IF THAT WASN'T ENOUGH, WHEN I FINALLY SAT DOWN TO HAVE MY LUNCH,...

7/20 7:50PM   DHS START JEERING AND MOCKING (HOOTING) ALOUD JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW AS I SURF THE INTERNET (REGARDING THE MAFIA). 10:35PM   KIDS (10YR OLDS OR YOUNGER) START SINGING "LET IT GO" AFTER I FINISHED SURFING THE NET (TO KILL THE MAFIA, ETC) AS THEY LAUGH AND GIGGLE ALOUD IN THE HALLWAY BELOW WITH A DH AND A WHORE. 7/21 11PM  At the lockers,  BITCH TEAMMATE (wearing saffron), whose locker was near mine, MADE A CLICKING SOUND (SNAPSHOT) ON HER MOBILE AS I RETURNED AND STARTED TAKING OUT SOME TISSUE PAPERS FROM MY PERSPIRING BACK AND CHEST (which I have forgotten).  I felt QUITE PISSED SO I RETURNED AGAIN TO THE LOCKER ROOM, TO FIND A WHORE AND A DH FLIRTING, FOLLOWED BY A DH SUPERVISOR (WHO'S ALWAYS AT THE FOREFRONT OF THE HARASSMENTS FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS, and appears to be ecstatic about it, ALWAYS MENTIONING SOME SCORE ON SOME GAME).  A few minutes later, as I was about to leave the locker, A PREGNANT FORMER ACQUAINTANCE (who was nice to m...

07/19 8:15AM   DHs IN THE BASKETBALL AREA START SHOUTING IN A TAUNTING MANNER OVER AND OVER AGAIN, AS IF CHALLENGING SOMEONE.  I START FEELING SOME IRRITATING SENSATION GROWING ON MY CHEST WITH EACH SHOUT.

7:54AM   AS SOON AS I FINISHED BLOGGING, ELECTRICITY GOT CUT OFF AGAIN. 9:45AM   Got a cab online that turned out to be a hoax.  So I got out and tried to get a cab on the street. 10:15AM   DH IN BLACK WITH RED LUGGAGE CAME OUT AFTER ME AND STOLE THE FIRST  AVAILABLE CAB BY WALKING AHEAD OF ME.  Immediately a DH passed by and remarked "because you're SO ARROGANT."  I eventually got a cab but was still late for work (4th in a row this month). *** XMG218 yellow SUV parked right outside the gate, and a kid wearing same colored shirt got in my way as I passed the lobby. 1:30PM   At the office washroom, a BITCH (HALF ORIENTAL LOOKING) EXPLAINING AWAY THE FIASCO IN THE RESTAURANT LAST NIGHT BY SLAMMING THE TRASH LID AS I ENTERED A CUBICLE WITH NO TISSUE PAPER. ****  APPARENTLY TRYING TO GET AWAY WITH YEARS OF BULLYING AND HARASSMENT OF SIMILAR NATURE BY CLAIMING THAT I GOT "MIXED UP" WITH THEIR WELL-INTENTIONED GESTURES OF HUMAN RIGHTS VI...

07/17 7:30AM   Suddenly noticed the face of my slightly new alarm clock had started to become opaque, even though it was never taken out of its packaging case. When I further checked, IT HAD NUMEROUS DEEP.SCRATCHES AS IF IT HAD BEEN SCRAPED AGAINST THE WALL or some rough surface. **** AS ALWAYS, SOME NIGGER HAD GAINED ILLEGAL ACCESS TO OUR UNIT AGAIN AND IS MESSING WITH MY STUFF. 8AM   Suddenly lost electricity after writing this blog. 12PM   As I start to work, I began to feel very SLUGGISH, DISORIENTED AND HEAVY; COULD NOT FOCUS, HAVING NUMEROUS MENTAL BLOCKS, and feeling DISCONNECTED TO WHAT I AM DOING. 6PM   HAVING GREAT DIFFICULTY WORKING DUE TO EXCRUCIATING PAIN IN MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND A FREEZING SENSATION ON MY RIGHT ARM, AS THE NIGGER GANG OF DICKHEADS BEHIND ME BEGAN TO MAKE LOUD MOCKING REMARKS (but stopped short for some reason). I ended up one case short of my quota, not to mention the possibility of errors, AS WHAT THE NIGGER FAG AND BITCHES BE...

