The Oppression Diaries

12PM   (APPROXIMATELY)  GETTING SLEEP DISRUPTION HARASSMENT AND TORTURE AGAIN THROUGH NOISE AND ELECTROMAGNETIC BULLSHIT. (DETAILS ON MY FB ACCT). AS I WROTE THIS AN OLD SOUNDING BITCH PASSED BY OUTSIDE LAUGHING.  WHEN I SAID "PAY ME NOW"  SHE LAUGHED EVEN LOUDER (OR MOCKING).  A DH SAID ALOUD "BYE". 4PM   MY HEAD NOW HURTS LIKE HELL AND MY TABLET HAD STOPPED WORKING.

10:29AM   PREPARING FOR WORK.  VERY DROWSY AGAIN AND COULD NOT FOCUS.  Many nagging thoughts in my head BUT EVERYTHING IS HAZY OR UNCLEAR.  THERE'S SOME KIND OF INTERFERENCE GOING ON LIKE ON TV (BLURRED VISION) AND I STOP AT ALMOST EVERYTHING I DO WITH SUDDEN MENTAL BLOCKS (WITH SUDDEN DIZZINESS AS I TRY TO REMEMBER WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO). **** I ENDED UP STANDING FOR AN HOUR JUST PUTTING POWDER ON (no make up at all) LOTION, CLOTHES AND TIDYING UP MY BAG.  And as if to MOCK ME FURTHER IT STARTS TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DEFECATING JUST AS I AM ABOUT TO LEAVE.

12:13AM   COULD NOT SEEM TO DIGEST MY FOOD PROPERLY (just a medium sized bun with thin butter and light sugar, a small part of roasted chicken and a spoonful of red rice).  Seem to be GETTING BLOATED (AND FLATULENCE) MORE OFTEN NOWADAYS.  It's like there's something PREVENTING ME FROM BURPING AT ALL. 8AM   COULD NOT GET ONLINE EARLIER TO REPORT ABOUT SOME CACKLING BITCHES. 9:30AM   Earlier while taking a bath, SUDDENLY FELT LETHARGIC, HEAVY AND UNABLE TO MOVE (and having thoughts about the Asian perpetrators). 11AM   Caught in heavy long traffic again BEFORE THE STOPLIGHT OF A MAJOR INTERSECTION. A WHITE HEARSE MET US AT AN INTERSECTION. UOP599 NISSAN VAN DARK GREY BLOCKING THE WAY AND RUNNING EVER SO SLOW. 1:30PM   Computer mouse and keys (and cursor) NOT RESPONDING VERY WELL.  STOPPING EVERY FEW SECONDS IT SEEMS. 4PM   While standing at the security check waiting  to get scanned (garret) by the security guard, THE DH GUA...

7AM   Still feeling the effects of the GODDAM DEVICE THAT TORTURED ME YESTERDAY CAUSING DEEP LETHARGY, IRRITATION, NEAR PARANOIA, AND DEPRESSION.  IT WAS EVEN MAKING ME FEEL BAD (wanted to make me cry) ABOUT MY LOW PRODUCTIVITY YESTERDAY, WHICH ITSELF CAUSED WITH THE HELP OF IT'S HARASSERS ASSOCIATES. IT'S REALLY MENTAL, PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL TORTURE AT IT'S WORST.  IT EVEN TRIED TO MAKE ME FEEL AS IF THERE'S NO WAY OUT OR TRAPPED WHEN A BITCH (PRETENDING TO BE NICE) STARTED TO SING THAT GODDAM LOVE SONG SUNG BY A BOY BAND years ago.  While making me FEEL TRAPPED it (FOR SOME GODDAM CHAUVINIST IDIOT REASON) also started to make me feel A SENSATION UP MY ASS but stopped short. ****   I am really WAITING FOR THE DAY WHEN THESE NIGGERS WILL ALL GET KILLED. 8AM   GETTING VERY CONFUSED.  I FEEL (HEAVY) THAT I HAVE TO LIE DOWN BUT SOMETHING ELSE TELLS ME THAT I SHOULDN'T (EVEN IF I AM DRAGGING MYSELF).  I end up DRAGGING MYSELF TO THE BATHROOM. ...

