The Oppression Diaries

10/01/2014 9:56AM   FEEL LIKE VOMITING AND HEAVY OR VERY UNCOMFORTABLE. 11:10AM   STILL FELT LIKE VOMITING AND WITH MYRIADS OF QUESTIONS IN MY HEAD (EVEN IF I AM NOT THINKING ABOUT THEM).  MY RIGHT HAND IS HAVING EXCRUCIATING MUSCLE PAIN AS I MOVE IT. 12:30PM   BITCH CAME INTO THE WASHROOM AND TRIED TO ELBOW ME (ALMOST HITTING MY LEFT CHEST. 2:50PM   BITCH NEAR ME SAID "I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE/SHE IS LOOKING FOR (OR REALLY WANTS)." 3PM   A FEMALE MAINTENANCE STAFF AT THE SMALL WASHROOM STARTED TO SLAM THINGS AROUND (REALLY LOUD) AS I GOT IN THE LONE CUBICLE. 6:10PM   After the interview, BITCHES AND DHS PASSED ME BY AS I SAT OUTSIDE THE WAITING AREA AND MOCKINGLY SAID "IT'S BECAUSE YOU LAUGHED TOO MUCH". ****  DURING THE INTERVIEWS I FELT STRONG HEAVY PALPITATIONS CAUSING ME TO GET VERY EXHAUSTED.  THERE WAS ALSO A BUNGLE UP ON THE RESUMES THAT I SUBMITTED EARLIER WHICH THEY HAD APPARENTLY LOST (MORE PALPITATIONS).  I WAS VERY ...

9/30/2014 10:10AM   NO CAB IN SIGHT.  ONLY CARS RED, GREY, BLACK AND BLUE BLOCKING MY WAY AT THE GATE.  SOME OF THEM EVEN COMING FROM WITHIN THE BUILDING.  SO JUST TOOK THE TRIKE. 10:33AM   CAUGHT IN HEAVY  TRAFFIC. 10:50AM   Trike with a DH WEARING FATIGUE JACKET BLOCKING MY WAY AT THE ROAD DOMINATED BY A BIG RELIGIOUS ORG.  Qcn395 red suv blocking my way at the gate. 2:45PM   GANG OF DHS AND FAG START INDIRECT TALK. 3PM  WHEN I WENT OUT FOR LUNCH BREAK DHS AND THEIR COHORTS START BLOCKING.  So I went back in and delayed my lunch for another hour. 4PM  When I finally went up, THE USUAL CHATTER STARTED.  ONE GROUP WAS TALKING ABOUT A CAR.  WHEN I STARTED TO COUNTER THEIR "ARGUMENT" ANOTHER GROUP FROM BEHIND APPLAUDED AND SEEMED QUITE HAPPY. CSL603 TAMARAW FX GREY BLOCKING PRETENDING TO TARRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE INTERSECTION. 10:40PM   I feel the right side of my neck getting really painful and sti...

9/29/2014 7:15AM   I was partially awake but when I stayed lying on the bed A KID WAS STARTED RUNNING AND SHRIEKING JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.  I stayed where I was and A DH AND BITCH (WHO SOUNDED SIMILAR TO THE FAT WHORE) STARTED TALKING ALOUD BELOW. ****  LAST NIGHT I WAS CONSTANTLY AWAKENED BY NIGGERS NEXT DOOR TALKING ALOUD IN THE HALLWAY JUST OUTSIDE OUR DOOR. 7:46AM   I was about to get something when I SUDDENLY HAD A MENTAL BLOCK (THERE WAS NO NOISE AND NO ONE WAS TALKING TO ME).  A DH DOWNSTAIRS COUGHED ALOUD AND I REMEMBERED.  Then I felt my BRAIN OR FACE GO NUMB THAT WHAT I WAS DOING SPILLED OVER. 8:45AM   DOING SOME LIGHT LAUNDRY STARTED TO FEEL SHARP PAIN BORING IN BETWEEN MY SHOULDER BLADES JUST BELOW MY SHOULDERS (AND A TIGHTENING ON MY CHEST) MAKING IT VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO STOOP DOWN. ****  Have been getting continuos pain on MY RIGHT SHOULDER, CHEST AND ARMS ALL THE WAY TO MY THUMB. 10:33AM   CAUGHT IN HEAVY TRAFFIC...