07/16 12:55PM   Just after lunch, BITCHES AT THE PANTRY SAID "COZ YOU'RE SO SLOW" AS I PASSED THEM BY.  When I got back to my station, ONLY A FEW MINUTES HAD PASSED WHEN A BITCH ENTERED THE SENIOR SUPERVISOR'S CUBICLE NEAR ME AND (PRETENDED) TO MAKE A PHONE CALL, SAYING ALOUD "YOU'RE SO THICK-FACED" and "LAZY... YOU KEEP SLEEPING".  After she left, two bitches (new hires) who are originally stationed somewhere else, suddenly sat on the empty seats (belonging to agents who are currently absent due to the bad weather) right next to me.  THE ONE SEATED RIGHT NEXT TO ME STARTED TO ACT FRUSTRATED AND WHISPERED "CHOOSY", THEN STARTED TO ENGAGE THE OTHER IN A CONVERSATION (under the pretense that she is confused about something but they end up giggling). I went to the locker to write this down and (as usual) A DICKHEAD IN BLACK SQUEEZED PAST ME (FRONT FACING ME) WHEN THERE WAS PLENTY OF SPACE IN OTHER DIRECTIONS. ****  YESTERDAY, AND FO...

07/15 10:15AM   On my way out for work; at the lobby a DH WITH KIDS WAS SITTING ON THE STAIRS.  One of the kids said "THAT (PERSON) GOING TO GET SMACKED", as I passed by.

07/14 6:05AM   Just woke up, someone immediately shouted (or said aloud) outside our window "PEOPLE POWER". 7:30AM   FELT DULL PAIN ON MY RIGHT LEG BONE JUST BELOW MY LOWER BACK, AS I CLIMBED UP THE TOILET SEAT TO GET SOMETHING.  GODDAM DEVICE WANTED ME TO SLIP ANF FALL, I BELIEVE. FELT VERY HEAVY AND TIRED, WITH DULL AND IRRITATING PAIN IN MY HEAD AND CHEST, WITH EQUALLY IRRITATING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD (REPETITIVE AND SAME OLD USELESS THOUGHTS), MAKING MY BATHING TIME REALLY SLOW AND MISERABLE. 5PM   As I got to the locker, during my second break (ulcer like pain caused by goddam device forced me to eat again even though I had lunch earlier), THE FAT DARK FAG WAS WAITING LOOKING AT HIMSELF ON A MIRROR.  AS I GOT IN, ANOTHER FAG CAME IN AND THEY IMMEDIATELY STARTED RIDICULING SOMEONE'S HAIR (WHOM THEY CALL SARAH).  As I was about to leave, THE FAT FAG (WHOSE LOCKER WAS NEAR THE DOOR) STEPPED BACK TRYING TO BLOCK MY WAY, WHILE PRETENDING TO LOOK AT THE...

07/13 11:30AM   While doing some light laundry (undergarments), PAIN IN MY LOWER BACK MAKING MY LEGS FEEL WEAK AND COLD (and like about to defecate).  It stopped after a few minutes, but this time I STARTED TO FEEL STRONG PAIN ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER, CHEST AND THE BACK, WITH SOME DIFFICULTY BREATHING, AS I FELT SOMETHING TIGHTENING IN MY CHEST. **** But I was feeling quite well before I even started doing my laundry.  I remembered overhearing what the middle-aged bitch (same province as the bitch who screwed me in taiwan) and a dh were saying about someone HAVING SOME PROBLEM ON THE LOWER BACK (SPINE) WHICH COULD CAUSE PARALYSIS. 1:51PM   Fell asleep earlier due to pain on my lower back.  PAIN CONTINUES EVEN AFTER I WOKE UP. *** SAME PAIN THAT DELAYED ME AND MADE ME LATE FOR WORK THE OTHER DAY (BEEN LATE FOR WORK FOR ALMOST THREE STRAIGHT DAYS NOW, INCLUDING ONE ABSENT). 4:27PM   As soon as the rain dissipated, only a few minutes had passed when...

07/12/2014 12:37PM   Trying to get a nap, GODDAM LATHING GOES ON AND OFF AS I DOZE OFF.  SOON AFTER A GROUP OF KIDS CAME UP THEN PASSED BY THE DOOR, WITH ONE KID SAYING ALOUD ACCUSINGLY "CAUSE YOU'RE SO STUPID", BEFORE RUNNING OFF. 2PM   I start to play music on my tablet, AND THE SPEAKERS AT THE BASKETBALL COURT SUDDENLY COME ON, WITH THE GODDAM MARKET VENDOR SOUNDING ANNOUNCER ON THE MICROPHONE, WITH THE BASKETBALL PLAYERS SHOUTING "GO DOWN".  Starting to feel really pissed I started shouting out of the window, where the basketball noise was coming from. 4:15PM   After speaking to my sister (who has been complaining to the administrator for some time now) regarding the goddam noise created by THESE BASKETBALL NIGGERS, THE GODDAM ANNOUNCER STARTED TO BECOME NOISIER AND MORE AGGRESSIVE, MAKING LOUD TAUNTING REMARKS, AND KEPT SAYING "YES SIR" CONDESCENDINGLY OVER THE MICROPHONE. 5:30PM   The announcer on the microphone seemed to have stopped, as ...

