The Oppression Diaries

06/26 5+PM   (While at the internet shop)  A bitch passed by near window where I was sitting close by and shouted "I will make you resign from your job". 8:29PM   While resting or lying down, kids and bitches upstairs started shouting and talking aloud.  I felt twitches on my eyes at every sound. 9:08PM   Awakened by dickheads talking aloud outside. 11:26PM   Awakened again by a kid upstairs (with a bitch) shouting to which I felt twitches again. 06/27 9+AM   (At the office) Got a very low score on job performance (which I was not expecting due to a lot of interruptions that happened during the past few days or weeks).  When I started clarifying and asking questions with my supervisor, I felt the goddam twitches on my left leg, which made me stop and unsure of what I was supposed to say.  Also feeling somewhat tired, disoriented or in a daze, as well as feeling very bad.  After our talk, many people suddenly st...

06/20 6AM   Heavy feeling.  Numb. 5:30PM   (On my way home, while crossing a bridge) Dickhead in blue cough out aloud behind my back. 6PM   (At home) Basketball dickheads noise - shouting out loud or hollering at everything I do. 8PM   (Trying to get some rest) Bitch downstairs start calling out loud someone's name.   Palpitations start.  Could not sleep anymore.  Kid upstairs start shrieking at random, and I started feeling slight twitches.  The kid shrieked some more - this time I felt stronger twitches.  Kid shouted "yehey". 9PM   Basketball dickheads shout and I felt twitches at each noise. 06/21 8:40PM   As I lay down, a kid upstairs shrieked. 06/22 8AM   (At the office)  The bitch (nigger) and dickhead following me around (at the lockers, hallway, etc) and blocking my way.  The bitch always wearing same color of what I am currently wearing. THIS HAS BEEN LIKE A REGULAR OCCURRENCE NOWADAYS....

06/11 12AM   Dickhead passed by just below our window and said "go away" aloud.  Could not sleep anymore.  Heavy palpitations started. 1AM   Starting to doze off, but bitch outside started talking aloud and I got awakened by a twitch to my eyes.  Heavy painful palpitations started.  Started to feel very pissed. 1:29AM   Felt something up my ass.  A bitch outside shouted "yes".  Chest started becoming painful.  I took some medication to clear my head.  Cars outside suddenly started to leave immediately. 06/12 7PM   (On my way home) Just got off a public vehicle and was glancing up at the sky (for only a few seconds) when suddenly a dickhead wearing a grey shirt and riding on a motorbike growled from behind me as he passed me by.  Feeling very pissed, I stood longer at the side of the curb watching and shouting at every motorbike who crossed my path.  Apparently, there was a number of them following me a...

06/01 3AM   Loud humming sound of a motor below our window continues.  Can't seem to get out of bed.  Pain all over. 10:50AM   (At the office during a program)  Bitch supervisor says "teaching values" as a bitch employee next to her hoots aloud behind my back.  Started to prick my hair with the stick of the flag she was holding and pretended to say "sorry." THIS IS HOW THESE NIGGERS APOLOGIZE.  THEY HARASS ME SOME MORE SO THAT I WOULD TAKE NOTICE AND THEN THEY SAY THEY'RE SORRY.  SO EVEN THEY'RE EXPRESSIONS OF APOLOGY IS THROUGH HARASSMENT.  THEY COULD NEVER SEEM TO KNOW HOW TO GET OUT OF THEIR GODDAM DEMONIC CYCLE OF ACTIVITIES, OR THEY'RE JUST PLAIN INSINCERE.  06/03 9:49AM   For some goddam reason I started to cry uncontrollably due to this pain in my chest and lots of thoughts flooding my head regarding events at the office.  When I finally stopped,  a kid outside started to mock-laugh aloud. 06/04 7+AM...

05/25 4AM   Lower back pain.   7:30AM   (At the office) Felt the sudden urge to urinate.  Apparently induced by this goddam radar coz when I went to the john, a dickhead in brown (hiding behind the door) suddenly blocked my way. I also realized that I forgot to login.  There was a long line at the ground floor to our timer and upstairs the clock is near the dickheads john and dickheads are always waiting there to block my way (pretending to go to the john). 8AM   Dickheads and bitch start talking (mostly coming from the other teams).  I don't really know what the hell they're talking about but I started to feel very pissed and cold.   10AM   Dickhead stood in front of station adjacent to mine and said in a low voice "stupid." 3PM   Dickhead employees stood behind me and started talking "of course she knows.... she's a female." 4PM   (On my way out of the compound) A dickhead staff in grey, stood in front of ...

05/18 (Verbal attacks at the office continue throughout the shift)  9+PM   Kid upstairs screams. 10:34PM   Bitch with kid next door continue making noises and talking aloud at the hallway outside.  Going back and forth their room repeatedly (opening and even slamming their door).  Kid inside screams.  Felt the twitch on my eyes again. 10:51PM   Car slams door at the parking area below.  Felt my eyes twitch again.  Bitches next door shout.  Another bitch gives out a fiendish laugh. 11PM   Big mouth fat bitch and bitches start loud chatter downstairs.  One of the bitches talk and I felt a twitch again.  Bitch next door shouts.  Another bitch fakes a loud sneeze and I felt another twitch to my eyes.  A very loud humming noise continues outside.  Find it hard to get any sleep. 11:52PM   Bitches downstairs laugh again and I felt the twitch again.  Someone next door slams a cabinet....

05/11 (This is regarding the bullshit happening at the office) Employees from the other teams (including some from mine) continue to talk non-stop about this bullshit (fake) suitor issue.  Giving comments and making a lot of side remarks (more of character assassination and bad gossip) referring to certain events that happened earlier or the day before. 05/12 Talk about this bullshit issue again.  Remarks that (I am) too strict.  Projecting again (how they REALLY feel or what they really are) like always to me.  THEY ARE THE ONES FORCING AN EXACT RESPONSE FROM ME.  IT HAS TO BE LIKE THIS. IT HAS TO BE LIKE THAT...BLAH  BLAH.  GO TO HELL WITH ALL YOUR BULLSHIT!!!!!! Can be heard being said aloud from the other team "he/she just imaginary". 05/13 7+AM   (Trying to meditate at home)  Fast music starts to play aloud from the outside.  Getting really distracted. 4:45PM   Getting very painful cramps (as induced b...

05/04 (Got late for work.  Getting so affected by bullshit going on at the office regarding the guy mentioned earlier who seemed to want to make my acquaintance.)   10AM   A dickhead colleague said aloud, out of the blue, "he/she is jealous." 12+PM   Don't feel well.  Could not taste the food I was eating.  Work performance also affected adversely. 3+PM    Started to rain heavily.  Already thought of riding a cab.  A dickhead passed by and said directly at me while talking on his cellphone "ride a cab." I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THESE CHEAPSHITS STILL NEED TO STATE THE OBVIOUS; TREATING ME LIKE I DON'T HAVE ANY COMMON SENSE.  BUT THEY ARE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND WHEN I AM IN DIRE NEED OF ASSISTANCE (WHEN I WAS BEING ASSAULTED BY ONE OF THESE GODDAM SECRET NIGGERS).  I HOPE THAT WHOEVER THE HELL IS OFFERING THEM THIS IDIOTIC JOB GETS KILLED RIGHT AWAY. 2+PM   (at the office, in line on my way into the production floor)  A...