9/28/2014 2PM   I WAS ABOUT TO DOZE OFF FOR A NAP AFTER WATCHING TWO FILMS (and having a continuous muscle pain from my right shoulder to my arm) WHEN A KID SUDDENLY HOLLERED AT THE PARKING AREA JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.  AS SOON AS HE DID SO, A NOISY VEHICLE STARTED IT'S MOTOR AND IMMEDIATELY LEFT.  I FELT SO GODDAM PISSED I STARTED SHOUTING (MYSELF HOARSE) OUT THE WINDOW.  AS I WAS SHOUTING SOMETHING IN MY THROAT CONSTRICTED AND MY VOICE CAME OUT IN RASPS (INJURING AND MAKING MY THROAT MORE PAINFUL AS I SHOUTED AND LATER ON) DH HOOTED AND ANOTHER LAUGHED.  WHEN I STOPPED AND SAT DOWN EXHAUSTED A SMALL KID UPSTAIRS IMMEDIATELY SAID "SHALL WE DO IT AGAIN". **** EARLIER THERE WERE BASKETBALL DHS HOLLERING AND HOOTING NON-STOP NEARBY IN RESPONSE TO WHAT I WAS WATCHING ON FILM. 4PM   WHEN I FINISHED WRITING THIS A KID BABBLED ALOUD IN A HALLWAY NEARBY "LET IT GO".  MY INTERNET AND CURSOR ALSO STARTED JUMPING AROUND AND WOULD NOT LET ME SAVE.  As I...

9/27/2014 2:20PM   A BITCH SNEAKED NEAR OUR DOOR AND LET OUT A SMALL YELP.  I FELT A JOLTING STINGING SENSATION THAT STARTED TO SPREAD INTO SOMETHING COLD ON MY BACK AND CHEST.

9/26/2014 9:46AM   STARTING TO FEEL DIZZY AGAIN.  VERY PAINFUL SHARP SENSATIONS ON MY HEAD AND FOREHEAD.  FELT LIKE VOMITING. 10:33AM   STILL IN HEAVY TRAFFIC IN A PASSENGER CAB WHICH STOPS EVERY FEW SECONDS OR MINUTES TO PICK UP AND LET PASSENGERS OUT. AS THE TRAFFIC MOVES AT A SMALL SPACE.  AN UGLY DH IN GREY REACHES OUT TO HIS WHORE WIFE SITTING NEXT TO ME AND HOLDS HER THIGH.  THE BITCH INITIALLY TALKED ABOUT TIME AND BEING IN A RUSH. 10:40AM   STILL IN HEAVY TRAFFIC AND NOT EVEN HALFWAY TO WORK YET. UOZ338 GREY HYUNDAI SUV AND OTHER VEHICLES WITH ONE CARRYING "NATION" LOGO BLOCKING MY WAY.  A trike also joined in with DLC printed at the back of the driver's  shirt. ANOTHER SUV BLACK ZFB272 BLOCKING MY CAB AT THE GATE. I AM LATE AGAIN FOR WORK. THERE IS NO DEAL WITH ANYONE HERE OR ABROAD AND WITH ANY OF THESE NIGGERS AND ALL THEIR ASSICIATES.  WHATEVER THE FUCK HAPPENS.  I WILL HAVE ANYONE KILLED WHOEVER STRIKES ...