3AM   SUDDENLY WOKE UP AND STARTED FEELING (very) BAD again ABOUT THE INTENTIONAL GOAL OF THE NIGGERS AT THE OFFICE TO LOWER DOWN MY PRODUCTIVITY BY TRIPPING ME using improper (INCONSIDERATE) allocation. ****  NOT TO MENTION THE CONSTANT DISTRACTIONS (AND LIES IN AN ATTEMPT TO HIDE THEIR REAL INTENTION WHICH IS TO MAKE MY PRODUCTIVITY AND JOB PERFORMANCE SUFFER). 8:33AM   STILL FEELING VERY SLEEPY AND HEAVY ON THE HEAD AND SHOULDERS WHILE PALPITATIONS ARE TRYING TO KEEP ME AWAKE.  HAPPENING SINCE EARLY MORNING AND COULD BARELY GET UP. 10AM   HEAVINESS AND DROWSY FEELING CONTINUED MAKING ME DISORIENTED AND SLOW.  I ENDED UP LEAVING NO MORE EARLIER THAN IF I HAD NOT AWAKENED EARLY (3:30AM) AT ALL. XMG887 GREY CAR WITH DRIVER AND MOTOR RUNNING PARKED IN FRONT OF AN EMPTY BLACK CAR. 10:20AM   I FELT AN IRRITATING SENSATION ON MY LEFT SHOULDER AND ANOTHER SENSATION ON MY LEFT EAR OR NECK TO MAKE ME LOOK TO MY LEFT. 10:40AM   When I got to t...

6:30PM   VERY PAINFUL AND STIFF LOWER BACK AND LEFT SHOULDER.  I COULD BARELY GET UP. 10 AM   NO CAB AVAILABLE.  TRIKE 123 PASSED BY.  A CAB UVL886 (I can't exactly remember what it did. 10:15AM   WHEN I GOT TO THE WAITING AREA NEAR THE MARKET A PUJ TVL312 AND UWG713 BLOCKED OR CORNERED THE ROAD.  I WAS NOT ABLE TO HAIL AN EMPTY CAB THAT PASSED BY. 10:30PM   A DH WITH MOBILE PHONE GOT INTO THE GROUP PASSENGER CAB I WAS IN , POINTING HIS DEVICE AT ME AND COVERING HIS NOSE. 3:50PM   SOME ONE STARTED MIXING LIQUID IN A GLASS ALOUD (AND HEAVILY) USING A SPOON.  I STARTED TO FEEL PISSED SO I transferred to another table while blogging.  DHS STARTED STANDING NEARBY PREPARING AND MIXING DRINKS 4PM  TWO BITCHES CAME IN ONE AFTER THE OTHER to the washroom SLAMMING THE CUBICLE DOORS.  Both had wearing something with blue.  THE 2ND BITCH (with long hair) EVEN HAD THE AUDICITY TO STAND NEXT TO ME AND SHAKING THE FRONT O...

12AM   AS I LAYED DOWN AGAIN, DHS LAUGHED OUT LOUD SOMEWHERE BELOW. 2:15PM AFTER THE DELIVERY STAFF BROUGHT IN THE WATER THE FAG DOWNSTAIRS CACKLED AGAIN (FOR SOME REASON). 4PM   (or earlier) DHS STARTED PLAYING BASKETBALL AND HOLLERING OR HOOTING IN UNISON AS I LISTEN TO MUSIC (specially during pauses). Been doing this for almost an hour now. I AM FEELING RATHER TIRED AND DROWSY BUT WHEN I TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP I COULD NOT.  THERE ARE THOUGHTS THAT BIGGERS ARE WAITING TO DISRUPT MY NAP. 5:15PM   DHS at the basketball court SHOUTED IN UNISON THREE TIMES.  EACH TIME I FELT A GROWING SQUEEZING SENSATION ON MY CHEST. 5:30PM   AN IRRITATING LOW DRONING SOUND STARTED OUT SIDE OUR DOOR. **** FEELING VERY TIRED AND HEADY THE WHOLE DAY EVEN IF I HAVEN'T DONE ANY HEAVY LABOR. 6:26PM   The sleepy heavy (sore eyes) feeling HAD NOT STOPPED EVEN AFTER I ATE, LIED DOWN A BIT AND EVEN AS I PREPARE TO DO SOME LIGHT LAUNDRY. 9PM  According to my mot...

6PM   PAIN HAS STARTED ON MY RIGHT HAND THEN MY SHOULDER 7:45PM   FEELING HEAVY (SPECIALLY ON THE HEAD) NOW AND COULD NOT SEEM TO MOVE (watching tv) AS A MOTORCYCLE STARTED REVVING UP. 7:53PM   THE MOTORCYCLE REVVED UP AGAIN AND THE LAUGHING CACKLING FAG WITH AN EQUALLY LOUD MOUTH BITCH ALSO SOUNDED OFF AT THE HALLWAY BELOW. 11:30PM   AFTER I FINISHED WATCHING.  PAIN IN MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND HAND (PARTICULARLY THE THUMB SIDE) STARTED AGAIN AND I FELT VERY RESTLESS WITH MANY THOUGHTS RUNNING IN MY HEAD.  I then felt like lying down and when I did SOME DHS CACKLED.

