HARASSMENT 12/01/2014
11:10AM TYR294 (MORNING SUN) CAB WITH THE FLAG OF A RELIGIOUS GROUP sticker GOT IN THE WAY THEN STOPPED ABRUPTLY IN FRONT.
11:20AM DH at a Starbucks seating area started talking or "whining" ACCUSINGLY "TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR OWN LIFE (I DON'T CARE)." I FELT TICKED OFF AGAIN SO I SHOUTED.
RKZ576 DELIVERY VAN BLOCKING THE WAY.
11:50AM AS I WAS TIMING IN, A DH IN BLACK STOOD SO CLOSE BEHIND MY BACK THAT I ALMOST RAN INTO HIM AS I TURNED. I GAVE OUT AN IRKED RESPONSE (UNDER MY BREATH) AND THE DH RETORTED BACK. I FELT INFURIATED SO WENT BACK AND CONFRONTED THE DH WHO DENIED EVERYTHING ANGRILY. I STARTED SHOUTING AND THE UGLY BASTARD DID THE FINGER SIGN. He was later pulled away by a bitch who was hiding nearby. A DH (ORIENTAL LOOKING with a scowl on his face) ALSO CAME OUT FROM NOWHERE (WEARING PINK) SHUSHING ME INSTEAD OF CONFRONTING THE DH (WHO LOOKED LIKE A GODDAM GOON). Even the guards were just LOITERING AROUND DOING NOTHING WHEN I HAD BEEN SHOUTING FOR AT LEAST 5 MINS ALREADY. Both DHS WERE NOT WEARING ANY ID.
**** AGAIN SAME SCENARIO, I AM THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS MADE TO APPEAR AS THE AGGRESSOR. INSTEAD OF THESE PROVOKERS AND SUBTLE ATTACKERS BEING CONFRONTED AND REPRIMANDED RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, I AM THE ONE GETTING THE BAD OR YOU'RE-CRAZY (with FEIGNED SURPRISE, UNBELIEVABLE, or MORTIFIED) LOOK. IF I GET LUCKY I GET ACCUSED OUTRIGHT OF BEING A LUNATIC AND GET SNEERED AT.
2:39PM FELT THE URGE TO PEE. AS I ROUNDED A CORNER A DH IN RED AND BLACK STRIPES BLOCKED MY WAY AND SAID "SORRY".
4PM AT THE PANTRY, AS I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE, A DH WEARING A WHITE SHIRT WITH STRIPES SUDDENLY TOOK A SEAT WHICH BLOCKED MY WAY. I WAS ABOUT TO PROCEED BUT SOMETHING STOPPED ME (WITH AN EXPLANATION IN MY HEAD ABOUT SOME NIGGERS SETTING ME UP FOR THEIR USUAL PROPAGANDA). THE OTHER ROUTE WAS OCCUPIED BY A BLACK FOREIGNER.
AT THE WASHROOM, A BITCH CAME IN SLAMMING A CUBICLE DOOR. THEN ANOTHER STARTED SAYING "IT'S GOING TO BE NEXT WEEK" I GOT IRKED AGAIN so I ALSO STARTED TALKING (NONSENSE).
9PM Got called in to the HR department. As I stepped out of the elevator on my way to the venue, A SMILING (or smirking) BITCH WAS STANDING dramatically AT THE FOYER IN A FLOWER PRINTED BLACK SHIRT.
Apparently my previous supervisor had FILED A COMPLAINT AGAINST ME (about an incident that happened weeks back). As I was listening to the report against me being read, I STARTED TO FEEL VERY BAD (LIKE EXPLODING even if I was not really that mad). I HAD A LOT OF QUESTIONS IN MIND BUT NEVER GOT TO ASK THEM AND STARTED FORGETTING THEM AS THE HEAVY AND STRONG PALPITATIONS (and CHILLS with my jaw trembling UNCONTROLLABLY) GREW STRONGER AND STRONGER. These palpitations and cold feeling had STARTED AS SOON AS I WALKED INTO THE ROOM (DESPITE THE FACT THAT THE HR PERSONNEL SEEMED PLEASANT ENOUGH). I felt VERY EXHAUSTED SOON AFTER.
*** IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE CASE. THIS FUCKED UP DEVICE SCREWS MY HEAD and whatever it is that I HAD TO SAY SO MUCH SO THAT I END UP NOT SAYING WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY OR ASK FOR WHAT I NEEDED TO KNOW. THEN WHEN THE SESSION IS OVER, I FEEL LIKE I AM ABOUT TO EXPLODE WITH THOUGHTS ACCUSING ME AS TO WHY I DID NOT BOTHER TO ASK.
This TYPE OF TORTURE has BEEN GOING ON FOR MORE THAN 14 YEARS NOW AND THEIR NIGGER ASSOCIATES (SECRET SQUATTER SERVICE) HAVE THE NERVE AND THE AUDACITY TO ASK ME AS TO WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE (AND MY CAREER).
10:27PM FEELING VERY HEAVY AND BAD (CONSTRICTING CHEST) AND SOMETHING UP MY ASS. The feeling MAKES ME WANT TO SHOUT OR CRY (OR go into a RAGE).
