The Oppression Diaries

11:10AM  TYR294 (MORNING SUN) CAB WITH THE FLAG OF A RELIGIOUS GROUP sticker GOT IN THE WAY THEN STOPPED ABRUPTLY IN FRONT. 11:20AM   DH at a Starbucks seating area started talking or "whining" ACCUSINGLY "TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR OWN LIFE (I DON'T CARE)." I FELT TICKED OFF AGAIN SO I SHOUTED. RKZ576 DELIVERY VAN BLOCKING THE WAY. 11:50AM   AS I WAS TIMING IN, A DH IN BLACK STOOD SO CLOSE BEHIND MY BACK THAT I ALMOST RAN INTO HIM AS I TURNED.   I GAVE OUT AN IRKED RESPONSE (UNDER MY BREATH) AND THE DH RETORTED BACK.  I FELT INFURIATED SO WENT BACK AND CONFRONTED THE DH WHO DENIED EVERYTHING ANGRILY.  I STARTED SHOUTING AND THE UGLY BASTARD DID THE FINGER SIGN.  He was later pulled away by a bitch who was hiding nearby.  A DH (ORIENTAL LOOKING with a scowl on his face) ALSO CAME OUT FROM NOWHERE (WEARING PINK) SHUSHING ME INSTEAD OF CONFRONTING THE DH (WHO LOOKED LIKE A GODDAM GOON).  Even the guards were just LOITERING AROUND DOING NOTHING W...

9:25AM   NOISY LOUD VIDEOKE HAD STARTED (AGAIN) as early as now. 12:19PM   HEAD HEAVY AND STIFF.  COULD NOT SEEM TO THINK.  NECK AND NAPE VERY SORE.  When I remember some incident that happened yesterday I start to feel heavy and tired and COULD NOT MAKE MYSELF TO WRITE THEM DOWN HERE. ****  RECALLING WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY, I WAS ABOUT TO GET A RIDE (LIKE FOUR HOURS EARLIER THE TIME IT TOOK FOR ME TO GET HOME, WAITING AT THE MOSQUITO INFESTED CAR WAITING AREA) BUT THE PASSENGER BITCH (WEARING A CHECKERED BLOUSE) WAS TAKING A LONG TIME COUNTING CHANGE WITH THE DRIVER WHO WAS LEAFING THROUGH MORE THAN A HANDFUL OF BILLS (AS IF TO SHOW ME THAT HE IS SO RICH).  The bitch seemed to be with a guy wearing a dark blue tee (and a baby). I also noticed that what THE BITCH AND DH NIGGER DID HERE (AT THE BAZAAR at home), the RUMOR-MONGERING TALK SILENTLY TO SOMEONE BY CUPPING THEIR HANDS WHILE LOOKING AT ME, is now BEING DONE ALSO BY NIGGERS FOLLOWING ME A...

3:30PM   On my way to the mall (inside a group passenger cab) TWO DHS IN WHITE STARTED TALKING IN ENGLISH.  THE LOCAL DH SITTING NEXT TO ME STARTED MORALIZING TALKING ABOUT "REVENGE".  The TWO DHS RAMBLED ON AND STARTED MAKING INDIRECT ACCUSATIONS SO I STARTED CURSING AND MAKING ACCUSATIONS AGAINST TRAITOR ORIENTAL NIGGERS. 5PM  (approx)  STARTED TO FEEL VERY TIRED AND MY LEGS HURTING even if I only stood or walked around for 15-30mins. As I sat down at the food court (in the mall), A BUSBOY APPROACHED NEXT TO ME AND STARTED CLEANING UP A TABLE NEARBY BY SLAMMING ALOUD THE PLATES AND UTENSILS INTO HIS STEEL TROLLEY RIGHT NEXT TO ME. 6:45PM   A BITCH PASSED BY SAYING ALOUD ".... EXTENSION". 7:30PM   PALPITATIONS START.  FEELING VERY EXHAUSTED NOW AND MAKING ME FEEL BAD.  CARS SEEMINGLY LINING UP WITH CABS PRETENDING TO PICK UP PASSENGERS. EVEN MY APP FOR TAXI BOOKING WON'T WORK PROPERLY.  A CAB WOULD FLAG IT THEN ANOTHER CAR (pr...