10/24/2014 7AM   Still having sore throat and woke up with a very stiff shoulder. 7:18AM   SOME STINKING SMELL COMING FROM THE OUTSIDE. 8:30AM   DRAIN TO THE TOILET HAS BEEN CLOGGED UP AGAIN. It seemed to be working already the other day. 10:23AM   CAUGHT IN A LONG HEAVY TRAFFIC AGAIN.  My cab had overheated and had to stop at a gas station. (driver said it might have something to do with the previous driver). 10:45AM   ON MY WAY TO THE BLDG, BITCHES FOLLOWED BEHIND AND CHATTERING GLEEFULLY ALOUD "I HAVE NO MORE PANTS".  I turned on my recorded messages. 11:55AM   BITCHES CAME INTO THE WASHROOM LAUGHING AND MAKING LOUD REMARKS "THAT IS REALLY (HIS/HER) ATTITUDE.... HARD TO PLEASE".  SO I TURNED UP THE VOLUME OF MY VOICE RECORDER.  THEN SLAMMED DOORS AND CONTINUED CHATTERING BEFORE LEAVING ASAP.  THIS WAS FOLLOWED BY OTHER BITCHES SLAMMING DOORS AND CHATTERING ALOUD. I started to feel really pissed so I SLAMMED MY DOOR AS ...

8:30AM   THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY HEAD ALL THE WAY TO MY NECK STARTING TO HURT.  I ALSO DON'T HAVE THE APPETITE TO EAT (FELT LIKE PUKING AWHILE AGO). ****  This "thing" KEPT MAKING ME LIE DOWN and wasting a lot of time. 9:15AM   FEELINGS OF PAIN, STIFFNESS OR HEAVINESS IN MY HEAD AND CHEST (which usually happens when I refuse to take my lunch break on time).  EVERYTHING JUST SEEMS TO SLOW DOWN OR STOP. NOW I START TO FEEL LIKE EATING (RAVENOUS) WHEN I DON'T HAVE TIME ANYMORE.  Whoever the fuck is doing this WANTS ME TO GET LATE AGAIN. UFC918 (or 958) VAN FOLLOWING BEHIND A CAB THAT I FLAGGED and i was getting on KEPT BLOWING IT'S HORN EVEN IF THERE'S SPACE FOR HIM TO OVERTAKE. 10:45AM   AT THE PANTRY OF ANOTHER BLDG TWO BITCHES TALKING ALOUD SAYING "YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE TENURED AND NOT ASKING QUESTIONS LIKE THAT... YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT BY NOW".  (not sure if this had anything to do with me) 12:30PM   I felt the urge to talk d...

6AM   Toilet is VERY CLOGGED AGAIN and could barely get out of bed. 7:59AM   A LESBIAN SOUNDING BITCH KNOCKED NEXT DOOR AND SAID ALOUD "I AM SORRY BUT IT SLIPPED MY MIND (or did not think of it)".  THEN THANKED WHOEVER (BITCH) WAS INSIDE. 8AM  THE HEAVINESS AND SORENESS CONTINUES TO DRAG ME DOWN. 9AM   FELT LIKE EXPLODING (WITH THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD THAT THE LESBIAN WILL BE KILLED TODAY). ****  AN AFTERTHOUGHT, THE LESBIAN YESTERDAY WAS WEARING YELLOW.  THE ONE WHO HARASSED ME WAS WEARING FADED YELLOW (i think), AND THE ONE WHO CAME BACK WITH THE FAT DH IN WHITE SANDO WAS WEARING DARK YELLOW.  The lesbian was shoulder to shoulder with me (only a few centimeters away) when she made the remark. The white color seemed to be more prevalent AFTER THE DH IN WHITE SHOWED HIS RINGED RIGHT FIST TO ME AS HE (AND THE FAT BUTT BITCH) SQUEEZED NEXT TO ME ON THE GROUP PASSENGER CAB AS I WAS ON MY WAY TO WORK THE OTHER DAY. ***  BITCHES AND DHS WERE...