11:20AM DH at a Starbucks seating area started talking or "whining" ACCUSINGLY "TAKE CHARGE OF YOUR OWN LIFE (I DON'T CARE)." I FELT TICKED OFF AGAIN SO I SHOUTED.
RKZ576 DELIVERY VAN BLOCKING THE WAY.
11:50AM AS I WAS TIMING IN, A DH IN BLACK STOOD SO CLOSE BEHIND MY BACK THAT I ALMOST RAN INTO HIM AS I TURNED. I GAVE OUT AN IRKED RESPONSE (UNDER MY BREATH) AND THE DH RETORTED BACK. I FELT INFURIATED SO WENT BACK AND CONFRONTED THE DH WHO DENIED EVERYTHING ANGRILY. I STARTED SHOUTING AND THE UGLY BASTARD DID THE FINGER SIGN. He was later pulled away by a bitch who was hiding nearby. A DH (ORIENTAL LOOKING with a scowl on his face) ALSO CAME OUT FROM NOWHERE (WEARING PINK) SHUSHING ME INSTEAD OF CONFRONTING THE DH (WHO LOOKED LIKE A GODDAM GOON). Even the guards were just LOITERING AROUND DOING NOTHING WHEN I HAD BEEN SHOUTING FOR AT LEAST 5 MINS ALREADY. Both DHS WERE NOT WEARING ANY ID.
**** AGAIN SAME SCENARIO, I AM THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS MADE TO APPEAR AS THE AGGRESSOR. INSTEAD OF THESE PROVOKERS AND SUBTLE ATTACKERS BEING CONFRONTED AND REPRIMANDED RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, I AM THE ONE GETTING THE BAD OR YOU'RE-CRAZY (with FEIGNED SURPRISE, UNBELIEVABLE, or MORTIFIED) LOOK. IF I GET LUCKY I GET ACCUSED OUTRIGHT OF BEING A LUNATIC AND GET SNEERED AT.
2:39PM FELT THE URGE TO PEE. AS I ROUNDED A CORNER A DH IN RED AND BLACK STRIPES BLOCKED MY WAY AND SAID "SORRY".
4PM AT THE PANTRY, AS I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE, A DH WEARING A WHITE SHIRT WITH STRIPES SUDDENLY TOOK A SEAT WHICH BLOCKED MY WAY. I WAS ABOUT TO PROCEED BUT SOMETHING STOPPED ME (WITH AN EXPLANATION IN MY HEAD ABOUT SOME NIGGERS SETTING ME UP FOR THEIR USUAL PROPAGANDA). THE OTHER ROUTE WAS OCCUPIED BY A BLACK FOREIGNER.
AT THE WASHROOM, A BITCH CAME IN SLAMMING A CUBICLE DOOR. THEN ANOTHER STARTED SAYING "IT'S GOING TO BE NEXT WEEK" I GOT IRKED AGAIN so I ALSO STARTED TALKING (NONSENSE).
9PM Got called in to the HR department. As I stepped out of the elevator on my way to the venue, A SMILING (or smirking) BITCH WAS STANDING dramatically AT THE FOYER IN A FLOWER PRINTED BLACK SHIRT.
Apparently my previous supervisor had FILED A COMPLAINT AGAINST ME (about an incident that happened weeks back). As I was listening to the report against me being read, I STARTED TO FEEL VERY BAD (LIKE EXPLODING even if I was not really that mad). I HAD A LOT OF QUESTIONS IN MIND BUT NEVER GOT TO ASK THEM AND STARTED FORGETTING THEM AS THE HEAVY AND STRONG PALPITATIONS (and CHILLS with my jaw trembling UNCONTROLLABLY) GREW STRONGER AND STRONGER. These palpitations and cold feeling had STARTED AS SOON AS I WALKED INTO THE ROOM (DESPITE THE FACT THAT THE HR PERSONNEL SEEMED PLEASANT ENOUGH). I felt VERY EXHAUSTED SOON AFTER.
*** IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE CASE. THIS FUCKED UP DEVICE SCREWS MY HEAD and whatever it is that I HAD TO SAY SO MUCH SO THAT I END UP NOT SAYING WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY OR ASK FOR WHAT I NEEDED TO KNOW. THEN WHEN THE SESSION IS OVER, I FEEL LIKE I AM ABOUT TO EXPLODE WITH THOUGHTS ACCUSING ME AS TO WHY I DID NOT BOTHER TO ASK.
This TYPE OF TORTURE has BEEN GOING ON FOR MORE THAN 14 YEARS NOW AND THEIR NIGGER ASSOCIATES (SECRET SQUATTER SERVICE) HAVE THE NERVE AND THE AUDACITY TO ASK ME AS TO WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE (AND MY CAREER).
10:27PM FEELING VERY HEAVY AND BAD (CONSTRICTING CHEST) AND SOMETHING UP MY ASS. The feeling MAKES ME WANT TO SHOUT OR CRY (OR go into a RAGE).
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