12:13AM   HAVING A VERY ITCHY NOSE. 8:18AM   Having STIFFNESS IN THE CHEST AREA AND DIFFICULTY BREATHING.  A DH STARTED HOOTING WHEN I STARTED TALKING ABOUT IT. 11:42PM   BITCHES AND DHS STARTED LAUGHING SOMEWHERE NEARBY.  FELT A SENSATION "SMASH" INTO MY CHEST AND FACE.  A BITCH LOUD-MOUTH CACKLED AS I STARTED TO WRITE THIS.

12PM   PAIN IN MY CHEST (AND VERY IRRITATING SENSATION) HAS STARTED AS I LAY DOWN TRYING TO GET SOME REST. 2PM   TOILET IS AS CLOGGED AGAIN AS EVER. 2:39PM   FEELING PAIN AND STIFF ALL OVER.  PALPITATIONS ARE HEAVY AGGRAVATED BY RESTLESSNESS.  I COULD NOT SEEM TO GET UP, FEELING VERY HEAVY AND SORE AROUND THE CHEST AND SHOULDERS, and COULD NOT CONCENTRATE ENOUGH TO DO ANYTHING. 3:40PM   A DH STARTED COUGHING AS I WAS ABOUT TO DOZE OFF, WHILE ANOTHER TWEET-HOOTED. 4PM  While starting to doze off again, KIDS CAME INTO THD NEARBY HALLWAY SHOUTING.  A FEW MINUTES LATER ANOTHER KID SHOUTED AS A CAR CLOSED AND OPENED IT'S DOORS.  A MOTORBIKE ALSO LEFT AFTER A DH SHOUTED A GREETING.

12:16AM   Getting ready to sleep, BITCHES STARTED CHATTERING, INCREASING TO A SHOUT AS WE CLOSED HALF OF THE WINDOW. ****  ALSO FEELING PALPITATIONS AND COULD NOT SLEEP. 11:15AM   AIRPORT METERED CAB (YELLOW DARK) TYT551 WON'T LET ME RIDE.  A CAB PASSED BY IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION PRETENDING TO PICK ME UP (HONKING HIS HORN EVEN TO GET MY ATTENTION) THEN  PRETENDED TO PARK AWAY FROM ME TO MAKE ME RUN AFTER IT.  BUT ALLOWED A BITCH IN BLACK (CAME LATER THAN I) INSTEAD TO GET ON. ***  A cab with MISS WORLD printed on it's side was parked near the gate BUT A DH IN FATIGUE PANTS SAID IT'S NOT AVAILABLE.  Just before I left, I passed by two BITCHES who like look house maids TALKING "WHAT'S HAPPENING TO  (THAT)..." (AS IF IRRITATED). A WHITE OLD (LUXURY) CAR PASSED BY AFTER IT (TCW318).  This car has been appearing every time some BULLSHIT HAPPENS WITH THE CABS PASSING THROUGH. TDL747 (or727)  BLACK CAR BLOCKING THE WAY. 12:13...

9:14AM   GETTING SO DROWSY AND SLEEPY.  COULD NOT PERFORM SIMPLE CHORES. 12AM   AS SOON AS I WALKED TO MY STATION, BITCHES AND DHS STARTED LAUGHING.  ONE SAID "ALZHEIMERS".  THE HALF ORIENTAL (JAP) DH STARTED TALKING TO A BITCH SAYING "YOU'RE SCARED THAT'S WHY YOU KEEP TALKING."  ANOTHER DH SAID "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT... YOU KEEP TALKING... WE TOLD YOU NOT TO TALK". 2:30PM  FELT LIKE URINATING THEN THOUGHT OF PROCEEDING TO THE PANTRY FOR MY LUNCH BREAK.  WHEN I GOT TO THE LOCKERS TO GET MY BAG, A GROUP CAME IN SAYING THANK YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO SOMEONE (WHO'S NOT EVEN RESPONDING) and calling a guy's name that sounded like "near" over and over again.  STARTED TO FEEL VERY IRRITATED (FOR NO REASON) SO I JUST WENT BACK TO MY WORKSTATION. 4PM   MORE TALK AT THE PANTRY (ABOUT A BOXING DH AND A GAME). ***  I NOTICED MY MOBILE PHONE HAS SCRATCHES AND IT'S PAINT CHIPPED ON THE SIDE (WHEN IT WAS NOT BEFORE). 7:30PM   S...