10:06AM  NO CAB AND ALL TRIKES OCCUPIED OR WOULD NOT ALLOW PASSENGERS. 10:21AM   STUCK IN TRAFFIC BEHIND AN UNMOVING LINE OF CARS (WHERE BOTH SIDES OF MY LANE ARE MOVING AND GETTING EMPTY.  FEELING PISSED I INFORMED THE DRIVER TO TRANSFER TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD WHERE CARS ARE MOVING.  AS HE DID A BITCH WEARING MAROON (LIKE ME) PASSED AT THE SIDEWALK WEARING A SURGICAL MASK.  THERE WAS ALSO A LINE OF BUSES AND VEHICLES THAT ARE NOT MOVING, LEAVING US STUCK AGAIN. 3PM   A DH (supervisor) WAS OCCUPYING MY USUAL SPOT AT THE CAFETERIA (ALMOST OCCUPYING THE WHOLE LENGTH OF THE TABLE.  STARTED TALKING ABOUT BASKETBALL THEN ASKED ALOUD "IS THAT (HE/SHE) HEARTBROKEN". 3:55PM   WHILE EATING STARTED TO CHOKE FOR NO REASON. 4:18PM   BITCHES BLOCK (OR INTERCEPT) AT THE PANTRY DOOR FOLLOWED BY A DH. 5:30 PM  (OR LATER)  THE SENIOR SUPERVISOR (FAG) KEPT SIGHING AS I WORKED ON MY CASES.  I STARTED TO HAVE PALPITATIONS.  ...

12AM  I COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP ANYMORE. 7:06AM   Very painful muscular pain ALL OVER MY LEFT ARM AND HAND GOES ON AND OFF.  HAPPENING SINCE LAST NIGHT. 7:10AM   As I sat up on my bed, A KID STARTED SHOUTING GRANDMA OUTSIDE OUR WINDOW (JUST RIGHT ABOVE ME).  When I opened the door to the hallway to hang something on our screen door, DHS MILLING OUTSIDE THE FORMERLY UNOCCUPIED ROOM NEARBY STARTED CHUCKLING ALOUD IN THE HOLLOW HALLWAY. *** I have also started  having UNCONTROLLABLE SNEEZING SPELLS FOR TWO DAYS NOW AND ENDED UP WITH AN ITCHY SORE THROAT AND HOARSE VOICE. 7:41AM  STILL FEELING VERY SLEEPY AND SOMEWHAT TIRED. 8PM   EXCRUCIATING MUSCLE PAIN ON MY LEFT HAND, ARM AND SHOULDER CONTINUED AS I ENTERED THE BATHROOM TO HAVE A SPONGEBATH. 8:30PM   PAIN CONTINUED, SLOWING ME DOWN AS I GOT OUT OF THE BATHROOM AND WAS ABOUT TO PREPARE FOR WORK.  NO APPETITE AS WELL. 9:33AM  FAG DOWNSTAIRS SUDDENLY CACKLED SOMEW...

10/19/2014 10AM   MY SAMSUNG TABLET HAD SUDDENLY FROZEN AND SHUT DOWN AND WONT GET BACK ON (for some goddam reason).  AS IT HAPPENED A DH NEXT DOOR OPENED THE DOOR AND A CAR WITH A NOISY ENGINE PULLED UP AT THE PARKING LOT BELOW. 10:33AM   THE DH NEXT DOOR PASSED BY OUR DOOR JIGGLING HIS KEYS NOISILY AS I WENT INTO THE BATHROOM (WHICH IS NEAR OUR DOOR). I FELT PISSED.  A DH BELOW CLUCKED HIS TONGUE AND A PLASTIC TOOL GOT SLAMMED AND DRAGGED ON THE FLOOR BELOW. 10:50AM  KIDS SHOUTING "LET GO" AS A VEHICLE WITH A RAMBLING NOISY ENGINE DROVE IN AND KEPT IT RUNNING BEFORE PARKING BELOW. 3PM   A GROUP CAME UP AND STARTED CHATTING AT THE HALLWAY WITH A KID RUNNING AROUND NOISILY AND KEPT SLAPPING SLIPPERS ON THE FLOOR. A GROUP OF HOLLERING BASKETBALL DHS FOLLOWED SUIT WITH THEIR NOISE AT THE COURT NEARBY.  AT THE SAME TIME LOUD MUSIC STARTED TO PLAY NEARBY (ALMOST LIKE A DRONING SOUND). *** WHEN I CALLED OUT TO WARN THE KID FROM RUNNING AROUND, TH...

10/18/2014 8:45AM   A DH STARTED HOOTING NEARBY.  ANOTHER CLICKED HIS TONGUE ALOUD (LIKE THE THIN SUPERVISOR FAG AT THE OFFICE).  A KID FOLLOWED SUIT. 9:26AM   NUMB EXCRUCIATING PAIN RUNNING UP AND DOWN MY RIGHT HAND AND ARM.