*** I keep seeing similar TXG412 SCHOOL SERVICE vehicles each time I am past the lead time to keep me from rushing to the office (beating the time). 10:36AM   NO CABS PASSING THRU (EXCEPT FOR LONG LINE OF CARS AS IF A CONVOY) WAITED FOR 10MINS BEFORE TAKING THE TRIKE.  NOW CAUGHT IN TRAFFIC AGAIN AND NOT EVEN HALFWAY TO WORK.  Cars and a delivery truck started blocking my way now. 1PM  DH and another bitch kept talking about having a migraine and waking up on the wrong side of the bed (in reference to my sporadic headaches earlier

9/24/2014 8:53AM   PALPITATIONS START.  VERY HEAVY PAINFUL ONES AS I TRY TO GET UP AND START PREPARING FOR WORK. 10:10AM   I AM PERFECTLY FINE BUT SOMEONE'S SCREWING WITH MY HEAD RE SILENCE. *** It's "saying" now that the driver might start thinking of something or that people here have dirty minds.  I think the ONE WHO'S TALKING TO MY HEAD IS THE ONE WITH THE DIRT. 10:20AM   STARTING TO FEEL THAT SHARP PAIN IN MY HEAD AGAIN.  A CAR IN FRONT OF ME READS "ZCK".  AND IT'S NOT FUNNY EITHER.  The fucked up device is trying to make me "smile" about it.  NOTHING'S FUNNY ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON! 10:45AM   AT THE WASHROOM, SOME BITCHES CAME IN PRETENDING TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING RE SLEEPING HOURS AT NIGHT.  THEN LEFT AFTER THROWING SOMETHING NOISILY INTO THE TRASH ON HER WAY OUT (INSTEAD OF USING THE ONE INSIDE THE CUBICLE). **** As I wrote this SOME BITCHES CAME IN THROWING THEIR ANGST OF PROTEST ON THE TISSUE DISPENSER BY TUGGING ...

9/23/2014 **** WOKE UP REAL EARLY THIS MORNING (4AM).  BUT WHEN I WAS PREPARING TO LEAVE I STARTED TO FEEL PALPITATIONS AND A STRONG PAIN IN MY HEAD AND SHOULDERS.  DISORIENTATION SET IN.  WHEN I TRIED OR FORCED MYSELF TO PROCEED OR CONTINUE DOING WHAT I HAD TO DO, THE DULL PAIN ON MY HEAD, SHOULDERS AND CHEST INTENSIFIES.  I ENDED UP LEAVING THE SAME TIME (10:15) AS IF I HAD NOT WOKEN UP EARLY AT ALL.  WHEN I GOT OUT AND STARTED TO WAIT ON THE STREET THERE WAS NO CAB PASSING THRU ONLY TRICYCLES.  WHEN THE FIRST EMPTY TRICYCLE APPEARED, MY LEFT LEG TWITCHED, SO I DID NOT GET ON.  NO CAB APPEARED HOWEVER, ONLY THOSE WITH PASSENGERS.  OTHER TRICYCLES THAT FOLLOWED WERE EITHER FILLED WITH PASSENGERS OR MALE SOLO PASSENGERS.  I ONLY GOT A RIDE AFTER 10-15 MINS OF STANDING UNDER THE SUN.  WHEN I GOT TO THE MAIN ROAD, I HAD TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER 5-10 MINS TO GET A RIDE.  THEN THE USUAL SLOW MOVING TRAFFIC MET ME ON THE HIGHWAY.  THER...

9/22/2014 7AM   I AM STARTING TO FEEL EXHAUSTED AGAIN. 6:30PM   At the office, a small group meeting was held behind me (where the supervisor's station was located), and the half-oriental dh snickered and said just loud enough for me to hear "he/she would not be allowed to go on breaks or to go out anymore". ****  Also one of the DHs (goat-face) who had been (spearheading and) actively harassing me just got promoted.  IF IT'S NOT THE FAGS PIMPING ME AROUND, IT'S THESE CHAUVINISTS (and those who had been actively coordinating harassments and bullying against me) WHO ARE GETTING REWARDED OR FAVORED. 8:15PM   As I was on my way out, at the production floor, A PREGNANT BITCH (GIRLFRIEND OF THE DH WHO LOOKED LIKE MY RAPIST) BLOCKED MY WAY (with chin held high).  At the lobby, A FAG FOLLOWED BY A NOISY GROUP CAUGHT UP BEHIND ME AND STARTED  SAYING RATHER GLEEFULLY THAT THEY FEEL SORRY FOR A CERTAIN GIRL WHO LOOKED PITIFUL (OR PATHETIC) LAST FRIDAY AN...

