The Oppression Diaries

02/27 5:28PM   Palpitations while at the internet shop and at home causing me get very tired. 7:18PM   Trying to get some rest.  Kids entered the hallway near our room shouting at the top of their voices. 9:27PM   As I was trying to get some sleep.  A bitch laughed upstairs and my eyes twitched.  10:01PM   Kids outside started shouting again. 10:27PM   A motorbike drove into the parking area just below our window.  Group laughter started somewhere outside. 11:06PM  Still couldn't sleep.   11:21PM   As I was about to doze off, bitches started walking through the hallway nearby talking aloud.  My eyes started to twitch. 11:27PM   Someone sneezed below our window.  My eyes twitched again. 11:30PM    Another bitch passed by our door and started calling out to someone. 11:47PM   Cannot sleep anymore 11:53PM   Having some kind of indigestion (which is not n...

2/19/2012 11:12PM   (While trying to get some sleep)  Kids next door run pass our door nosily.  Security guard still not coming after I sent an SMS message complaining about the noise. 2/21 8+PM   (At the internet shop)  Bitch with a big belly and wearing a yellow shirt, snagged my hair clip at the back of my head and kept saying "girl".  Same word used by the fag previously to jolt me awake by shouting, which really pissed me off. 2/22 7:45PM   (At the mall)  Only seat available was fronting a couple.  The other seat that's not fronting any cheapshit couple was on "reserve".  So I left. With my purchases, I had to stand aside while waiting for the heavy palpitations to die down.  Feeling very tired and when I finally could walk, the seat where I used to sit to rest after doing my groceries was occupied by a dickhead.  I was getting very hungry so decided to go to the next available (and affordable) restaurant (KFC)....

02/06/2012 5PM   Girl at the office dressed for a party and passed me by with a knowing look at me while flaunting herself. Of course, I reacted adversely (to myself).  As a result, one of the supervisors, met me in the hallway and looked disapprovingly at me.  THIS HAS HAPPENED BEFORE IN MY PREVIOUS JOBS.  SUPERVISORS WOULD GANG UP ON ME; NOT TO MENTION THE MANAGERS.  AS A RESULT, I GET KICKED OUT EVENTUALLY. 9+PM   Felt UNNATURAL CHILLS during a group practice session with one of the managers for a panel interview with some of the company's clients. 2/08 1:02PM   Feeling very bored (for no reason at all, which means its the radar inducing the feeling) and heavy.  Always looking for something to eat and very restless.  Sudden painful choking as fag in yellow sat nearby and made a comment; to which I retorted quietly 'NO DEAL FOREVER'. ALSO, I HAVE BEEN NOTICING RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN HAVING A LOT OF MENTAL BLOCKS....

02/05/12 5PM   Fag in green shirt with kid got into the elevator ahead of me and expects me to get in and join them as well.  On my way down, a pregnant bitch in blue with a kid got in on the elevator after I did. For some reason, these cheapshits are always trying to get in on the same elevator as I am.  Whenever I use the elevator, they would be there waiting at the other floors.  Pressing the up-down buttons ahead of me so that I would either ride along with them, or they would get in to join me.  I really don't know but for some reason I feel so repulsed that I would neither get in nor stay inside whenever that happens. 8+PM   As I look out the patio near our room, some bitch or dickhead upstairs starts to make puking or vomiting noises. 11+PM   On my way home from the internet shop, a bitch laughs from a nearby building as I get into the main gate.  My head starts to hurt as I get inside our room. 2/06 7:43AM   A...

1/21/12 1:30AM   (At the office)  A fag employee whose locker is located over mine peeped from behind my back as I was pressing the combination to my lock. 1/22 12:32AM   (At home as I was going to sleep)  Fag with fiendish laugh, together with the big-mouth-fat bitch, start their noise.  Got louder as I send an SMS to the guard. 12:52AM   Fag laughs louder as I mouth words.  Palpitations start and I felt a pinch in my chest as the fag laughed.  Starting to feel very pissed. 1:27AM   Fag and his gang left.  Kid upstairs started to cry heavily. 1:37AM   As I was dozing off, dickheads outside started laughing.  Felt something in my chest jolt or jerk. 1+PM   Bitch pass by our door singing the words aloud "social climber".  Does a double take.  I hear the door nearby loudly open and close. 6:53PM   Someone blowing his or her nose without a cover near our window. 1/23 2:32AM...

1/19/12 11:17AM   Awakened by big-mouth-fat-bitch neighbor living downstairs, with other bitches talking out loud. 1PM   Feeling very tired and heavy.  Pain all over causing me to slow down with my movements. I already had my alarm set to 12PM so I could sleep longer, having slept a bit late last night.  BUT THESE GODDAM NIGGER BITCHES, LOUDEST OF WHICH IS THIS BIG-MOUTH-FAT BITCH NEIGHBOR WHOM I HAVE HAD A VERY DISTASTEFUL ENCOUNTER A NUMBER OF TIMES, JUST WANTED TO REALLY HARASS ME (LIKE ALWAYS), BY DISTURBING MY SLEEP.  AND THEY'RE NEW STRATEGY IS TO MAKE IT APPEAR LIKE THEY'RE JUST TRYING TO "HELP" ME GET UP AS I HAD PLANNED TO.  Whoever it is who's still using this big-mouth witch, including her fag-friends and bitches, to GET ME TO COOPERATE is REALLY OUT OF THEIR FUCKING MINDS. 1/20 9:40AM   Awakened again, this time, by the fag (big mouth fat bitch's friend) talking aloud in the hallway near our door.  Suddenly left as I sent t...

1/9/12 1:56AM   Hungry.  Kept biting lower left lip. 11:55AM   Bit lip again.  Same spot. 11:57AM   Bit lip again.  Same spot already raw and bleeding. These niggers, as always, love to use their goddam secret device on me to make me hurt myself.  Not to mention the fact that I'm also suffering now from a loss of sense of smell.  I could barely taste any of the food I eat. 1/10 6+AM   Awakened by bitches and kid calling each other outside. 1/11 7:17AM   Awakened by noisy kids calling out "mama".  Loud rattle and bitch nanny (or whoever) talking aloud on a cellphone.  A dickhead in black with bitch companion, and a black car appeared simultaneously outside our window as I looked out. 8:17AM   Can't sleep anymore. 12:02PM   Bitches loud talk and laugh outside.  Felt getting irritated.  Can't seem to focus. DON'T SEEM TO HAVE MUCH TIME TO BLOG DUE TO TOO MUCH INDUCED SLEEP AND MUSCULAR WEAKEN...

1/02/12 2:21PM   Bit lower left lip.  Noticed been biting same spot "accidentally" for the last couple of hours. 2:23PM   "Accidentally" bit lower left lip again.   3+PM   (While checking newly washed clothes)  Laundromat screwed my clothes.  Clothing have lots of gnarled thread sticking out (like they got scratched). Apparently, the laundromat just newly hired a clothes-woman.  Whether they were aware that she was using a brush I wouldn't know.  But my soft cotton clothes got screwed.  How that could have possibly happened when the washer-woman was not new to this kind of job is beyond me.  Except that these niggers (again) got her to do it.  AND MY HUNCH WAS JUSTIFIED AS YOU WOULD NOTICE IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS. 7:13PM   Bit my lip again on the same spot.  Getting raw. 7:41PM   Feeling irritable.  Having indigestion.  Fag outside starts laughing. 1/03/12 11:53AM ...