10:33AM   As I entered the building BITCHES OUTSIDE BURST OUT LAUGHING. 10:47AM   At the washroom, while taking out a liner from my bag SOMEONE BRUSHING HER TEETH GAGGED (MILDLY). 1:18PM   Went to get some water.  DH security guard AFTER PRETENDING TO HELP SOMEONE STUCK IN THE ELEVATOR CONTINUED TO STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALLWAY SWINGING HIS ARM.  AS I PASSED BY, HE "ACCIDENTALLY" HIT THE CORNER OF MY THIGH (WHERE MY PRIVATE PART CONNECTS TO MY THIGH).. AS I WROTE THIS, A BITCH CAME INSTANTLY INTO THE SILENT LOCKER ROOM AND SAID ALOUD RATHER HAPPILY "THAT'S THE PURPOSE".  Another bitch came in and said "IT'S JUST A JOKE".  MORE BITCHES CAME IN LAUGHING AND ONE SAID TO "BUY MEDICINE".  THE BISEXUAL DH CONTINUED TO STAND AT THE CORNER OF THE LOCKER ROOM PRETENDING TO PLAY ON HIS MOBILE WHILE EXCLAIMING IN VICTORY AS I STARTED TO FEEL SOMETHING IN MY CHEST (LIKE ANGER).  ANOTHER BITCH STARTED CALLING OUT "FRIEND" TO SOMEONE...

8AM   TOILET VERY CLOGGED. 10AM   HEAVY TRAFFIC JUST OUTSIDE THE GATE OF MY RESIDENCE.  SHARP PAIN ON MT SHOULDER ALSO STARTED. A PASSENGER JEEP PASSED BY WITH BLARING STEREO WITH A BITCH TALKING ABOUT AN AFFAIR WIRH A FORMER PRESIDENT (NOT SURE) AND HAPPY ABOUT IT. A TRUCK PASSED BY WITH "KINGSPOINT LOGISTICS" PRINTED ON IT. TRICYCLE DRIVERS NOT FULLY OCCUPIED WONT LET ME RIDE.  ONE PASSED BY WITH A GRINNING DH IN GREY AS I WEDGED MYSELF BETWEEN TWO GREY CARS THAT ARE NOT MOVING DUE TO THE TRAFFIC, SO I COULD HAIL A TRIKE. TRIED TO HAIL ANOTHER ONE BUT THE TRIKE DRIVER LOOKED SCARED.  HE HAD A DH IN GREY FOR A PASSENGER. 10:25AM  STILL STANDING OUTSIDE THE ROAD (UNDER THE SUN WHICH WAS SURPRISINGLY HOT EVEN AFTER THE CONSTANT RAIN YESTERDAY).  NEAR OUR GATE.  A GREY POLICE CAR SFY919 passed by with a sheepish grin on the policeman's face. 10:40AM   FINALLY GOT A CAB BUT CAUGHT IN TRAFFIC.  THE CAB HAD TO STOP OVER AT A GAS...

10/15/2014 8:10AM   Toilet clogged again. 10:16AM   SCZ234 WHITE VAN  BLOCKING THE ROAD FOLLOWED BY WHX259 BLUE GREEN FX (APPARENTLY REFERRING TO A BLACK SUV PARKED AT THE ROAD SIDE). 12:30PM   SOMEONE STARTED MAKING A CLICKING NOISE BEHIND ME.  THE SENSE OF IRRITATION STARTED. 6:30PM   PAINFUL PALPITATIONS STARTED WITH RAPID DISORIENTATION.  THE DHS BEHIND HAD LIKEWISE STARTED THEIR LOUD "COMMENTARIES" ABOUT SOMEONE WHO'S NOT COMING WITH QUESTIONS LIKE "ARE YOU SURE?" AND "WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING".  ONE DH KEPT SAYING "I CARE ABOUT YOU" OR "I JUST WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU" TO A GIGGLING GIRL SEATED NEARBY. ****  EARLIER A DH WITH "MAYNILAD" PRINTED ON HIS FADED GREY SHIRT PASSED VERY  CLOSE TO ME WITH A HAUGHTY SNEER ON HIS FACE AS I SHOUTED AT HIM.

3:30AM  WOKE UP WITH RUNNY CLOGGED AND ITCHY NOSE. 4:30AM   AWAKENED AGAIN BY EXCRUCIATING PAIN ON MY LOWER BACK. 6:32AM   Went back to bed while waiting for water to boil.  KIDS STARTED SHOUTING "BYE DADDY" WITH ONE MAKING A PUKING SOUND.  SOMEONE FROM BELOW STARTED UP A NOISY VEHICLE AND LEFT.  A FEW MINUTES (OR SECONDS) LATER A NOISY VEHICLE CAME AND PARKED BELOW. 9:50AM   STARTED TO FEEL LIKE DEFECATING BUT NOT QUITE.  Been feeling like this earlier but it COMES AND GOES AND WAITED TILL I AM ABOUT TO LEAVE TO JUST SLIGHTLY INTENSIFY THE FEELING OF DISCOMFORT. **** HAD SAME MANIPULATIONS BEING DONE TO MY BOWEL MOVEMENT IN THE PAST UNTIL I STARTED BLOGGING ABOUT IT. 10:32AM  SHU453 POLICE CAR PASSED ME BY (10:05AM).  NO CAB IN SIGHT.  TRIED WAITING FOR 15MINS but still none so took the trike..  WHEN I GOT TO THE MARKET XAY453RED FX WAS WAITING AND SIGNALING AT THE SIDE OF THE ROAD. STILL NO CAB SO TOOK A GROUP PASSENG...

