The Oppression Diaries

04/13 (Had a pounding headache all day, and so could not concentrate on my work.) I was actually the very last one (quite humiliating) to achieve quota for the day due to a lot of computer issues.  Also heard some one (an oriental dickhead) talking aloud about performance management (for low performers), as if to add to the insult. These cheapshits love to show me the sign "low profile" every time I feel disgusted with my job performance.  It probably never occurred to them that being one of the low performers in my job meant management still noticing me (in an unfavorable light that is).  So only an idiot would believe that these cheapshits who are screwing up my computer (and slowing me down with radar-induced, and even actual-as-a-result-of-assaults, physical injuries) really meant well.  This is actually the same exact thing that they did to me in my previous job.  Their excuse there was that "I have poor listening skills."  Now, they're saying to ...

04/09 (At home)  All day having loose bowel movement (LBM).  Having lower back pain everytime I try to get up.  It immediately stops when I sit down, preventing me from doing anything at all.  For some goddam reason, this goddam radar is forcing me to be bedridden.  I could not do my chores, or anything productive.  There's constant pain on my back and the back of my neck.  It also makes it a point to give me continuous cramps during my cycle. 8:50PM   Suddenly getting pissed by some thought (something about pain which I could not recall anymore) .   Bitches next door go out giggling. 9:16PM   (In bed)  A kid kept shrieking and there was a sudden shout outside.  A noisy group start to gather downstairs.  Starting to have palpitations and having trouble sleeping now. I WAS FORCED TO BE BEDRIDDEN FOR TWO (2) DAYS WHEREIN ALL I DID WAS SLEEP ALL DAY.  BUT NOW, THE NIGHT BEFORE THE FIRST DAY OF MY WORK-WEEK, TH...

04/03 12:33AM   Was about to doze off, but a kid suddenly shouted near our window.  Started to feel very pissed. 12:58AM   Dickheads enter hallway noisily and talking aloud.  Eyes kept twitching to every sound. 4+AM   Could not get out of bed.  Felt very heavy and like vomiting. 04/04 8:30PM   Next door bitches open-close their door noisily, repeatedly. 04/05 3AM   Dickheads hooting from afar. 04/06 3+PM   (At the office)  Discovered that someone had gained access to my locker without my permission.  Pasted a worn out tag price on my comb inside my bag. SOMETHING HAPPENED AT THE OFFICE THAT WAS JUST TOO ABSURD OR RIDICULOUS TO WRITE ABOUT BUT GAINS SIGNIFICANCE ONCE THE GODDAM RADAR AND PHYSICAL ASSAULT COMES INTO THE PICTURE. THERE'S REALLY NOTHING WRONG IF YOU SEE TWO PEOPLE LIKING EACH OTHER  AND JUST SO HAPPENED EXPRESSED IT (ACCIDENTALLY OR NOT) JUST WHEN YOU'RE RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM...

03/30 (continued) Fiendish chipmunk-like laughter continued throughout the day at the office.  Having difficulty trying to achieve my quota (almost all of the letters were inaccessible - only to me it seems).  A lot of made-up (or dubious) errors were sighted in my work again. 1+ PM   (Still at the office)  One of the guards asked as to what happened to my eye (black eye due to physical assault by harassers) and I told her that I got attacked. 4+PM   Another guard commented as I passed by "happened to me cause I am a flirt." (At the police station, where I went to report the physical assault incident) A dickhead bystander (jobless most likely) inside the police station commented aloud "you're just being a flirt (or too choosy/discriminating)."   The police who took my report was making it very obvious that he is very irritated and was putting on a condescending behaviour (like he was talking to an idiot or a kid). 03/31   (At the ...