9/2!/2014 1:40PM   HAVING A VERY PAINFUL SENSATION RUNNING UP AND DOWN MY RIGHT ARM, HAND AND SHOULDER FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR NOW. 1PM   A FEW MINUTES AFTER I TURNED OFF THE TV GROUPS OF PEOPLE CAME IN FOLLOWED BY DHS SHOUTING AND DRIBBLING BALLS JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.  THIS WAS THEN FOLLOWED BY A DH TALKING IN ENGLISH WITH SOME BITCHES.  THE DH THEN STARTED COUNTING OVER AND OVER AGAIN (AS IF IN A DANCE NUMBER) THROWING REMARKS SUCH AS "IT'S TOO LATE".  Then a course mouthed bitch (sounded like the fat whore) shouted "LET'S DO IT AGAIN". 5PM   When I played a record (in English) THE LOUD MOUTH BITCH WITH A KID KEPT LAUGHING.  When I played the one in the local language THE GROUP OF DHS AND BITCHES STARTED TO COUNT AGAIN BUT LOUDER THIS TIME, THEN CHANGED TO "GIVE ME..." (SIMILAR TO A CHEER). 10PM   As I tried to rest for awhile (after suddenly feeling exhausted), A FAG AND A BITCH STARTED SHOUTING AND TALKING ALOUD JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW AN...

9/20/2014 11:20AM   WHEN I STARTED TO DOZE OFF (DURING MY DAY OFF) BITCHES STARTED TO TALK IN THE HALLWAY NEARBY.  AS I CONTINUED TO DOZE A BITCH STARTED TO BARK ORDERS AT SOMEONE JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.  I COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP ANYMORE (SO RESORTED TO CHECK ON MY OTHER BLOGGING ACCOUNTS). 1:46PM   Discovered an old blogging account and was trying to revive it WHEN SOME NIGGER NEXT DOOR SUDDENLY SLAMMED A DOOR.  I FELT A SHARP JOLT TO MY CHEST MAKING ME JUMP AND FEEL REAL IRRITATED. ****  THE MAJOR PROBLEM WITH THESE CHEAPSHITS AROUND ME IS THAT THEY ONLY GET TO BE INVESTIGATED ONCE AND ONLY AFTER THE DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE.  THIS IS THE REASON WHY THEY JUST KEEP DOING THEIR BULLSHIT AND HARASSMENT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.  AFTER ALL, THEY ONLY GET "INVESTIGATED", WHICH TAKES A MILLION YEARS EVEN THOUGH THE SAME TYPES OF HARASSMENTS AT THE SAME EXACT PLACES HAVE BEEN GOING ON FOR 14 YEARS NOW, ONCE THEY HAVE ALREADY DONE WHAT THEY JUST FELT ...

9/18/2014 11:40AM   A SUPERVISOR BEHIND ME START TO TALK NON-STOP ABOUT SOMETHING (LIKE JUST FOR "BACK UP", ETC).  I started to yawn nonstop too so I got out.  When I approached the locker area A DH WITH WHITE AND BLACK STRIPES BLOCKED MY WAY ON HIS WAY OUT (AND TARRIED WHILE AT IT).  When I got to the locker room a dh (i thi