10:07PM   STARTED TO DOZE OFF WHEN SUDDENLY A BITCH SOMEWHERE NEARBY LAUGHED LIKE A FIEND.  I FELT A STAB OF PAIN ON MY CHEST. 10:30PM   SURROUNDINGS REMAINED VERY QUIET BUT CONTINUED TO FEEL VERY PISSED.  I could hear certain movements outside our slightly open door and bitches passing somewhere nearby and talking quietly.  A screeching screen door opened and closed below.  A LOUD TALKING FAG STARTED LAUGHING WITH SOME OTHER AT THE NEARBY LOBBY.  A VEHICLE STARTED THEN SPED OFF. ***  There was also the usual tapping of plates next door awhile ago. A plastic stool was also kicked around just below our window as I surfed the net.  THE BITCH WHO LAUGHED SOUNDED LIKE THE FAT WHORE WHO LIVES DOWNSTAIRS AND HAD FAG FRIENDS JOINING HER TO HARASS ME EVERY NIGHT (AND DAY).  This unmarried jobless whore with three kids has an American brother in law (old dh) who seems to be supporting her. 11:10PM   A NOISY VEHICLE DROVE IN AND SE...

10/12/2014 12:50PM   I STARTED TO FEEL RESTLESS AND SLIGHTLY UNCOMFORTABLE FOR SOME REASON AND  SEEMINGLY IN A BLIND RUSH.  I ENDED UP STUBBING THE TOES ON MY LEFT FOOT ON OUR DOOR.  A DH KID STARTED SHOUTING AND RUNNING AT BOTH ENDS OF THE HALLWAY.  A CAR (OR CARS) WITH LOUD ENGINES CAME INTO THE PARKING AREA JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW. 1:36PM   A LOUD LATHING SHRILL SOUND STARTED ABOVE GROUND NEARBY AND THE SOUND SEEMINGLY DIRECTED TOWARDS OUR WINDOW.  I COULD FEEL MY RIGHT EAR RINGING AT THE SOUND. 2:19PM  LATHING NOISE GOT LOUDER AND A DH RIGHT BELOW OUR WINDOW HOLLERED AS IF CALLING AN IDIOT OR  SLOW WIT TO ATTENTION.  BIG KIDS STARTED MAKING LOUD MONSTER SOUNDS. 2:42PM  LOUD VIDEOKE STARTED.  A FEW MINUTES AGO IT WAS JUST MUSIC FROM A STEREO BEING PLAYED.

10/11/2014 8:51AM   As I laid down, BIG KIDS IMMEDIATELY STARTED TO PLAY ROUGHLY AND LOUDLY AT THE PARKING AREA DOWNSTAIRS.  THEIR LOUD HOOTS AND SHOUTS MAKING ME FEEL SOME IRRITATING STINGING SENSATION ON MY CHEST. 5:59PM   TOILET AT HOME STILL CLOGGED AND ONLY THE WATER IS GOING DOWN.

UID531 VAN AND UWE426 (or 416) DELIVERY TRUCK BLOCKING MY PATH. 10:21AM   CAUGHT IN TRAFFIC DUE TO PARKED TRUCKS ALONG THE SIDE OF THE ROAD. DQT925 BLACK SUV BLOCKING ROAD DUE TO A PARKED CAR AT THE SIDE OF THE ROAD (SIGNALING). 3PM   (AT THE OFFICE) GOT TO THE PANTRY A DH BLOCKED THE WAY WITH THE HELP OF OTHERS STANDING AROUND.  I FELT SO GODDAM PISSED.  A BITCH OR FAG SAID "HE/SHE IS SO ANGRY". 3:35PM   AS I WAS ABOUT TO ENTER A DOORWAY A TALL DH HURRIED FORWARD AND BLOCKED THE ENTRANCE AND JUST STOOD THERE SO THAT I WAS FORCED TO STEP ASIDE WHILE THE DH PASSED WITH ME STILL HOLDING THE DOOR FOR HIM.  I FELT VERY PISSED. **** STILL FEELING OVERLY PISSED AS I WRITE THIS DOWN (LIKE I AM ABOUT TO EXPLODE) AND NOT SURE WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO. THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME A DH MADE ME OPEN AND HOLD THE DOOR FOR THEM (BY BLOCKING MY WAY OR COMING NEAR ME AT THE DOORWAY).