11:15AM   NO CAB PASSING THROUGH EXCEPT NUMEROUS TRIKES AND GROUP PASSENGER CABS. 11:28AM   ORIENTAL LOOKING DH IN WHITE (CAME AFTER ME) STOLE FIRST AVAILABLE CAB. ZNS435 DELIVERY VAN BLOCKING THE WAY (my view) so I moved away. DEP169 PUJ  UVA376 CAB (BALLAT & FE) IN CAHOOTS WITH A DELIVERY VAN TO BLOCK MY WAY. 1:30PM   DH (trash talker to my front left) kept saying or calling out to someone "MISTRESS". ****  When I was trying to change password on one of my tool apps, A DH SAT NEAR ME AND REACTED to what I typed in (ALSO GOT A STRONG TWITCH ON MY LEFT LEG).  Another (sitting at the front) joined in BY STANDING UP and looking at me. 2PM   DH (to my front right) making all sorts of noises (snorting or clearing his throat, etc) to almost everything (my movements or others passing through). 3:38PM   AT THE WASHROOM, BITCHES LOUDLY DROPPING TRASH IN THE BIN (I FELT PISSED OR IRRITATED).  A BITCH IN BLUE EVEN TRIED TO BEAT ME TO I...

3PM   Once I turn off the TV a bitch STARTS TALKING.  When I say that not a day passes by without these niggers talking or making some kind of noise a DH hoots. 10:47PM   While dozing off to sleep, a DH SUDDENLY COUGHED OUT LOUD AT THE HALLWAY NEARBY FOLLOWED BY A KID TALKING (OR SNEEZING) AND SOME OTHER NOISE (WHEN I REFUSED TO WAKE UP). 11/23 1:47AM    AWAKENED BY A BITCH SHOUTING "TRISHA (OR DI SYA MEANING NOT HIM /HER) GABAY... HURRY UP OR WE WILL LEAVE YOU" under our window. 3:57AM   AWAKENED FROM SLEEP AGAIN.  GROUP STARTED TALKING ALOUD AND OPENING AND CLOSING A CAR DOOR JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.  A BITCH SAID "LET'S DO IT AGAIN NEXT YEAR."  As I started to write this A MOTORBIKE CAME ON THEN LEFT. ****  THESE NIGGERS OUGHT TO PAY ME FIRST BEFORE THEY START FLAPPING THEIR ARROGANT MOUTHS AGAIN.  1 MILLION PESOS ON THEIR FIRST DOWNPAYMENT. FOR SOME REASON I COULD NOT PUBLISH MY BLOG.  This GODDAM INTERNET CONNEC...

11:35AM   While in a cab A SMALL ROACH BIT MY LEFT FOOT AS I STARTED TO BLOG.  My LEFT EYELID also STARTED TO TWITCH IRRITATINGLY. 12PM   At the washroom, WHEN I URINATED (soundless) A BITCH CLEARED HER THROAT. 12:06PM   ANOTHER SET OF BITCHES CAME IN AND ONE SAID ALOUD "BAU".  MY HEAD SEEMED TO START REPEATING THAT WORD IN MY HEAD AND I COULD NOT FOCUS ON ANYTHING ELSE. ****  SOMETHING SEEMS TO WANT TO MAKE MY SENSORY PERCEPTIONS TO FOCUS ON JUST ONE THING (OR WORD) AND DROWNING OUT THE REST BY SCREWING MY HEAD INTO PANICK-LIKE CONFUSION. 12:22PM   A BITCH HIDING BEHIND HER LOCKER DOOR POINTING HER MOBILE AT MY DIRECTION.  FOR SOME GODDAM REASON MY ATTENTION GETS CAUGHT. ****   MUST BE THROUGH THOSE LONG YEARS OF NIGGER CONDITIONING. 12:30PM  The keys to our individual workstations were transferred to another person (who was not originally assigned).  When I got there, the DH half-jap (or 1/4) was LOUNGING NEXT TO HIM (...

3:42AM   AWAKENED BY DHS (PARTICULARLY by ONE SAYING SOMETHING OVER AND OVER AGAIN) TALKING ALOUD JUST BELOW (or near) OUR WINDOW. 6:44AM   Woke up with a thought in my head that the logo I saw yesterday MEANT THAT IT WAS VICTORY AND IT'S THE NIGGERS WHO NEED TO KEEP THEIR MOUTH SHUT. **** I DON'T NEED ANY GODDAM SECRET MESSAGES.  NOT TO FEEL LIKE A SHITTY WHORE IN PUBLIC IS GOOD ENOUGH. 7:24AM  As I continued to recall and write down the events that happened yesterday, A LOUD-MOUTH BITCH NANNY (OR PARENT) STARTED REBUKING A KID NEAR OUR WINDOW WITH WORDS LIKE "ENOUGH" and "DON'T THROW IT OUT". 11:05AM   MY SHOULDERS, CHEST AND ARMS STARTED TO STIFFEN AND PAINFUL (ALMOST SPASMODIC) AND I COULD BARELY BREATHE WHILE TRYING TO REACH FOR MY LOWER BACK. 11:15AM   ON MY WAY OUT, A DH IN ORANGE STARTED TALKING ALOUD ABOUT SOMEONE ALREADY MARRIED.  SOMETHING SNAPPED IN ME AGAIN AND I STARTED SHOUTING OUT LOUD (AND COULD NOT STOP SHOUTING ANYMORE). ...

