The Oppression Diaries

8/1/2014 10AM   NAGGING (PANICKING) VOICE AND THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD, MAKING ME DO DOUBLE BACKS WHEN I AM ALREADY RUNNING LATE. 10:45AM   HEAVY TRAFFIC AGAIN. 10:55AM   TRUCK CARRYING BRICKS BLOCKING MY CAB   A WHITE DELIVERY VAN  STOPPED ON THE SIDE SUDDENLY BLOCKING MY CAB AGAIN.

7/31/2014 2:33PM   AS I WAS TAKING A NAP (DURING MY VACATION LEAVE) NIGGER DHS, BITCHES AND KIDS SHOUTED AT RANDOM WITH ACCOMPANYING SHOCKING SENSATIONS TO MY CHEST, ONE AFTER THE OTHER TO JOLT ME AWAKE. 3:54PM   I COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP ANYMORE, AND THE RESTLESS FEELING AND NAGGING IDEAS IN MY HEAD START AGAIN.  A KID STARTS TO BABBLE OUTSIDE FROM A WINDOW ABOVE CALLING OUT "MOMMY" (AND SOME OTHER UNINTELLIGENT CHATTER). THE FEELING OF RESTLESSNESS INTENSIFIES AND A CRAVING TO EAT SOMETHING THAT I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT OR DETERMINE.

7/30 10:15AM   COULD NOT BOOK A CAB ONLINE.  OUTSIDE ON THE STREETS NO CAB PASSING THRU OR GETTING STOLEN. 10:33AM   CARS OR SUVS BLOCKING CAB I AM RIDING ON, THREATENING TO COLLIDE WITH MY DRIVER.  HEAVY TRAFFIC AGAIN WITH SCORES OF TRUCKS AND TEN-WHEELERS. *** IT WAS NOT LIKE THIS FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS, OR EVEN A FEW WEEKS AFTER I STARTED ON THE MORNING SHIFT. 10:55AM   STARTING TO FEEL HEADACHE AND PRICKING HEAT ON MY NECK AND SHOULDERS WHILE IN THE CAB. 11:41AM   WHEN I GOT IN THE FLOOR EVERYTHING WAS VERY QUIET UNTIL I STARTED INQUIRING ABOUT SOMETHING RELATED TO WORK FROM MY COLLEAGUE.  IT WAS THEN THAT THE CONVERSATIONS ERUPTED.  THE OTHER TEAM WITH THE LOUD-TALKING FAG JOINED IN WITH MORE APLOMB (NOT SURE WHICH TEAM STARTED THE NOISE).  THE DH GANG BEHIND ME SAID "BECAUSE OF THAT SMILE" AND STARTED MAKING COMMENTS ABOUT THE PALPITATIONS THAT I WAS ALREADY FEELING, ABOUT THE FACT "THAT I JUST GOT IN FOR WORK", ETC.  SO I...

07/29 11:14AM   COULD NOT OPEN MY LOCKER COMBINATION.  THE LOCK HAS A SOOT LIKE DIRT ON IT AGAIN.  THE DHS CAME MARCHING IN (LED BY THE GAME-TALKING SUPERVISOR).  A DH ALSO CAME AND STOOD AT HIS LOCKER AND WHILE PRETENDING TO GET SOMETHING (TAKING A LONG TIME) STARTED TO BREATHE IN AND OUT LOUDLY AND EXAGGERATEDLY NEAR ME, WHILE THE OTHER DHS STARTED THEIR LITANY OF VERBAL AND NOISE HARASSMENT (LEERING, JEERING, MOCKING, ETC). 12PM  BEEN IN THE LOCKER FOR AN HOUR NOW SO I ENDED UP ASKING THE OFFICE ADMIN TO FORCE OPEN MY LOCK (WITH A METAL CUTTER).  When I finally got inside the prod floor, I got berated by my supervisor (who looked very worried or angry). 3:01PM   STUFF IN LOCKER GOT REARRANGED (JUST NOTICED) MAKING IT VERY STUFFY. 7:30PM   AS I WALKED IN THE HALLWAY, A GUARD STANDING NOT FAR FROM ME SHOUTED IN MY DIRECTION "PAID ALREADY IDIOT". 7:57PM   AS I TURNED TO TAKE THE STAIRS (AFTER ALL THE CROWDS OR GROUPS BARGED INTO THE ...