10/09/2014 10:50AM   BITCHES CAME INTO THE WASHROOM WITH BOMBASTIC LAUGHTER AND CHATTER.  ONE SAID "REAL THICK". 11AM   AS I GOT TO THE LOCKER A DH FOLLOWED ME AND SCREECHED HIS RUBBER SOLED SHOE (WAXED PROBABLY) AGAINST THE TILED FLOOR. 11:09AM   BITCH FROM THE TRAINING DEPT CAME IN AND STARTED SINGING "IF ONLY YOU KNEW". 1AM   STARTED TO GET DISORIENTED.  KEPT TYPING WRONG LETTERS.  THE MOUSE IS NOT RESPONDING WHEN I CLICK ON AN APPLICATION OR THE APP IS FREEZING IN THE MOST SUBTLE WAY.  MY MIND IS BEING "FORCED" TO FOCUS ON NOISES (THAT ARE NOT REALLY DISTRACTING).  I ALSO KEEP GETTING THOUGHTS THAT I HAVE TO LOWER DOWN MY JOB PERFORMANCE SO AS TO INCREASE MY CHANCES OF GETTING EMPLOYED IN THE OTHER COMPANY (THAT'S WHY THEY'RE SCREWING MY COMPUTER AND WORK OUTPUT). 2PM   A DH BEHIND REMARKED "MAY I BORROW YOU" TEASINGLY. 3PM   AS I WAS STARTING TO HAVE LUNCH A BITCH BEHIND SAID "SO IT'S GOING TO BE ON MONDAY RIGHT?...

10/8/2014 9:55AM   WAITING OUTSIDE BUT NO AVAILABLE CAB.  There was 1st cab UWA957 who was about to pass me by but an old hag STOLE IT.  THIS WAS FOLLOWED BY A GOV OWNED CAR WITH THE NAME "SUNNY" PRINTED ON IT.  THEN AN OWNER JEEP PASSED BY WITH PLATE NO. WAT450.  FOLLOWED BY A SCHOOL SERVICE VEHICLE SWT695. 10:15AM   NO CAB AVAILABLE.  ALL THAT PASSED HAD ALREADY BEEN TAKEN.  SO I TOOK THE TRICYCLE TO THE MARKET.  On the way there a white delivery vehicle blocked the way with sticker plate no. EE7003 KIA make.  AT THE MARKET, AS I GOT OFF A SMALL TRUCK VEHICLE "SAFETY FIRST" WITH PLATE UQB957 WAS PARKED IN FRONT OF THE TRIKE GET-OFF POINT AND CHANCED UPON A CAB NOT FAR FROM WHERE I WAS BUT IT REFUSED TO GIVE ME A RIDE. 10:40AM   AS MY CAB PAUSED AT AN INTERSECTION A DH ON STREET SHOUTED OVER AND OVER TAUNTINGLY "IT'S REALLY UNCLEAR NOW". 10:55AM   AS I STARTED WALKING TOWARDS THE SECOND BUILDING A BITCH WEARING FADED OR...

6AM   Half awake and still lying in bed.  Two old-sounding bitches in an upstairs balcony started talking and idly snickering "ALREADY OLD". 8:45AM   Starting to feel uncomfortably warm (LIKE STINGING HEAT ON MY SHOULDER AND NECK) BUT MY LOWER EXTREMITIES FEEL COLD AND SORE (CRAMPS). SOME NIGGER HAD DEFECATED JUST OUTSIDE OUR DOOR AND LEFT THEIR STOOL THERE FOR US TO SEE. 10:26PM   TVL312 PUJ AND UWG713 FX  BLOCKING THE WAY AT MARKET ROAD SIDE.

10/6/2014 1:25AM    SUDDENLY WOKE UP WITH A VERY ITCHY and clogged but RUNNY NOSE. STARTED TO SNEEZE UNCONTROLLABLY.  FELT VERY  UNUSUALLY WARM. 1:48AM   AS I WENT BACK TO SLEEP AND WAS DOZING OFF, A GROUP OF DHS SOMEWHERE BELOW STARTED TO LAUGH.  I began to sneeze again. 4AM   SUDDENLY AWAKENED AGAIN. 5:16AM   AWAKENED AGAIN (FOR SOME REASON).  TWO BITCHES THEN STARTED TALKING JUST OUTSIDE OUR DOOR ABOUT SOMEONE . 7AM   NOW I AM VERY SLEEPY ANS COULD BARELY WAKE UP. 8AM   FELT VERY HEAVY DIZZY AND HAZY VISION WHILE TAKING A BATH. 9AM   STILL FEELING THE SAME HAZINESS AND SLOWNESS.  FEELING SORE IN THE EYES HEAD AND SHOULDERS. ****  THIS HEAVINESS AND PAIN OR SORENESS IN THE HEAD WITH BREATHLESSNESS IS ALWAYS GIVING ME A HARD TIME DURING A BATH.  MAKES EVERYTHING AROUND ME LOOK DARK AND HAZY.  THERE ALSO SEEMS TO BE SOME KIND OF STATIC GOING ON IN MY HEAD. MY HAIR IS GETTING AS STICKY AND AS ...