11:22AM   NO CAB AGAIN.  A DH IN BLUE STOLE (OR MADE IT APPEAR) THE CAB PARKED NEAR OUR GATE.  MANY PRIVATE CARS SKT831 TOYOTA Red plate, AAO6393 RED VAN, RVT521 CRV WHITE AMONGST OTHERS 11:28AM   RAX557 AMBULANCE PASSED THRU.  Cabs passing by all have passengers Still on the road, A DELIVERY VAN WITH THE WORD "FLORES" PRINTED ON IT'S SIDE DROVE NEAR THE CAB FOLLOWED BY A TRIKE CROSSING THE PATH WITH A BANNER AD (for the hair) SAYING "REBONDING". 1PM   DH (goat harasser) SAID ALOUD MOCKING "SO WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE FOR". 2PM   DH half-jap KEPT SAYING ALOUD "TRAITOR". 3PM   At the pantry, BITCHES (PAINTED HAIR) SEATED BEHIND ME started to say "HE/SHE IS ALREADY HERE" .  They were about to say further but I cut them short by talking on my mobile.  A DH (or fag) WEARING A SWEATER WITH DIAMOND PATTERNS immediately APPROACHED AND STOOD NEXT TO ME ASKING the food attendant FOR HIS CHANGE. WHEN I STARTED asking indirectly for PA...

8:15AM   AS I WAS PREPARING BREAKFAST IN THE KITCHEN, A BITCH WITH AN IRRITATED WHINING BABY STOOD AT THE HALLWAY NEARBY AND STARTED TO BABY TALK "YOUR CHIN..". 9AM   A DH STARTED CHATTING WITH A BITCH NEARBY SAYING "WHY DO YOU BELIEVE IN THOSE". 2:48PM   During an informal team party, I was (strongly) invited to help myself to some ice cream.  After I got some and was returning to my chair, a DH teammate (WHO CLAIMS TO HAVE VISITED THE UK) WITH MY SUPERVISOR TALK "EVERYONE'S LOOKING ON WITH ANGRY FACES AND HE/SHE PUSHED ON" as I passed by.  I felt a certain heavy sensation on my CHEST GO DOWN (otherwise I would have ignored it).  The FLAVOR OF ICE CREAM I CHOSE WAS DOUBLE DUTCH. ****  ALWAYS HAPPENS WHENEVER AND WHEREVER I AM (INVITED) AT ANY GATHERING (TEAM OUTINGS OR PARTIES) WITH OFFICEMATES OR OFFICE PEOPLE AROUND.  THEY NEVER MISS CRITICIZING ME (INDIRECTLY OR RUMOR MONGERING STYLE WITHIN EARSHOT) FOR JUST ABOUT ANYTHING such as IF I A...

1:30PM   As my error on a certain case was "annouced",  DHS passed nearby (one wearing light blue and another striped red) LAUGH-MOCKING OUT LOUD.  A DH SAID "THE START of THE ATTACK". 2PM   DH (TRASH TALKER) with BITCH hooting (sexual undertones) START TALK "IT'S CANCELLED... LET'S EXIT". 2:50PM  DH (same) start mocking again "GOOD JOB... BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY... IT'S UP TO YOU." 3::15PM   I continue to work on my cases (after a bio hreak) AND MY LEFT LEG GOT PROMPTLY TWITCHED.  A DH walked past the aisle nearby and said "LUNATIC". 3:56PM   A DH behind said "YOU DON'T LIKE A JOKE.. LET'S MAKE IT REAL THEN". ****  AS I WRITE THIS DOWN TWITCHES ON MY LEFT LEG CONTINUED. 4PM   AS I GOT TO THE CANTEEN, THE SPOT WHERE I USUALLY SIT WAS OCCUPIED BY THE DH SUPERVISOR (TRASH TALKER HARASSER).  A CANTEEN STAFF STOOD NEXT TO ME AND SHOUTED "YOUR BOYFRIEND IS HERE". 4:35PM   AS I SAT AT ANOT...