9/17/2014 3:30AM   WOKE UP (2 hours before i was supposed to) AND COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP ANYMORE.  When i was finally starting to doze off, A DH BELOW STARTED TALKING OUT LOUD. 5:30AM   FEELING SLEEPY AND HEAVY WITH PAIN ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER. ****  The day i am to take an assessment to land me a new job in another company.  BITCHES START TALKING OR TEASING AS I WRITE THIS. EXPERIENCING STRONG HEAVINESS AND DISORIENTATION AND INCREASING PAIN ON MY SHOULDER SINCE MORNING. 10:44AM  NOW I AM CAUGHT IN HEAVY TRAFFIC AGAIN AND ABOUT TO GET LATE AGAIN FOR WORK. 10:50AM   DJ FAG AND BITCH CAME ON MOCKING AND LAUGHING SAYING "CHOOSY" AND OTHER NO-SENSE BLABBER JUST MEANT TO IRRITATE. 12:20PM   ON MY WAY TO THE CAFETERIA A BITCH WITH A DH (IN BLACK) FOLLOWED TALKING HAPPILY "OH YES... I'M REALLY PICKING ON (SCREWING) HER... IS SHE MARRIED?.... NO".  When I passed by a table, a dh (in black and probably the same dh) said aloud "BITCH"...

8AM   STOMACH HURTING SINCE I WOKE UP.  THE PAIN GOES ON AND OFF. 8:15PM   DHS (ONE WEARING TANGERINE AND THE OTHER LIGHT BLUE) BELONGING TO THE GANG WHO LOVES TO SHOUT LUNATIC AT ME WAITING AT THE LOCKER DOING SOME GESTURE AND TALKING ABOUT SOMETHING (MAKING ME YAWN NON-STOP) WITH MENTION OF "CHARLES" AND "ONE PLUS". **** I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT (BUT I AM REALLY GETTING IRRITATED FOR SOME REASON).

9/14/2014 6:40AM   AWAKENED BY THE SOUND OF A KID BABBLING IN THE HALLWAY A FEW FEET FROM OUR DOOR. THE SOUND MOVED AWAY AS I TEXTED FOR THE GUARD.  A MALE VOICE CAN BE HEARD TALKING QUIETLY.

9/13/2014 8:20AM   A BITCH FROM SOMEWHERE UPSTAIRS STARTED HOOTING OVER AND OVER AGAIN, TOGETHER WITH THE SOUND OF AN IRRITATED INFANT. 1:16PM   Feeling weak and having some kind of nerve pain below my back (lumbar area). 5PM   When I got to the place (where I was going to apply for a new job), THE GUARD STOPPED ME AT THE GATE AND TOLD ME RATHER RUDELY (WHILE SITTING DOWN) THAT THE RECRUITMENT OFFICE WAS CLOSED.  FEELING QUITE DISAPPOINTED, I . ASKED IF I COULD LEAVE MY RESUME AT THE FRONT DESK (FOR SOME REASON I STARTED TO HAVE A MENTAL BLOCK AND I COULD NOT SAY 'RECEPTION AREA') THE BITCH GUARD STARTED TO GRIN (SLY) AS SHE PUT UP HER HAND AND KEPT TOUCHING (OR SHIELDING) THE MOUTH AREA BELOW HER NOSE, OBVIOUSLY PRETENDING TO SUPPRESS LAUGHING, EVEN THOUGH THERE WAS NOTHING FUNNY ABOUT THE SITUATION, AS SHE TRIED TO DISMISS ME. I PROCEEDED TO THE GUARD AT THE FRONT ENTRANCE WHERE I GOT MORE INFORMATION, or so it seems (rather patronizingly or condescendingly)...

9/12/2014 6:40AM   Trying to catch up on my sleep (woke up early this morning for some reason and could not sleep anymore) by snoozing a bit more.  As I was about to doze off, A DH BELOW OUR WINDOW (IN THE PARKING AREA BELOW) STARTED TO CLEAR HIS THROAT AND COUGH LOUDLY (AND EXCESSIVELY) OVER AND OVER AGAIN. 11AM   THE USUAL VERBAL GESTURES AND INDIRECT REMARKS HAPPENED IN RELATION TO EVERY DETAIL OF WHAT I DO AT WORK. *** This happened throughout the shift. 11PM   NUMBING PAIN STARTED ON MY LEFT LEG.