10/5/2014 11:20AM   Got a spam message on my mobile from these numbers 09066050965 and 09361095241. ****  I had been getting a lot of these spam messages about getting charged on my mobile EVERY TIME I IGNORE NIGGERS IN THEIR LATEST DESPERATE AND ESCALATING ATTEMPTS TO FORCE ME TO MEET WITH SOME DH STRANGER INSIDE CARS, ON OR OFF THE STREET, AT THE OFFICE OR ANYWHERE I GO. 12PM   FEELING VERY TIRED, SORE AND WEIGHED DOWN.  MY EYES ARE CLOUDY AND MY HEAD DISORIENTED.  FEELING SOMETHING IRRITATING ON MY UPPER CHEST. 12:30PM   As I lay down STARTED TO FEEL VERY IRRITATED (NO IDEA HOW TO DESCRIBE THE FEELING BUT IT'S OVERALL PAINFUL). 12:59PM   STARTING TO FEEL IRRITATED ABOUT SOMETHING.  DHS IN THE BASKETBALL AREA SHOUTING OR HOOTING AND MAKING DEMEANING OR DISAPPROVING NOISES.  Also got NEGATIVE TWITCHES WHEN I ANSWERED A SHORT SURVEY FROM MY MOBILE SERVICE PROVIDER AFTER I LODGED A SPAM COMPLAINT. 5:58PM   AS SOON AS I FINISHE...

10/3/2014 6AM   STARTED TO HAVE THOUGHTS ACCUSING ME OF (AND FORCING ME TO RECALL) WHAT HAPPENED DURING THE LAST LEG OF MY APPLICATION PROCESS WITH THE OTHER COMPANY.  I STARTED TO FEEL REALLY ANGRY AND STARTED TO SHOUT. ****  THESE THOUGHTS ARE DEFENDING THE FAT BALD DH WHO INTERVIEWED ME (AND THE GODDAM NON-STOP DISTRACTING TWITCHES ON MY LEFT LEG DURING THE WHOLE PROCESS), AND INSINUATING THAT I NEED TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN AND AGAIN TO FOLLOW UP ON THE JOB THAT I FAILED TO GET DUE TO MY LACK OF "INITIATIVE" AND "PR" WITH THE ORIENTAL-LOOKING MOTHER-FUCKING (AND UGLY) DHS WHO WERE LINING UP ONE AFTER THE OTHER ON THE WAITING SEATS. 9AM   SO MUCH PAIN ON MY RIGHT ARM HAND AND SHOULDER.  SOMETHING WEIGHINGME DOWN AND CAUSING DISORIENTATION AGAIN.  CANT FOCUS ON WHAT TO DO.  SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD. 10:40AM   TWO STUDENTS GOT OFF AND A RED SUV WITH PLATE HY0158 STOPPED JUST IN TIME AS A DH IN BLUE GOT ON. THE TRAFFIC CONTINUES TO ...

10/2/2014 6AM   HALF AWAKE.  A DH CLEARED HIS THROAT OR COUGHED ALOUD JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW. 7:09AM   STARTING TO FEEL BAD ABOUT SOMETHING AGAIN (GOD KNOWS WHAT). 7:39AM    WENT INSIDE THE BATHROOM AND FELT PAIN ON MY CHEST. 8:25AM   I WAS ABOUT TO FINISH MY BREAKFAST WHEN A BIG KID FROM SOMEWHERE UPSTAIRS HOOTED. 9:30AM   STARTED TO FEEL REALLY BAD AND STARTED TO TALK ANGRILY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY.  GOT OUT OF THE HOUSE LATE. 10:40AM   NOW CAUGHT IN TRAFFIC AGAIN. 11AM   AS SOON AS I GOT IN THE GANG OF DHS STARTED TO CHATTER (APPARENTLY HAPPY) AND MAKING PLENTY OF REFERENCES TO THE LONG-HAIRED (GOAT-FACE) LOUD-MOUTH DH IN THEIR GANG.  AS I SAT DOWN, ONE OF THE BITCHES SITTING NEARBY SUDDENLY SAID "DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT DEFENSE".  THE HALF-ORIENTAL DH STARTED SNICKERING AND SAID "BECAUSE WE HAVE A BUSINESS DEAL". ****  THIS WAS IN REFERENCE TO THIS DH WHO ANNOUNCED TO THE TEAM THE AVAILABILITY OF...