5:30PM   At the outdoor bazaar inside the residential compound, a bitch vendor (with a heart print white tee) started saying "HOW STUPID..."  WHEN I PASSED BY TO CHECK THEIR PRODUCTS.  On another table, A DH (IN BLACK and after making sure that I could see them) STARTED WHISPERING AS HE CONTINUED TO STARE AT ME, TO THE BITCH VENDOR (wearing blue with a half-foreign looking face) who in turn started to LAUGH (SNEER) while saying "YEAH... TRUE" AS I STOOD IN FRONT OF THEIR TABLE. 6:30PM  While checking out some tees (small male kid sizes), A DH WITH A SMALL KID PASSED BY WITH THE KID SAYING "ARE YOU A GUY". 9:30PM   While lying down (suddenly got so drowsy after eating) A DH WITH A MOTORBIKE JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW STARTED REVVING IT'S MOTOR ON AND OFF.  I started to FEEL AN IRRITATING ON AND OFF SENSATION ON MY CHEST.  The dh continued to do so for 5mins or so.  As I remained in a half asleep half awake state, THE DH CURSED ALOUD "YOUR MOTHER...

9:29AM   A DH (MAINTENANCE STAFF) STOOD OUTSIDE AND WHEN I ACCIDENTALLY SAW HIM THE GODDAM SENSATION STARTED UP MY ASS.  I turned on my recorded messages. 10:30AM   A DH WITH A LOUD TALKING KID STARTED WALKING AROUND, with the kid HOOTING ALOUD AS I TURNED UP THE VOLUME OF MY RECORDER. 11AM  THE KID WITH THE DH CONTINUED AND I STARTED TO FEEL REAL IRRITATED.  I STARTED SHOUTING.  SOMEONE STARTED KNOCKING UNEVENLY (OR MAKING SOME KIND OF KNOCKING SOUND) ON THE SCREEN DOOR.  I started shouting again.  A security guard seemed to be at the hallway already.

9AM   NO APPETITE AND COULD NOT SEEM TO TASTE MY FOOD. ****  CONSTANTLY HAVING SHARP TOOTHACHES ON MY RIGHT UPPER MOLAR since yesterday. 9:40AM  Preparing to go in the bathroom AND COULD BARELY BREATHE. 10:13AM   Sexual stimulation (abnormal and from God knows where and FROM WHOM) is HINDERING ME FROM MY ROUTINE OF PREPARING FOR WORK (trying to make me late for work again) 10:40AM   STARTING TO FEEL VERY UNCOMFORTABLE AGAIN AND DIZZY, MAKING ME STOP AND VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO PREPARE FOR WORK. 11:12AM  FELT LIKE VOMITING AS I GOT TO THE CORNER OF THE STREET.  A BLACK SUV WITH HAZARD LIGHTS ON WAS PARKED A FEW METERS FROM ME. 9:22PM   THERE WAS A SUDDEN COMMOTION (OF HAPPINESS).  And the fucked up device MAKING FEEL DEAD (FOR SOME REASON). PUQ215 WHITE SUV BLOCKING MY WAY.

6:45AM   (At home)  While blogging about yesterday's events, A BITCH AT THE STAIRS LANDING ABOVE OUR WINDOW SAID "SORRY".  THEN "IT'S NOT ALLOWED (or PROHIBITED)." 8:20AM   A BITCH STARTED TALKING ABOVE OUR WINDOW.  I TURNED ON MY RECORDED MESSAGES.  THE BITCH STARTED MOCK-LAUGHING ALOUD. 11:16AM   WHITE CAR WITH COCA COLA LOGO PASSED BY FOLLOWED BY CABS WITH PASSENGERS OR CABS COMING FROM THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION AND GETTING FLAGGED BY OTHER WAITING PASSENGERS (WHO CAME AFTER ME) LIKE A COUPLE WITH A DH WEARING A BLUE CHECKERED SHIRT. A WHITE CAR UAO433 (WITH A BLACK SUV AT IT'S FRONT) PARKED AT THE AREA WHERE I USUALLY GET OFF WKH568 TROOPER SUV FOLLOWING AND THREATENING TO RUN ME OVER AS IT PARKED IN FRONT OF ME. A DH IN WHITE (STAFF MAINTENANCE UNIFORM) COVERED HIS NOSE AS HE PASSED ME BY.  When I entered the lobby of our bldg ANOTHER DH IN WHITE SAID "THANK YOU". 12:07PM   LOUD MOUTH BITCHES CAME INTO THE WASHROOM CALLING SOMEO...

