The Oppression Diaries

12PM   (APPROXIMATELY)  GETTING SLEEP DISRUPTION HARASSMENT AND TORTURE AGAIN THROUGH NOISE AND ELECTROMAGNETIC BULLSHIT. (DETAILS ON MY FB ACCT). AS I WROTE THIS AN OLD SOUNDING BITCH PASSED BY OUTSIDE LAUGHING.  WHEN I SAID "PAY ME NOW"  SHE LAUGHED EVEN LOUDER (OR MOCKING).  A DH SAID ALOUD "BYE". 4PM   MY HEAD NOW HURTS LIKE HELL AND MY TABLET HAD STOPPED WORKING.

10:29AM   PREPARING FOR WORK.  VERY DROWSY AGAIN AND COULD NOT FOCUS.  Many nagging thoughts in my head BUT EVERYTHING IS HAZY OR UNCLEAR.  THERE'S SOME KIND OF INTERFERENCE GOING ON LIKE ON TV (BLURRED VISION) AND I STOP AT ALMOST EVERYTHING I DO WITH SUDDEN MENTAL BLOCKS (WITH SUDDEN DIZZINESS AS I TRY TO REMEMBER WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO). **** I ENDED UP STANDING FOR AN HOUR JUST PUTTING POWDER ON (no make up at all) LOTION, CLOTHES AND TIDYING UP MY BAG.  And as if to MOCK ME FURTHER IT STARTS TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DEFECATING JUST AS I AM ABOUT TO LEAVE.

12:13AM   COULD NOT SEEM TO DIGEST MY FOOD PROPERLY (just a medium sized bun with thin butter and light sugar, a small part of roasted chicken and a spoonful of red rice).  Seem to be GETTING BLOATED (AND FLATULENCE) MORE OFTEN NOWADAYS.  It's like there's something PREVENTING ME FROM BURPING AT ALL. 8AM   COULD NOT GET ONLINE EARLIER TO REPORT ABOUT SOME CACKLING BITCHES. 9:30AM   Earlier while taking a bath, SUDDENLY FELT LETHARGIC, HEAVY AND UNABLE TO MOVE (and having thoughts about the Asian perpetrators). 11AM   Caught in heavy long traffic again BEFORE THE STOPLIGHT OF A MAJOR INTERSECTION. A WHITE HEARSE MET US AT AN INTERSECTION. UOP599 NISSAN VAN DARK GREY BLOCKING THE WAY AND RUNNING EVER SO SLOW. 1:30PM   Computer mouse and keys (and cursor) NOT RESPONDING VERY WELL.  STOPPING EVERY FEW SECONDS IT SEEMS. 4PM   While standing at the security check waiting  to get scanned (garret) by the security guard, THE DH GUA...

7AM   Still feeling the effects of the GODDAM DEVICE THAT TORTURED ME YESTERDAY CAUSING DEEP LETHARGY, IRRITATION, NEAR PARANOIA, AND DEPRESSION.  IT WAS EVEN MAKING ME FEEL BAD (wanted to make me cry) ABOUT MY LOW PRODUCTIVITY YESTERDAY, WHICH ITSELF CAUSED WITH THE HELP OF IT'S HARASSERS ASSOCIATES. IT'S REALLY MENTAL, PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL TORTURE AT IT'S WORST.  IT EVEN TRIED TO MAKE ME FEEL AS IF THERE'S NO WAY OUT OR TRAPPED WHEN A BITCH (PRETENDING TO BE NICE) STARTED TO SING THAT GODDAM LOVE SONG SUNG BY A BOY BAND years ago.  While making me FEEL TRAPPED it (FOR SOME GODDAM CHAUVINIST IDIOT REASON) also started to make me feel A SENSATION UP MY ASS but stopped short. ****   I am really WAITING FOR THE DAY WHEN THESE NIGGERS WILL ALL GET KILLED. 8AM   GETTING VERY CONFUSED.  I FEEL (HEAVY) THAT I HAVE TO LIE DOWN BUT SOMETHING ELSE TELLS ME THAT I SHOULDN'T (EVEN IF I AM DRAGGING MYSELF).  I end up DRAGGING MYSELF TO THE BATHROOM. ...