9/11/2014 10:34AM   CAUGHT IN HEAVY TRAFFIC, AND NOT EVEN HALFWAY TO THE OFFICE YET. 10:48AM   An FX WKA331 dark green blocked the passenger cab i was riding on. TWL229 GREEN JEEP SUDDENLY CROSSED MY CAB'S PATH, FOLLOWING ANOTHER GREEN JEEP THAT WAS THE FIRST TO RUSH FORWARD, AS MY CAB CROSSED THE INTERSECTION. WALKING JUST OUTSIDE ONE OF THE BUILDINGS, A DH IN WHITE STRIPED SHIRT, STEPPED BACK WHILE HOLDING HIS NOSE TO BLOCK MY WAY, AND PRETENDING TO TALK TO TWO OTHER DHS. 11AM   THE USUAL NON-STOP RUMOR MONGERING CHATTER PSEUDO-ADVICE ENSUED AS I ENTERED THE OFFICE.  ONE OF THE (MIDGET AND ORIENTAL LOOKING) DHS PASSED ME BY AND SAID "LET'S GO".  WHEN I PAUSED A BIT FROM MY USUAL ROUTINE (OF SETTING UP MY TOOL APPS, THE DHS IMMEDIATELY STARTED TALKING AND SAYING THINGS LIKE "DOING THE SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN (AND SIGHING)."  WHEN I FINALLY PROCEEDED TO SET UP MY TOOLS (AND I WAS JUST STARTING THE DAY) THE OLDER DH (WHOM THEY CALL 'BROTHER...

9/9/2014 7:45AM   Toilet is very clogged again. *** Most probably due to the stranger (white foreigner) waiting-for-you outside incident yesterday.  I shouted at the bastard WHO WAS OBVIOUSLY HIRED BY A MAJOR LOCAL TV NETWORK TO IMPERSONATE A SO-CALLED BOYFRIEND OF MINE WHO THESE NIGGERS CLAIM TO BE SUPPORTING AND CONDONING THEIR HARASSMENT ACTIVITIES AGAINST ME. 9:40AM   MOTORCYCLE IN RED THREATENED TO ROLL ME OVER AT A TOTALLY PASSABLE PEDESTRIAN CROSSING. 9:50AM   As I got in the lobby, some previous acquaintance (claiming to be a devout catholic) WITH BITCH NIGGERS, walked ahead of me rather happily. 8:20PM   FAG WHOSE LOCKER IS NEAR MINE (AND AT LEVEL WITH MY HEAD) SLAMMED IT RATHER LOUDLY CAUSING SOME SENSATION IN MY RIGHT EAR.  A FEW SECONDS LATER, ONE OF THE DHS OF THE GANG WHO LOVES TO SHOUT LUNATIC AT ME, HURRIEDLY CAME TO HIS LOCKER (ALSO NEAR MINE).  He then opened it and SLOWLY BUT NOISILY TOOK OUT SOMETHING BY LOUDLY PRYING OPEN...

9/8/2014 12:29PM   DHS suddenly started milling around.  I passed by ONE IN CHECKERS IN ONE AREA TO GET SOME WATER (the other area was blocked).  WHEN I CAME BACK THE DH WAS ALREADY STANDING NEAR MY STATION.  When I started to do my cases, A BITCH BEHIND SAID ALOUD "BECAUSE YOU REALLY ARE AN ENVIOUS (BITCH)". ****  For some reason, I STARTED TO FEEL REALLY BAD (like crying) EVEN IF I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL.  The nagging thoughts that I am "leaving soon (or will work elsewhere)" started again, EVEN IF I WAS PREVENTED FROM DOING SO EARLIER (by the fucked up device DRAGGING ME DOWN, PALPIATIONS, FEELINGS OF EXHAUSTION (and some kind of SORENESS), DISORIENTATION, MENTAL BLOCKS, AND CONFUSING ANGRY THOUGHTS) 3:05PM   DISORIENTATION (and mental blocks or memory seems to be jumping all around) SETS IN.  DHS START LOUD (MOCK) TALK. **** Disorientation actually started already at the start of the shift. 8:45PM   (approx) Outside a buildin...