11:10AM   As I passed by a house on my way to get a ride, a DH HOLLERED WHILE ANOTHER SAID "THAT'S IT". 11:19AM   NO CAB AGAIN.  AN OWNER JEEP PASSED BY WITH A NUMBER OF GROUP PASSENGER CABS FOLLOWING.  MANY SMALL SCHOOL KIDS PASSING BY WITH THEIR NANNIES (MALE OR FEMALE). 11:31AM   CAUGHT IN A LONG TRAFFIC AGAIN BEFORE A MAJOR INTERSECTION OF THE MAIN ROAD. ZPE887 GREYISH BLUE BLOCKED THE ROAD WHILE (PRETENDING) TO MANEOUVER. 11:50AM   At the entrance to the bldg where I usually log in for work, A GROUP WITH SOME DHS WEARING BRIGHT ORANGE came out and started talking aloud (happily).  I felt the urge to TALK BACK RE PAYMENT FOR HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATIONS (AND CONTINUOUS).  AS I DID SO, A BITCH (HALF-FILIPINO) PASSED IN FRONT OF ME AND FROWNED.  I SHOUTED AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE.   A DH WEARING A SHIRT (WITH THE UK FLAG printed on it's back) walked hurriedly and went past me.  NEARING THE 2ND BLDG, ANOTHER DH LOOKED AT ME WITH A...

***  3PM   Strange that I do not feel hungry right now.  I got a negative twitch as I proceeded to go on break (for God-knows-what reason).   I started coughing as I wrote this. 2:40PM   ON LUNCH BREAK, GREETED A PREVIOUS TEAM MATE (nice to me) who claims to be a fag.  FAMILIAR LAUGHTER BY A GROUP STARTED. ***  Everywhere I go inside the office, fags suddenly appear.  Not to mention some sniveling (with gender). 4:40PM   As I returned to my workstation after training, TWO DHS (ONE WEARING PINK) WHOM I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE WERE SITTING NEXT TO MY SEATMATE (NEXT TO MY TABLE).  THE MORE AGGRESIVE DH IN PINK SAID AS I PROCEEDED TO TAKE MY SEAT "STILL HAS FIGHTING CHANCE", to which the other one (with long bangs) agreed with a SLIGHT SNEER.  FELT UNCOMFORTABLE (WITH A YAWN) SO I GOT UP AND LEFT. On the table behind me was a tumbler with "TAIWAN" printed BOLDLY ON IT. **** Earlier, the "fag" whom I spoke to at the cafeteria wa...

9:30AM   NO APPETITE.  HAD LIGHT BREAKFAST ONLY. 10:44AM   SUDDENLY FEELING VERY SLEEPY OR DROWSY. 11:10AM   VERY DROWSY STILL.  HAVING SLIGHT HEADACHE AND SENSITIVE TO DAYLIGHT EVEN IF ITS CLOUDY. 11:17AM   NOW FEEL LIKE VOMITING. 11:55AM   FELT HUNGRY SO GOT TO THE PANTRY IN ANOTHER BLDG.  ALL THE TABLES WERE OCCUPIED SO I SHARED THE TABLE WITH A BITCH IN PINK.  AS I SAT DOWN, THE BITCH (pink) IN FRONT OF ME HELD HER NOSE.  FAGS THEN LAUGHED OUT LOUD BEHIND ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN.  AN UGLY DH IN BROWN (WITH NO HAIR) FOLLOWED TO THE TABLE AND TURNED OUT TO BE AN ACQUAINTANCE OF THE BITCH. 12PM   THE BITCH HAS MOBILE UNDERNEATH THE TABLE.  STARTED TO FEEL SOMETHING ON MY CHEST AREA AND CENTER JUST BELOW RIBCAGE.  Bitch also started saying "EXTENSION HAS BEEN GRANTED".  Started to feel very pissed as the BITCH CONTINUED TO TALK.  As I continued to blog, the BITCH SAID "YOU'RE GOING TO BE LATE". *** ...

