The Oppression Diaries

05/18 (Verbal attacks at the office continue throughout the shift)  9+PM   Kid upstairs screams. 10:34PM   Bitch with kid next door continue making noises and talking aloud at the hallway outside.  Going back and forth their room repeatedly (opening and even slamming their door).  Kid inside screams.  Felt the twitch on my eyes again. 10:51PM   Car slams door at the parking area below.  Felt my eyes twitch again.  Bitches next door shout.  Another bitch gives out a fiendish laugh. 11PM   Big mouth fat bitch and bitches start loud chatter downstairs.  One of the bitches talk and I felt a twitch again.  Bitch next door shouts.  Another bitch fakes a loud sneeze and I felt another twitch to my eyes.  A very loud humming noise continues outside.  Find it hard to get any sleep. 11:52PM   Bitches downstairs laugh again and I felt the twitch again.  Someone next door slams a cabinet....

05/11 (This is regarding the bullshit happening at the office) Employees from the other teams (including some from mine) continue to talk non-stop about this bullshit (fake) suitor issue.  Giving comments and making a lot of side remarks (more of character assassination and bad gossip) referring to certain events that happened earlier or the day before. 05/12 Talk about this bullshit issue again.  Remarks that (I am) too strict.  Projecting again (how they REALLY feel or what they really are) like always to me.  THEY ARE THE ONES FORCING AN EXACT RESPONSE FROM ME.  IT HAS TO BE LIKE THIS. IT HAS TO BE LIKE THAT...BLAH  BLAH.  GO TO HELL WITH ALL YOUR BULLSHIT!!!!!! Can be heard being said aloud from the other team "he/she just imaginary". 05/13 7+AM   (Trying to meditate at home)  Fast music starts to play aloud from the outside.  Getting really distracted. 4:45PM   Getting very painful cramps (as induced b...

05/04 (Got late for work.  Getting so affected by bullshit going on at the office regarding the guy mentioned earlier who seemed to want to make my acquaintance.)   10AM   A dickhead colleague said aloud, out of the blue, "he/she is jealous." 12+PM   Don't feel well.  Could not taste the food I was eating.  Work performance also affected adversely. 3+PM    Started to rain heavily.  Already thought of riding a cab.  A dickhead passed by and said directly at me while talking on his cellphone "ride a cab." I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THESE CHEAPSHITS STILL NEED TO STATE THE OBVIOUS; TREATING ME LIKE I DON'T HAVE ANY COMMON SENSE.  BUT THEY ARE NOWHERE TO BE FOUND WHEN I AM IN DIRE NEED OF ASSISTANCE (WHEN I WAS BEING ASSAULTED BY ONE OF THESE GODDAM SECRET NIGGERS).  I HOPE THAT WHOEVER THE HELL IS OFFERING THEM THIS IDIOTIC JOB GETS KILLED RIGHT AWAY. 2+PM   (at the office, in line on my way into the production floor)  A...

(continuation to May 03) In connection to my "uncontrollable weeping", I could not understand why it has to ALWAYS come to a point where I GET SO GODDAM CONFUSED BY THIS GODDAM RADAR THAT I ALWAYS HAVE TO GET HURT when it comes to these SECRET BULLSHIT NUANCES.   There seems to be a no-speak-to-her-directly policy among these niggers.  Whether they are planning to harass me or (probably) pretend to make my acquaintance, they make it a point to make it doubly difficult for me to respond directly.  AND SINCE THEY ACT LIKE THEY'RE TRYING TO COMMUNICATE TO A BLIND, DEAF AND DUMB PERSON (AS IF I WASN'T THERE) I ALWAYS END UP GETTING CONFUSED.  THAT'S NOT EVEN HALF THE PROBLEM.  WAIT TILL THEY GET CONFUSED AND STARTS SECOND-GUESSING.  IF THEY COULD NOT FIGURE OUT WHY I ACTED IN A CERTAIN WAY THEY GET MAD AT ME (FOR MY ACTIONS THAT THEY JUST LOVE TO READ INTO AND INTERPRET EXCESSIVELY) AND HARASS ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN (AS IF GOD GAVE THEM THE RIGHT) TILL THEY...

05/01 8:30PM   Loud hum in parking lot outside our window.  It somehow was synchronized to the humming of our fridge and my palpitations.  Finding it very hard to get to sleep. 9;04PM   Dickheads and bitches outside talking and laughing aloud. 9:20PM   Kids upstairs talk aloud.  Something (sensation) up my ass.  Could not sleep.  My eyes twitch to almost every sound.  Dickheads laugh and a kid babbles as I start talking to myself. 10PM   Dickhead starts knocking next door and slams door.  A kid upstairs started to shout "mama."  Bitches next door start to talk aloud at their open window, which can be heard in our room.   10:30PM   Loud hum again coming from the outside.  Our room started to smell of cigarette smoke.  I start sneezing. 11PM   Bitches and dickhead talk aloud in the parking area outside. 11:27PM   I start to doze, dickheads start shouting in the parking lot.   05/03 5:2...

04/24 12:06AM   I stopped talking and pretended to fall asleep.  Group of bitches downstairs started talking and I felt the twitch again.  A kid barked again but there was no twitch.  He barked again and there I felt my eyes twitched this time. 12:12AM   Kid continued on hooting with the accompanying twitches to my eyes to EACH SOUND.  Started to feel very pissed.  Sensation started up my ass again.  Motorbike came in.  More loud talk with twitches, and twitches even without any sound or noise from the outside. 12:20AM   Harassment continues.  Felt the sensation up my ass again as I take note of all of this bullshit. 12:28AM   Felt an intense warm feeling on my tummy.  Sensation up my ass again.  Started to have a very bad feeling (like longing for something or someone).  A dickhead (or fag) passed by area outside our window while talking aloud.  My mother starts to take notice I was not sleeping ye...

04/18 Dizzy the whole shift.  Computer acting up (kept getting stuck or freezes).  Right shoulder pain. 04/19 5:30PM   Bitch in aquamarine shirt run ahead of me to beat me to the elevator. 8+PM   Loud hum sound in the parking area.  Starting to give me a headache.  Feeling very hot and very irritated.  NO DIFFERENT FROM THE FEELING OF BEING TORTURED. 04/20 12AM   Bitches outside started talking aloud which rudely awakened me from sleep. 4AM   Left eye bone pain. 6+AM   (At the office)  One dickhead colleague started to make a hissing sound as I was joking around with another fellow colleague.  THIS SAME DICKHEAD COLLEAGUE WAS HARASSING ME ON ANOTHER OCCASION BY MAKING SCATHING COMMENTS THAT INDIRECTLY MENTION SOME EVENTS THAT HAPPENED TO ME WITHIN THE DAY, WITH A FELLOW BITCH COLLEAGUE. I started to feel very pissed and became very distracted with my work, which made me commit a lot of errors....

04/13 (Had a pounding headache all day, and so could not concentrate on my work.) I was actually the very last one (quite humiliating) to achieve quota for the day due to a lot of computer issues.  Also heard some one (an oriental dickhead) talking aloud about performance management (for low performers), as if to add to the insult. These cheapshits love to show me the sign "low profile" every time I feel disgusted with my job performance.  It probably never occurred to them that being one of the low performers in my job meant management still noticing me (in an unfavorable light that is).  So only an idiot would believe that these cheapshits who are screwing up my computer (and slowing me down with radar-induced, and even actual-as-a-result-of-assaults, physical injuries) really meant well.  This is actually the same exact thing that they did to me in my previous job.  Their excuse there was that "I have poor listening skills."  Now, they're saying to ...