COMMENTARY ON MAY 03, 2012
(continuation to May 03)
In connection to my "uncontrollable weeping", I could not understand why it has to ALWAYS come to a point where I GET SO GODDAM CONFUSED BY THIS GODDAM RADAR THAT I ALWAYS HAVE TO GET HURT when it comes to these SECRET BULLSHIT NUANCES.
There seems to be a no-speak-to-her-directly policy among these niggers. Whether they are planning to harass me or (probably) pretend to make my acquaintance, they make it a point to make it doubly difficult for me to respond directly. AND SINCE THEY ACT LIKE THEY'RE TRYING TO COMMUNICATE TO A BLIND, DEAF AND DUMB PERSON (AS IF I WASN'T THERE) I ALWAYS END UP GETTING CONFUSED. THAT'S NOT EVEN HALF THE PROBLEM. WAIT TILL THEY GET CONFUSED AND STARTS SECOND-GUESSING. IF THEY COULD NOT FIGURE OUT WHY I ACTED IN A CERTAIN WAY THEY GET MAD AT ME (FOR MY ACTIONS THAT THEY JUST LOVE TO READ INTO AND INTERPRET EXCESSIVELY) AND HARASS ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN (AS IF GOD GAVE THEM THE RIGHT) TILL THEY ARE SATISFIED WITH THE RESULT OF THEIR GODDAM "EVALUATION". NEVER MIND IF I GET HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN IN THE PROCESS. THEY SIMPLY "DEMAND" TO KNOW WHAT I MEANT BY THOSE ACTIONS.
ONE CAN JUST IMAGINE HOW DIFFICULT THAT WOULD BE. TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE ACTUATIONS OF A PERSON BY APPLYING A CATALYST, IN MY CASE, HARASSMENT, AND THEN PURELY SECOND-GUESSING OR "THEORIZING" WHY I ACTED THAT WAY. IF BY CHANCE I GET TO RETORT FAST ENOUGH (SINCE THEIR MODUS OPERANDI IS HARASS-THEN-RUN) THEIR USUAL REACTION WOULD BE "THEY DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT" , AND IF THEY ARE IN A BAD MOOD THEY WOULD VERBALLY AND EVEN PHYSICALLY ATTACK ME, WHILE ACCUSING ME OF BEING "SPOILED", "ARROGANT", "A USER", "INGRATE", AND OTHER WORDS THAT DESCRIBE ME AS THE VILLAIN AND NOT THE VICTIM OF THEIR BULLSHIT.
EVEN IF THEY HAVE A PSYCHOLOGIST TO DO THEIR HOCUS-POCUS, IT WON'T REALLY MATTER SINCE I WOULD NEVER GET TO DEFEND MY SIDE. NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT IT TAKES TIME FOR THEIR GODDAM SHRINK TO FIGURE OUT WHAT REALLY HAPPENED AND TO STOP THEIR GODDAM HARASS-HER-TIL-SHE-BREAKS DOWN ROUTINE. SO WHILE THESE NIGGERS ARE WAITING FOR THE "RESULT" (THEY TAG IT AS MY "EXAM" OR "TEST") THE GODDAM HARASSMENT CONTINUES!
AND SO GOES THE CYCLE OF CONFUSION CREATED BY THESE NIGGERS, AND THEN BLAMING ME IF THEY DON'T GET THEIR EXPECTED RESPONSE. THEY ARE VERY SENSITIVE WHEN I GET THE CHANCE TO HEAP INSULTS AT THEM (DUE TO THEIR CONSISTENT BLATANT STUPIDITY AND TYRANNY OVER ME), AND OVERLY DEMANDING. THEY WANT ME TO REACT "ACCURATELY" TO THEIR SECRET BODILY GESTURES AND ACTIONS. IF I DON'T, THEY GET FUCKING MAD.
WHO THE HELL DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? THE ONLY REACTION THEY WOULD GET FROM ME IS THERE IS NO DEAL FOREVER!