8AM   WOKE UP WITH INTENSE PAIN ON MY LOWER BACK. 10PM   As I prepared for bed, a motorbike just BELOW OUR WINDOW STARTED TO TURN HIS MOTOR OFF AND ON (OR REV IT OFF AND ON), WHILE I START TO FEEL SLIGHTLY PISSED. 10:25PM   AS I LAYED DOWN TO SLEEP A GROUP OF LOUD TALKING and LAUGHING OLD SOUNDING DH WITH BITCHES GOT OUT OF A CAR IN THE PARKING LOT BELOW. ****  As I write this down, small kids STARTED TO GIGGLE ALOUD NEARBY.

11/08/2014 6:31AM   WOKE UP WITH MY LEFT EAR FEELING PARTIALLY DEAF (AS IF SOMETHING STUCK IN IT). ****  ACTUALLY STARTED YESTERDAY. 3:40PM   LEFT EAR FELT DEAF AGAIN AFTER A NAP, and a DULL HEADACHE. 5:20PM   CONTINUE TO HAVE POUNDING HEADACHE ON AND OFF. 6PM   TRYING TO ORGANIZE AND PUT AWAY SOME STUFF, STARTED TO FEEL VERY UNCOMFORTABLE AND IRRITATED (PALPITATIONS AND HEADACHE) IN SYNC TO THE SHOUTS OF THE DHS PRETENDING TO PLAY BASKETBALL AT THE NEARBY COURT.   I STARTED FEELING HEAVY AND FINDING IT VERY DIFFICULT TO CONTINUE WITH THIS VERY SIMPLE TASK. 8:30PM   EXTREME DULL PAIN ON MY HEAD CONTINUES AS I TRY TO RECORD MY VOICE MESSAGES WHILE I PREPARE FOR MY MEAL. 8:40PM   NOW STARTING TO FEEL NAUSEOUS. 8:48PM   MY HEADACHE CONTINUES EVEN AS I START TO EAT.

9:58AM   SOME DH STARTED DRILLING SOMETHING REAL LOUD JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.  I started shouting out the window. NO CAB PASSING THROUGH.  BUT CARS AND TRIKES WANTING ME TO RIDE A GODDAM PASSENGER CAB. 11:30AM   WAITED FOR TWENTY MINUTES TIL I GOT A CAB. 11:40AM   NOW STUCK IN TRAFFIC AGAIN. 11:57AM   A TEENAGER (or tall kid) ON THE STREET WEARING ORANGE STOOPING DOWN EXPOSING HIS BACK SIDE. 2:10PM   EXCRUCIATING PAIN ON MY LOWER ABDOMEN AND BACK. 2:16PM   PAIN CONTINUES ON MAKING IT VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO MOVE AROUND OR FOCUS ON ANYTHING.  A DH said aloud in the hallway "you're so sexy".  A bitch said in the washroom "COZ YOU'RE SO STUBBORN". ****  A DH IN THE LOCKER ROOM CAME IN AND STARTED CLIPPING HIS NAILS. 2:30PM   THE PAIN CONTINUES.  WANES BUT STARTS ALL OVER AGAIN.  I COULD NOT FUCKING THINK. ****  THESE NIGGERS WITH THE DEVICE AND ALL THEIR ASSOCIATES ARE ALL GOING TO FUCKING DIE SOON. ...

2AM   WOKE UP but COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP. 11:18AM   CAUGHT IN HEAVY TRAFFIC NOW. 12PM   AT A MAJOR TELECOM provider OFFICE, AFTER PAYING MY BILL I ASKED TO SPEAK TO A TECH SUPPORT STAFF AND A FAG IMMEDIATELY CAME OUT AND STARTED TALKING TO ME LIKE AN IRRITATED KNOW-IT-ALL WHO IS IN A GODDAM HURRY.  As I got out (FEELING LIKE I GOT DUPED INTO SOMETHING), A VAN WITH THE ABS-CBN LOGO PASSED ME BY.