07/11/2014 5:21AM   A LOUD SLAM OF THE DOOR OF THE NEARBY UNIT JOLTED ME AWAKE. 9:20AM   LOWER BACK VERY PAINFUL, LEGS WEAKEN, COULD NOT MOVE, FELT LIKE DEFECATING. SLOWED ME DOWN AND GOT LATE IN LEAVING THE HOUSE. 10:15AM  NO CAB, ONLINE 10:30AM ALL CABS PASSING BY WERE ALREADY TAKEN. WAITED FOR 15 mins until I finally got one.  GOT LATE AGAIN FOR WORK (THIRD TIME IN A MONTH.  SAME AS LAST MONTH). 11:10AM   AT THE OFFICE WASHROOM, BITCHES CAME IN AND AT THE TOP OF THEIR VOICES STARTED MAKING ACCUSATIONS ABOUT BEING HEARTLESS, ETC. 11:30AM  AT THE LOCKER, A SUPERVISOR WITH HIS AGENT KEPT COMING BACK TALKING ABOUT A GODDAM SCORE, AND "MACBETH", WHILE DRIBBLING A BALL.  A SECOND LOUD TALKER SAYS "SCANDAL". 12AM   MY LOWER BACK CONTINUES TO BE IN SOME KIND OF DULL PAIN MAKING MY LEGS FEEL NUMB AND LIKE I AM ABOUT TO DEFECATE.  MY BREATHING IS A BIT SHALLOW AND CONSTICTED.  COULD NOT CONCENTRATE ON WORK. **** EARLIER AFTE...

07/09/14 7AM   Contemplating on writing about previous harassment incidents, STARTED TO FEEL HEAVY AND OVERLY HOT ON MY UPPER TORSO, AND THEN SOME PAIN ON THE CHEST. 5PM   SOME GODDAM THOUGHTS STARTED ENTERING MY HEAD ABOUT THE PAST.  NIGGER TEAMMATES AROUND ME SUDDENLY STARTED CHATTERING GIVING GODDAM PERSONAL OPINIONS (PARTICULARLY THE DICKHEAD SITTING IN FRONT OF ME, AND BEHIND, INCLUDING THE HALF-JAPANESE ASSHOLE).  I STARTED TO GET DISORIENTED AND MY WORK SLOWED DOWN. 6PM   While working (and running short of time), FUCKED UP DEVICE INDUCED ME TO PEE WHILE IN THE MIDDLE OF A TASK, TRYING TO FORCE ME TO STOP.  WHEN I IGNORED IT THE GODDAM DEVICE MADE IT EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL. 9PM   AT THE OFFICE COMPOUND NEAR THE GATE WHERE I USUALLY STAND TO GET A RIDE, A WHITE PICK UP (PLATE STARTING WITH XAR) DRIVEN BY A SMIRKING BALD DH (WEARING WHITE) INTENTIONALLY DROVE BEHIND MY BACK AND IMPATIENTLY HONKED AT ME TO STEP ASIDE EVEN THOUGH THERE WAS PL...

07/08/2014 9:30AM   As I prepare to leave for work, GODDAM DEVICE STARTS INDUCING ABDOMINAL SPASMS AGAIN, STOPPING ME FROM DOING ALMOST ANYTHING. 10:30AM   ALREADY IN A CAB BUT ABDOMINAL SPASMS CONTINUE (LATE GOING OUT DUE TO EXCRUCIATING PAIN, SLOWING ME DOWN). 2PM   FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR, SOMETHING KEPT NAGGING IN MY HEAD.  I JUST KEPT IGNORING IT (LIKE I DO TO BULLSHIT INSIGNIFICANT PRESUMPTUOUS THOUGHTS).  AND LIKE ALWAYS, THE NIGGERS WHO WERE OBVIOUSLY BEHIND IT, STARTED MAKING ASSUMPTIONS AND ACCUSATIONS AGAIN (LIKE ALWAYS) BY SUDDENLY SINGING SOME LOVE SONG OR LAUGHING MOCKINGLY, AS SOON AS I REACTED TO SOMETHING (LIKE SMILING ABOUT A CASE, OR SOMETHING TOTALLY IRRELEVANT). ****  WHOEVER IS DOING THIS KIND OF MANIPULATION, I REALLY DEMAND TO GET KILLED AND DESTROYED RIGHT NOW, BY ALL MEANS.