07/28 10:34AM   HEAVY TRAFFIC NEAR THE POLICE STATION. 2:45PM   Just after having lunch, I was standing at my locker putting away some things, WHEN A BITCH (WHO HAS A HISTORY OF HARASSING ME BY BLOCKING MY WAY, FOLLOWING ME INTO THE WASHROOM, ETC, TO GIVE ME MESSAGES THRU GESTURES OR BY FACIAL EXPRESSION, MOSTLY FOR INSULTING AND DEMEANING PUPOSES; OR ACTING OUT IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR IN THE WASHROOM AS SHE STOOD BESIDE MR, OR SLAMMING THE DOOR, ETC) SUDDENLY SQUEEZED BETWEEN THE SMALL SPACE BEHIND ME AND SAID STRAIGHT TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD "LUNATIC". 10:54PM   SUDDENLY AWAKENED BY A STINGING DULL SENSATION ON MY CHEST AS A FAG DOWNSTAIRS LAUGHED.  STARTED TO FEEL PISSED OFF.  AS SOON AS I FINISHED WRITING THIS ENTRY, SOME BITCHES STARTED LAUGHING

7/27 12:30AM   THE FAT WHORE STARTED SHOUTING IN A CONTROLLED LOW VOICE "FIRE.. FIRE" BUT LOUD ENOUGH TO WAKE ME AS I DOZE OFF.  AS I START TO WRITE THIS, A GROUP AT THE LOBBY STARTED LAUGHING. 8AM   As I sat reading a book, LOUD MOUTH FAT WHORE AND A FAG STARTED MOCKING AND LAUGHING ALOUD AT THE NEARBY HALLWAY DOWNSTAIRS. 1:10AM   FAG STARTED CACKLING ALOUD.  I FELT A DULL PULSING SENSATION ON MY CHEST AND HEAD. 2:30PM   When I tried to get some rest after having worked for six days straight (OT), BASKETBALL DHS STARTED PLAYING, HOOTING AND SHOUTING EXAGGERATEDLY IN UNISON.  OTHERS WOULD RUN BACK AND FORTH TO THE PART (IN THE PARKING AREA BELOW) FACING OUR OPEN DOOR OR WINDOW AND SHOUT AT THE TOP OF THEIR LUNGS.

07/26 11:35PM  JUST ARRIVED AT THE OFFICE, IN THE WASHROOM BY MYSELF (ALL QUIET), BITCH COMES IN AND STARTS BLOWING NOSE AND OPENING-CLOSING (SLAMMING) TRASH BIN LOUDLY OVER AND OVER AGAIN. 12:52PM   SEATING ARRANGEMENT GOT CHANGED.  I ENDED UP SITTING WITH A YELLOW STRIPED BITCH MAKING GESTURES.  THE FUCKED UP DEVICE MADE SURE THAT I GET FOCUSED, DISTRACTED, AND IRRITATED BY IT.  MANY THOUGHTS ENTERING MY HEAD "TRANSLATING" (OR THREATENING ME TO FOLLOW OR OBY) THE FUCKED UP GESTURES AND MOVEMENTS.  I STARTED TO FEEL LIKE A GODDAM RETARD AND SO GODDAM PISSED, SO I HAD TO STOP WORKING AWHILE. AS I GOT UP TO GO TO THE LOCKER ROOM, A DH VOICE (COMING WHERE THE HARASSING GANG IS SEATED) SAID IN A LOW BUT CLEAR TONE "YOUR HUSBAND IS HERE, YOU LESBIAN". I STARTED TALKING ON THE PHONE (RAISED VOICE) IN THE LOCKER ROOM.  A BITCH SECURITY GUARD SOMEWHERE OUTSIDE ASKED ALOUD "WHO IS HE/SHE TALKING TO?" MOCKINGLY.  I WENT TO THE WASHROOM AND STARTED W...

8:20AM   AS I STARTED TO FEEL HEAVY AND SLUGGISH AGAIN, THE GODDAM DH NEXT DOOR STARTED TO PLAY ROCK MUSIC JUST OUTSIDE OUR DOOR, AND STARTED LEERING. 9:26AM   STARTING TO FEEL DEBILITATING DULL PAIN ALL OVER AGAIN ACCOMPANIED BY STRONG PALPITATIONS.  I COULD BARELY MOVE OR FOCUS.  AS I WROTE THIS THE DOOR NEARBY SLAMMED SHUT.