4AM   WOKE UP FEELING PAIN IN MY UNDERPANTS.  Our toilet is still very clogged. ****  This has been happening for the past couple of weeks wherein MY SLEEP IS ALWAYS BEING DISRUPTED BY A SUDDEN URGE TO PEE OR BY NOISES OUTSIDE, OR BY SNEEZES AND I HAVE A HARD TIME GETTING BACK TO SLEEP. 4:30AM   I NOW START TO SNEEZE UNCONTROLLABLY, which I am quite sure is meant to KEEP ME FROM GOING BACK TO SLEEP. 6AM   WOKE UP WITH DEBILITATING PAIN ON MY LOWER BACK.  Must be using the GODDAM RADIOWAVE DEVICE TO FORCE ME TO HAVE MY PERIOD.  Went back to sleep again. 7AM   WOKE UP WITH SORENESS AND WEAKENING PAIN  ALL OVER MY LOWER ABDOMEN AREA.  Not to mention CONTINUATION OF NERVE (OR BONE) CHRONIC PAIN RUNNING FROM MY RIGHT HAND UP TO MY SHOULDER. 10AM   ABNORMAL WARMTH CAUSING COLD CLAMMY SWEAT WHILE THE REST OF MY EXTREMITIES ARE COLD. 10:30AM   PAIN ON MY SHOULDER ARM AND HAND CONTINUED WITH SPASMS ON MY LOWER ABDOMEN AND BA...

9:30AM   Our toilet is VERY CLOGGED AGAIN (for some reason again). 1PM   FEELING EXCRUCIATING MUSCLE PAIN ON MY HAND (THUMB AREA) LEADING TO MY RIGHT ARM AND SHOULDER.  THE PAIN INCREASED AS A LATHING OR DRILLING TYPE OF NOISE CONTINUED. ****  Also starting to feel very irritated, then drowsy.  I am also being prevented from brushing my teeth.  Just as I was about to, THE PAIN ON MY RIGHT ARM STARTED AGAIN. 3PM  I FELL ASLEEP AND THE NIGGERS OUTSIDE STARTED SHOUTING AT RANDOM AND MAKING NOISE (MAKING ME GO IN AND OUT OF SLEEP). 6PM   DHS VIOLENTLY HOLLERING IN UNISON RIGHT OUTSIDE OUR WINDOW (WHILE PRETENDING TO PLAY BASKETBALL).  THIS HAD STARTED 30 TO 45 MINS AGO. 7PM   As I got disturbed by my mother cutting short my surfing the net, SOME NIGGER STARTED CLUCKING HIS/HER TONGUE JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.

5:30AM   (around)  While trying to get back to sleep (after waking at 5AM, an hour too early) KIDS started SHOUTING OR MAKING LOUD NOISES.  CRYING TODDLERS OR BABIES BROUGHT INTO THE HALLWAY.  DHS CLEARING THEIR THROATS AND SPITTING ALOUD.  Our toilet is clogged again for three days now in a row. 9AM   GODDAM VIDEOKE WITH MURMURING SINGERS (and LOUD BOOMING BASS) SEEMED TO HAVE STARTED AS SOON AS I WOKE UP.  FELT VERY IRRITATED WITH THE NOISE (SLOW IDLE BEAT) THEY SEEM TO BE CREATING. 10:15AM  DROWSINESS OR SLEEPINESS STARTING AS I PREPARE TO CHANGE MY CLOTHES. 10:26AM   A KID AND A DH SHOUTED AS I NEARED OUR WINDOW.  HEAVY PAINFUL PALPITATIONS STARTED AND SEEMED TO BE WEARING ME DOWN AND MAKING ME FEEL EXHAUSTED AND BREATHLESS. 10:48AM   IRRITATING SHARP WARM SENSATION ON MY NECK CHEST AND SHOULDER WITH COLD CLAMMY PAINFUL FEELING. 11AM    NO CAB PASSING THROUGH.  A CAR WITH COCA COLA SIGN PASSED BY.  ...

10:49AM   TRYING TO RECORD SOMETHING (FOR ALMOST 20MINS NOW) WHEN I SUDDENLY GOT DISCONNECTED AND LOST EVERYTHING.  A DH PASSED OUTSIDE JIGGLING HIS KEYS BEFORE IT HAPPENED. *** THIS HAS BEEN HAPPENING FOR SOME TIME NOW.  I ALWAYS GET DISCONNECTED ONLINE WHEN I AM TRYING TO WRITE A BLOG OR MY APP GOES HAYWIRE OR FREEZES.  As I write this a CAR MAKES SOME NOISE DOWNSTAIRS AND A STEREO PLAYING SOME HIGH BASS FAST DRUM BEATS GOT LOUDER making me feel PALPITATIONS AND IRRITATED (and FEELING BAD WITH A SENSATION UP MY ASS).  SOMEONE OUTSIDE ALSO STARTED SINGING ON A VIDEOKE. 3:30PM   LOUD VIDEOKE IS STARTING TO GET LOUDER (when I turned the TV on) AND STARTING TO IRRITATE ME NOW.  IT HAD STARTED SINCE MORNING BUT NOT AS LOUD.