07/7 5:40AM   Just woke up, LOWER LEFT ABDOMEN IMMEDIATELT STARTS HAVING STABS OF PAIN AGAIN. 7:28AM   VERY UNCOMFORTABLE HOT (ALMOST STINGING) SENSATION ON MY SHOULDER, INSPITE OF COOL MORNING WEATHER.  ABDOMINAL SPASMS START AGAIN, PALPITATIONS, AND FELT LIKE VOMITING AT THE MENTION OF FOOD. SUDDENLY LOST APPETITE AND SUDDENLY FELT VERY IRRITABLE. 7:45AM  As I start to eat, VERY PAINFUL LOWER AB SPASMS START AGAIN. *** Earlier some dh from next door started talking outside "monday... so you have to be here the whole day". 7:50AM   ABDOMINAL CRAMPS START AGAIN AS I AM ABOUT TO FINISH EATING.  FEELING SOME KIND OF HEAVINESS IN THE CHEST, STOMACH, AND OVERALL DISCOMFORT, TOGETHER WITH THAT OVERLY WARM SENSATION.  SOME COMEDIC SCORE CAN BE HEARD PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND BELONGING TO A GODDAM RADIO NETWORK (WHICH I ALSO HEAR AT THE OFFICE BEING WHISTLED BY ONE OF THE NIGGERS DURING ONE OF THEIR VERBAL HARASSMENTS). **** I HAVE BEEN BED RID...

07/05/2014 8AM   A group of people arrived next door, in a somewhat festive mood (chatting happily and strumming a guitar.  When I started to text the guard, but have not sent the message yet, the group immediately left.  FOR NO GODDAM REASON, I FELT THAT SORRY-DOWNHEARTED (ALMOST PAINFUL AS IF BEING FORCED OR PRESSED ON ME) SENSATION ON MY CHEST AGAIN. 3PM   I STARTED TO FEEL A SHARP RECURRING HEADACHE, FOLLOWED BY AN INCREASINGLY VERY PAINFUL THROAT, AND A VERY SHARP HOT FEELING ON MY BACK DESPITE THE COOL RAINY WEATHER.  IT WAS SO IRRITATING THAT I COULD NOT WATCH TV SO I TURNED IT OFF.  THE HEADACHE BECAME EVEN MORE UNBEARABLE, AND I STARTED TO FEEL EVEN MORE RESTLESS.  AT THIS POINT, A KID STOOD OUTSIDE OUR DOOR AND SAID "IT'S HERE".  THE GROUP NOISE FROM NEXT DOOR STARTED AGAIN, AND A DICKHEAD LAUGHED OUT LOUD (TAUNTING). 6PM   I started to feel very sleepy so I laid down and was about to doze off, WHEN A BITCH SUDDENLY CAME OUT NE...

07/03/2014 5:40PM   SHARP AND VERY PAINFUL HEADACHE STARTED ON MY RIGHT TEMPLE..  COULD NOT FOCUS.  SO I START TALKING SO I CAN REMEMBER.  DICKHEAD NIGGER NEARBY START ANSWERING AS IF IN RESPONSE.  AS I GOT OUT TO REPORT THIS, ONE OF THE LADY MANAGERS (YOUNGEST) also came out and walked ahead of me.  One dickhead walking towards us greeted aloud "HI BOSS".  As I went to the locker, A BITCH CAME OUT AND AS SHE PASSED CLOSE TO ME MURMURED "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... YOU'RE SO THICK FACED".  As I started to write this down, a DICKHEAD OUTSIDE SAID ALOUD "THAT HAS A PERMIT".  A few seconds later, ANOTHER DH SAID "IT'S SO WINDY AGAIN". 07/04 2AM  (approximately)  SUDDENLY HALF-AWAKENED BY A DICKHEAD PASSING BY OUR SCREEN DOOR WHILE MAKING GHOULISH SOUNDS. 9AM   While washing the dshes, I heard AN OLD SOUNDING DICKHEAD SEEMINGLY PACKING UP SOME STUFF NOISILY.  Earlier HE WAS KNOCKING AT SOME DOOR NEARBY WITH NO ONE ANSWER...