9/7/2014 3:30AM    I WOKE UP SUDDENLY AND SOME DH IMMEDIATELY HOOTED. ****  Last night around 11PM, as I lay down about to go to sleep, a DH PASSED BY NEAR OUR WINDOW AND SAID ALOUD "BEBE".  I FELT A JOLT ON MY CHEST AND COLD SENSATION SPREADING ACROSS MY BODY. 6PM   TOILET VERY CLOGGED AGAIN. 6:23PM   As I started listening to music, DHS AT THE BASKETBALL COURT OUTSIDE STARTED SHOUTING AND TAUNTING.  A MOTORBIKE STARTED IT'S MOTOR AS I WROTE THIS. **** DHS SHOUTING AND HOOTING IN UNISON AT THE LYRICS OF THE SONG I AM LISTENING TO, AS IF IN RESPONSE TO IT.

9/5/2014 10:20AM   CAUGHT IN VERY SLOW MOVING TRAFFIC AS SOON AS I GOT TO THE MAIN ROAD (HIGHWAY). 10:49AM  STILL IN TRAFFIC AND NOT REACHED HALFWAY TO THE OFFICE YET. 10:56AM   STOPPED BY LONG LINE OF TRAFFIC AT THE INTERSECTION MANNED BY A LOCAL ENFORCER IN GREEN. 12:40PM  (estimate)   DHS START LOUD CHATTER "GOT TRAUMATIZED....(WON'T TALK ANYMORE)... SHOULD GET USED TO IT... THAT'S OUR WAY.." 2:24PM   While sitting at the pantry (just finished lunch), AN ORIENTAL LOOKING (HALF FILIPINO) NIGGER STARTED QUOTING SOME TRIVIA IN A SHOW ON TV AND SAID ALOUD IN MID-SENTENCE "ARABIAN WHORE" before finishing.  Earlier, some of the artists were singing (mocking undertones) the word "SOMEWHERE" OVER AND OVER AGAIN (APPARENTLY PUTTING EMPHASIS ON IT BY JUST SINGING THAT WORD ONLY IN PARTICULAR). ***  There's a cable channel service connected to this tv in the pantry, but for some reason IT WAS SET TO JUST THE LOCAL TV CHANNEL SPECIFICALLY THE ...

9/04/2014 5PM   THE PAIN ON MY LOWER ABDOMEN HAS INCREASED.  WHEN I TRY TO LIE DOWN IT BECOMES EVEN MORE PAINFUL (and my period stops).

9/3/2014 9AM   SHARP RANDOM PAIN ON MY LEFT CHEST (PART OF MY BREAST) AS I PREPARE FOR WORK.

9/2/2014 1:30PM   SOME KIND OF COMMOTION STARTING AGAIN, as an error was brought to my attention again.  A dh (goat-face) said "MONEY COMPLICATES THINGS". ***  It was a case that I had worked on at the very start of the shift which I remember having checked thoroughly.  It could have been THAT MY TOOLS WERE NOT MADE TO WORK AGAIN DURING THAT TIME (AS WHAT CAUSED A PREVIOUS ERROR), AND COUPLED WITH DISORIENTATION I WAS ALSO EXPERIENCING DURING THE TIME WHILE THE NIGGER DHS BEHIND ME DID THEIR USUAL VERBAL HARASSMENT AND BULLYING. 2PM   I was called by my supervisor for further reminders regarding my error and the tardiness for the past month.  I then voiced out my concerns.  A few minutes later, the half-oriental dh came in and said "FELT GOOD DIDN'T IT".  Then when the other dh came in (goat-face) our supervisor thanked him aloud, to which he gloated "(HE/SHE) IS REALLY LIKE THAT".  I started to feel pissed again. 3PM   It was my ...