3AM   SUDDENLY WOKE UP AND STARTED FEELING (very) BAD again ABOUT THE INTENTIONAL GOAL OF THE NIGGERS AT THE OFFICE TO LOWER DOWN MY PRODUCTIVITY BY TRIPPING ME using improper (INCONSIDERATE) allocation. ****  NOT TO MENTION THE CONSTANT DISTRACTIONS (AND LIES IN AN ATTEMPT TO HIDE THEIR REAL INTENTION WHICH IS TO MAKE MY PRODUCTIVITY AND JOB PERFORMANCE SUFFER). 8:33AM   STILL FEELING VERY SLEEPY AND HEAVY ON THE HEAD AND SHOULDERS WHILE PALPITATIONS ARE TRYING TO KEEP ME AWAKE.  HAPPENING SINCE EARLY MORNING AND COULD BARELY GET UP. 10AM   HEAVINESS AND DROWSY FEELING CONTINUED MAKING ME DISORIENTED AND SLOW.  I ENDED UP LEAVING NO MORE EARLIER THAN IF I HAD NOT AWAKENED EARLY (3:30AM) AT ALL. XMG887 GREY CAR WITH DRIVER AND MOTOR RUNNING PARKED IN FRONT OF AN EMPTY BLACK CAR. 10:20AM   I FELT AN IRRITATING SENSATION ON MY LEFT SHOULDER AND ANOTHER SENSATION ON MY LEFT EAR OR NECK TO MAKE ME LOOK TO MY LEFT. 10:40AM   When I got to t...

6:30PM   VERY PAINFUL AND STIFF LOWER BACK AND LEFT SHOULDER.  I COULD BARELY GET UP. 10 AM   NO CAB AVAILABLE.  TRIKE 123 PASSED BY.  A CAB UVL886 (I can't exactly remember what it did. 10:15AM   WHEN I GOT TO THE WAITING AREA NEAR THE MARKET A PUJ TVL312 AND UWG713 BLOCKED OR CORNERED THE ROAD.  I WAS NOT ABLE TO HAIL AN EMPTY CAB THAT PASSED BY. 10:30PM   A DH WITH MOBILE PHONE GOT INTO THE GROUP PASSENGER CAB I WAS IN , POINTING HIS DEVICE AT ME AND COVERING HIS NOSE. 3:50PM   SOME ONE STARTED MIXING LIQUID IN A GLASS ALOUD (AND HEAVILY) USING A SPOON.  I STARTED TO FEEL PISSED SO I transferred to another table while blogging.  DHS STARTED STANDING NEARBY PREPARING AND MIXING DRINKS 4PM  TWO BITCHES CAME IN ONE AFTER THE OTHER to the washroom SLAMMING THE CUBICLE DOORS.  Both had wearing something with blue.  THE 2ND BITCH (with long hair) EVEN HAD THE AUDICITY TO STAND NEXT TO ME AND SHAKING THE FRONT O...

12AM   AS I LAYED DOWN AGAIN, DHS LAUGHED OUT LOUD SOMEWHERE BELOW. 2:15PM AFTER THE DELIVERY STAFF BROUGHT IN THE WATER THE FAG DOWNSTAIRS CACKLED AGAIN (FOR SOME REASON). 4PM   (or earlier) DHS STARTED PLAYING BASKETBALL AND HOLLERING OR HOOTING IN UNISON AS I LISTEN TO MUSIC (specially during pauses). Been doing this for almost an hour now. I AM FEELING RATHER TIRED AND DROWSY BUT WHEN I TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP I COULD NOT.  THERE ARE THOUGHTS THAT BIGGERS ARE WAITING TO DISRUPT MY NAP. 5:15PM   DHS at the basketball court SHOUTED IN UNISON THREE TIMES.  EACH TIME I FELT A GROWING SQUEEZING SENSATION ON MY CHEST. 5:30PM   AN IRRITATING LOW DRONING SOUND STARTED OUT SIDE OUR DOOR. **** FEELING VERY TIRED AND HEADY THE WHOLE DAY EVEN IF I HAVEN'T DONE ANY HEAVY LABOR. 6:26PM   The sleepy heavy (sore eyes) feeling HAD NOT STOPPED EVEN AFTER I ATE, LIED DOWN A BIT AND EVEN AS I PREPARE TO DO SOME LIGHT LAUNDRY. 9PM  According to my mot...

6PM   PAIN HAS STARTED ON MY RIGHT HAND THEN MY SHOULDER 7:45PM   FEELING HEAVY (SPECIALLY ON THE HEAD) NOW AND COULD NOT SEEM TO MOVE (watching tv) AS A MOTORCYCLE STARTED REVVING UP. 7:53PM   THE MOTORCYCLE REVVED UP AGAIN AND THE LAUGHING CACKLING FAG WITH AN EQUALLY LOUD MOUTH BITCH ALSO SOUNDED OFF AT THE HALLWAY BELOW. 11:30PM   AFTER I FINISHED WATCHING.  PAIN IN MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND HAND (PARTICULARLY THE THUMB SIDE) STARTED AGAIN AND I FELT VERY RESTLESS WITH MANY THOUGHTS RUNNING IN MY HEAD.  I then felt like lying down and when I did SOME DHS CACKLED.