The Oppression Diaries

9:50AM   A DH STOOD NEAR THE DOOR OF THE KITCHEN AS I WAS PREPARING MY BREAKFAST, THEN SUCKED ALOUD AND SPAT. HE DID NOT DO IT AGAIN AFTER I TURNED THE RECORDER ON. 5:42PM   BASKETBALL DHS STARTED CATCALLS ABOUT AN HOUR AGO.  When I started posting one DH MOCKED ALOUD SAYING "NONE". I THEN STARTED HAVING PROBLEMS POSTING AND UPLOADING RECORDED FILES.  When I got to finally upload some and after turning the TV OFF, THE DHS STARTED CLAPPING FEIGNING APPROVAL. Something STARTED UP MY ASS.  I SHOUTED OUT PISSED AND THE DHS SHOUTED BACK. My right shoulder and side of my neck started to HURT AFTERWARDS. ****  YESTERDAY THEY EVEN BROUGHT IN A STEEL LATHING SAW TO BUST MY EARS OFF.  IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY.

8AM   BASKETBALL DHS start their routine of slamming and catcalls. As I start recording all the NOISE HARASSMENT ROUTINE GOING ON AROUND ME, MY LOWER BACK STARTS TO HURT AGAIN. 2pm  (around)  Pictures I took all DISAPPEARED FROM MY MOBILE.  Majority of those pictures relate to a TV NETWORK.  One of the pics was A BITCH IN BLACK WITH THE HUNGER GAMES LOGO ON HER SHIRT WITH A KID WEARING A TEE with PE printed at the back. ****  Up to now, these NIGGERS ARE UNDER THE ILLUSION THAT THEIR SECRET BS IS JUSTIFIABLE AND I AM PART OF THEIR "GAMING" niggers.  They JUST LOVE DRAMATICS AT MY EXPENSE USUALLY. 3:30pm  I just got a SECURE CONNECTION COULD NOT BE ESTABLISHED message. 3:49pm   Kids WITH A DH HAD STARTED THEIR BATTLE-PLAY "SSHHH" NOISE AGAIN NEAR OUR WINDOW. 7pm  Now I'm having SERVER PROBLEMS AS I START POSTING MY RECORDINGS.

8:17AM   As soon as I woke up (an hour before) A BITCH HAD ALREADY STARTED CACKLING OUTSIDE.  THEN I STARTED TO SNEEZE UNCONTROLLABLY AND HAVE A CLOGGED NOSE. THE BITCHES CONTINUED TO CACKLE EACH TIME I DO SOMETHING. 7pm  As soon as my mother arrived I STARTED TO SENSE A PANICK ATTACK AND ULCER LIKE PAIN IN MY STOMACH.  As the PAIN ESCALATED SHE SUDDENLY STARTED SHOUTING AT ME FOR NO GODDAM REASON. 8.33pm   STILL FEELING VERY PISSED.  MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD ABOUT BEING BETRAYED OR SOLD OUT BY MY OWN MOTHER OR FAMILY. 11:45PM   A CHUCKLING DH SAID ALOUD "BYE" AS HE PASSED BY BELOW OUR WINDOW.  WHEN I TURNED THE RECORDER ON, NO ONE SPOKE ANYMORE.

1:40PM   FEELING DULL PAIN AT THE TOP OF MY HEAD, SPECIALLY WHEN I TRY TO CHECK ALL RECORDINGS TAKEN YESTERDAY OF THE NIGGER GANGSTALKERS FOLLOWING ME AROUND and MAKING LOTS OF TALK AND GESTURES TO ME WHILE I WAS AT THE MALL AND WHILE DINING WITH MY SISTER. Feeling dizzy and have sore shoulders and back of my neck. Also somewhat exhausted. The pain on my head now is SPREADING TO MY EYES AND FOREHEAD. Last night when I got home, THERE WAS SO MUCH PAIN ON MY LOWER BACK. 4:12PM   DHS BASKETBALL CATCALLS HAD STARTED AGAIN AS I START CHECKING ON THE RECORDINGS AND LOOKING FOR AN EDITING TOOL (WHICH I OVERLOOKED THE OTHER DAY).  PALPITATIONS AND PAIN IN MY CHEST HAD ALSO STARTED. 7PM   As I was trying to figure out, AFTER SEEMINGLY HAVING A MENTAL BLOCK AGAIN (EYES CLOUDY AND FEELING HEAVY) the chronological order of events yesterday to organize my posts, A DH PASSED BY BELOW OUR WINDOW AND SAID "COZ ALREADY OLD". As I wrote this down A GROUP OF DHS STARTED SHOUT...

4:50PM   STARTED TO GAG AND COUGH UNCONTROLLABLY FOR NO REASON AT ALL. 9:14PM   SUDDENLY STARTED FEELING very tired and drowsy.  Could BARELY THINK.  Happening for more than an hour now.

8:20AM   A DH KID SAID WHILE GIGGLING NEAR OUR WINDOW "GET A BATH", AS I CONTINUED LAYING DOWN A FEW MINUTES AFTER I WOKE UP. ***  EARLY THIS MORNING, I WAS AWAKENED TWICE (AROUND 4 or 5AM) BY BITCHES TALKING ALOUD.  THAT WAS AFTER I SLEPT AT 2AM. 1:05PM   DHS at the parking area HAD STARTED SHOUTING BRIEFLY AFTER EACH REMARK ON TV.  SHARP DULL SENSATION AND SORENESS HAD STARTED ON MY CHEST AS WELL.  When I TURNED ON MY RECORDER, THE DHS STOPPED. ****  But I still have to put the TV on mute before I could start recording.

2PM   Feeling PALPITATIONS and TIGHTENING IN THE CHEST AGAIN.  THE BASKETBALL DHS HAD STARTED THEIR USUAL BULLYING SHOUTS AND HOOTS. Skin around my forehead START TO ITCH UNCONTROLLABLY. 5:50PM   STARTING TO FEEL VERY HEAVY AGAIN and the sensation AS IF THE WALLS ARE CLOSING AROUND ME.

1:14PM   PALPITATIONS AND TREMOR LIKE IRRITATION ON MY CHEST STARTING AGAIN, AS TEENAGERS AND KIDS PLAY AND SHOUT IN FRONT OF THE WINDOW. I start to FEEL IRRITATED. 4:17PM   As I started to say "No deal forever speciall with Filipinos" THE MALE KID OUTSIDE PLAYING LAUGHED NON- STOP THEN SAID ALOUD "COZ YOU'RE SMALL", THEN CONTINUED ON LAUGHING. THE KID SUDDENLY STOPPED LAUGHING AS I WROTE THIS. THE KIDS ALSO LOVE TO SAY "JUST PRACTICE" EVEN WITH THE GROUP OF GIRLS EARLIER.