In connection to my "uncontrollable weeping", I could not understand why it has to ALWAYS come to a point where I GET SO GODDAM CONFUSED BY THIS GODDAM RADAR THAT I ALWAYS HAVE TO GET HURT when it comes to these SECRET BULLSHIT NUANCES.
There seems to be a no-speak-to-her-directly policy among these niggers. Whether they are planning to harass me or (probably) pretend to make my acquaintance, they make it a point to make it doubly difficult for me to respond directly. AND SINCE THEY ACT LIKE THEY'RE TRYING TO COMMUNICATE TO A BLIND, DEAF AND DUMB PERSON (AS IF I WASN'T THERE) I ALWAYS END UP GETTING CONFUSED. THAT'S NOT EVEN HALF THE PROBLEM. WAIT TILL THEY GET CONFUSED AND STARTS SECOND-GUESSING. IF THEY COULD NOT FIGURE OUT WHY I ACTED IN A CERTAIN WAY THEY GET MAD AT ME (FOR MY ACTIONS THAT THEY JUST LOVE TO READ INTO AND INTERPRET EXCESSIVELY) AND HARASS ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN (AS IF GOD GAVE THEM THE RIGHT) TILL THEY ARE SATISFIED WITH THE RESULT OF THEIR GODDAM "EVALUATION". NEVER MIND IF I GET HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN IN THE PROCESS. THEY SIMPLY "DEMAND" TO KNOW WHAT I MEANT BY THOSE ACTIONS.
ONE CAN JUST IMAGINE HOW DIFFICULT THAT WOULD BE. TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE ACTUATIONS OF A PERSON BY APPLYING A CATALYST, IN MY CASE, HARASSMENT, AND THEN PURELY SECOND-GUESSING OR "THEORIZING" WHY I ACTED THAT WAY. IF BY CHANCE I GET TO RETORT FAST ENOUGH (SINCE THEIR MODUS OPERANDI IS HARASS-THEN-RUN) THEIR USUAL REACTION WOULD BE "THEY DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT" , AND IF THEY ARE IN A BAD MOOD THEY WOULD VERBALLY AND EVEN PHYSICALLY ATTACK ME, WHILE ACCUSING ME OF BEING "SPOILED", "ARROGANT", "A USER", "INGRATE", AND OTHER WORDS THAT DESCRIBE ME AS THE VILLAIN AND NOT THE VICTIM OF THEIR BULLSHIT.
EVEN IF THEY HAVE A PSYCHOLOGIST TO DO THEIR HOCUS-POCUS, IT WON'T REALLY MATTER SINCE I WOULD NEVER GET TO DEFEND MY SIDE. NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT IT TAKES TIME FOR THEIR GODDAM SHRINK TO FIGURE OUT WHAT REALLY HAPPENED AND TO STOP THEIR GODDAM HARASS-HER-TIL-SHE-BREAKS DOWN ROUTINE. SO WHILE THESE NIGGERS ARE WAITING FOR THE "RESULT" (THEY TAG IT AS MY "EXAM" OR "TEST") THE GODDAM HARASSMENT CONTINUES!
AND SO GOES THE CYCLE OF CONFUSION CREATED BY THESE NIGGERS, AND THEN BLAMING ME IF THEY DON'T GET THEIR EXPECTED RESPONSE. THEY ARE VERY SENSITIVE WHEN I GET THE CHANCE TO HEAP INSULTS AT THEM (DUE TO THEIR CONSISTENT BLATANT STUPIDITY AND TYRANNY OVER ME), AND OVERLY DEMANDING. THEY WANT ME TO REACT "ACCURATELY" TO THEIR SECRET BODILY GESTURES AND ACTIONS. IF I DON'T, THEY GET FUCKING MAD.
WHO THE HELL DO THEY THINK THEY ARE? THE ONLY REACTION THEY WOULD GET FROM ME IS THERE IS NO DEAL FOREVER!
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