03/28 12AM   (While trying to sleep) I started to feel something up my ass.  Bitches and the big-mouth-fat bitch starts laughing. 12:20AM   Bitches continue to talk.  My eyes twitch each time they start chatting aloud.  (silence-talk-silence-talk, so goes with the twitches) 12:26AM   Car outside suddenly honks twice. IN SHORT, I HAD PRACTICALLY NO SLEEP.  MY WORK STARTS AT 6AM AND I HAVE TO WAKE UP BY 3AM (TO PREPARE AND FOR THE RIDE TO WORK)   LIKE I SAID, THESE NIGGERS REALLY HAVE TO BE KILLED. 9:02PM   (On my way home) At the gate, I complained to (and argued with) the guard (dela cruz) regarding the noisy bitches earlier and why they could not seem to do anything about it.  As I did so, a small fat bitch in grey passed by with a smirk on her face (she looks almost like the big-mouth-fat bitch only smaller). THE GUARD HERE SEEMS TO BE HELPLESS AROUND THESE NIGGERS.  THEY EITHER ARE IN CAHOOTS OR THEY'RE JUS...

03/25 10:33AM   (At home)  Dickhead outside sing "i close my eyes", as I put ice on the swollen part of my left eye and forehead.  Have some trouble seeing or looking at things. 4+PM   Awakened by basketball dickheads noise at the nearby court. 5+PM   Basketball dickheads taunt and shout.  I started feeling pissed. 10:48PM   Total silence around the building.  But as I turned the TV off, a dickhead outside sneezed aloud.  Another dickhead upstairs started laughing.  A motorbike left.  When I said to myself that they will be killed soon enough, the dickhead upstairs laughed louder. 11:55PM   As I was dozing off to sleep, a small noise outside made me feel a sudden pressure on my chest (or face). 03/26 7:40AM   Song starts playing outside "she will be loved". THERE GOES THE SAME PATTERN OF HARASSMENT, VERBAL AND PHYSICAL ASSAULT, AND THEN, FOR SOME GODDAM PERVERTED REASON (BROUGHT ABOUT BY A TRULY SICK MIND) FOLLOW...

03/20 4+AM     (Just woke up) Cannot get up out of bed.  Having palpitations and feeling something. 11:03PM    (While trying to get some sleep)  A teenager hollered near our window. 03/21 Experiencing a lot of system issues on my computer (particularly) which is slowing me down and preventing me from reaching even my average quota.  As I was feeling a bit frustrated.  When I went to the washroom, another girl came in and started singing a love song. SAME MESSAGE GIVEN CONSTANTLY BY THESE NIGGERS:  I AM NOT GOOD FOR ANYTHING ELSE EXCEPT TO GET MARRIED TO SOME CHAUVINIST ASSHOLE. 7:18PM   A dickhead in aquamarine blue walking ahead of me suddenly stopped and seemed to be texting.  When I got to the elevator foyer, a bitch wearing the same color stepped out and asked near my ear if that was the ground floor.  I STARTED TO FEEL REALLY PISSED. 9PM   Basketball dickheads started shouting. 9:13PM   Kid shouting ...

03/24 9+PM   (Just left the mall and was on my way home)   HARASSERS (A DICKHEAD IN GREEN AND A BITCH IN BLACK SHIRT) STARTED BY TALKING RIGHT BEHIND ME AS I WAS STANDING IN LINE AT THE TERMINAL FOR PUBLIC TRANSPORT.  THE DICKHEAD SAID SOMETHING LIKE "IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO SLOW".  WHEN I STARTED TALKING (INDIRECTLY, THEIR STYLE) THE BITCH STARTED TO CONFRONT ME AND SAID THAT I WAS CRAZY.  WHEN I ASKED HER WHY SHE WAS GETTING SO PISSED IF SHE THINKS THAT I WAS CRAZY, SHE GOT EVEN MORE MAD.   SHE WON'T STOP TALKING AND ACCUSING ME THAT I'M CRAZY SO I DIDN'T STOP TALKING AND ACCUSING HER THAT SHE'S THE CRAZY ONE.  ALL THE WHILE THE DICKHEAD IN GREEN WAS PRETENDING TO ASSUAGE HIS BITCH COMPANION.  BUT THE BITCH IN BLACK WON'T BE STOPPED AND KEPT TALKING AND SHOUTING "FUCK YOU" AT ME.  APPARENTLY THE TWO WAS REALLY LOOKING FOR A WAY TO ATTACK ME.  WHEN I BOARDED THE VEHICLE, THE TWO ALSO BOARDED AND INTENTIONALLY SAT FACING ME ...