HARASSMENT 12/03/2014
9PM WHEN I TRIED TO SAVE MY WRITING (in response to the allegations against me) MY TABLET APP SUDDENLY SHUT DOWN. I started to feel so pissed and shouting. A DH somewhere downstairs STARTED SHOUTING BACK joined by bitches (old sounding and provincial) STARTED LAUGHING HILARIOUSLY, provoking me further into a RAGE. The old sounding bitch continued laughing and shouted "IT'S NOT US", then "(THEY SAID) TO TAKE A BATH NOW."
12:54PM As soon as I sat at my workstation, a DH BEHIND SAID SOMETHING ALOUD AND I RETORTED BY SAYING "NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOUR OPINION". This was eventually followed by the FAT DH with his USUAL QUESTION, ANSWER AND COMMENTS SESSION but more limited this time.
4PM At the pantry, while waiting at the line to get my lunch order, BLACK FOREIGNER came and stood next to me. The old looking bitch canteen staff immediately appeared with a wide smile. Then the two started a loud verbal exchange using "chicken" as the main topic (they were apparently talking about the menu which has more dishes other than chicken).
I felt the urge to say the "no deal forever" spiel right in front of them (with MY LEFT LEG GETTING TWITCHED), at which the two fell silent. As I sat down to eat, (probably two) BITCHES STARTED TALKING to him, almost behind me. A few minutes later, the black dh approached me and with STRONG irritation in his voice confronted me about my language which he found offensive and HE CLAIMED TO BE SO LOUD affecting the whole pantry (which surprisingly only had a handful of people around who appeared to had gone mute since I entered).
So I defended myself (I failed to point out that his conversation with the old bitch was actually louder than mine). He CONTINUED HIS BARRAGE OF WORDS and my BRAIN STARTED TO FREEZE (for some reason). So I eventually apologized (TO WHICH MY LEFT LEG TWITCHED) and he seemed to calm down and ask for my name. He then proceeded to leave without introducing himself so I called back after him. When he hesitated I asked him what he intended to do with my info and he said it's for his superior. So I asked if I may speak to his superior then (still sitting on my chair and talking louder).
Seemingly agitated, he came back and in a loud low voice said "I AM YOUR SUPERIOR... I am your client therefore I am", and somewhat replayed his scolding tirade. So I apologized again and asked if I could speak to him BUT HE ADAMANTLY REFUSED SAYING IT'S NONE OF HIS CONCERN.
So I sat back on my chair and proceeded talking on my mobile. A few seconds later, my supervisor approached me and asked about the skirmish. As he started mildly scolding me again about being careful about what I say, the black dh (who seemed to have returned or probably hadn't left at all) spoke and asked who he was. When my supervisor introduced himself, and that he was sent for by one of the guards. The black dh VEHEMENTLY DENIED THAT HE DID ANYTHING OF THE SORT.
We ended up going to a meeting room (on the way a bitch passed us by AND GREETED THE BLACK DH with a WIDE SMILE), where the dh just replayed what he said to me, emphasizing that my voice WAS SO LOUD THAT EVEN GUARDS OUTSIDE THE DOOR HEARD ME (even though I saw none previous to my going in the pantry unless they were spying like they always do) before leaving me to explain myself to my supervisor. When I insisted that he also needed to know, he said something like "IT'S NONE OF MY CONCERN... I don't want to hear about it".
What happened next was my supervisor and a manager talking to me (clarifying the situation). They were later followed by some HR personnel who said they needed to further
assess the situation (make some checks as to what really transpired) and would get back to me in an hour, with specific instructions to stay in the room. So I started to continue writing my response to the recent report against me.
While doing so, some bitches and dhs (or fags) would PASS BY GIGGLING (or even singing i think), with remarks like "they smell", or "got scared because (he/she) spoke in English," and "YOU HAD TO ASK... WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO KNOW." Eventually some bitches passed by and started making DOUBTING REMARKS like "DID THEY REALLY SAY TO STAY PUT", as the hours wore on. The security guard standing nearby had also started CLEARING HIS THROAT over and over again (with some kind of DISCOMFORT BUILDING IN MY CHEST.
After three hours and some minutes, and almost at the end of my shift, I decided to go down after informing the guard that I will be back but I just needed to clear my desk. The SNIVELLING guard hesitated at first (quite surprising after all the clearing-throat episode to make me listless) but eventually agreed.
When I finally got to the locker (after asking a female colleague for a favor) I passed by a previous male colleague (who had become a DH recently) with his bitch mate who said as I got near my locker "maybe you did not brush your teeth" as she left LAUGHING OUT LOUD.
After waiting a few more minutes, exactly before my shift ended, the HR personnel came back with my supervisor (and a female manager from a diff process) and handed me ANOTHER WRITTEN COMPLAINT AGAINST ME (from the ugly bastard who grazed my arm by blocking my way after I timed in) with THE SECURITY GUARDS (who did not come to my aid and were lazily standing by) AS HIS COLLABORATORS. I was also given a verbal suspension notice, which the HR manager (i think) assured me was only temporary.
9:25PM As I was on my way down the stairs, I saw one of the trainers (fag) GOING DOWN THE AHEAD OF ME (apparently trying to give the impression, as a form of PROPAGANDA and to EXCUSE THEIR ACTIONS) that this WAS TO TRAIN ME for God-knows-what which I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR OR even AGREED TO.
**** ONE MAJOR OBSERVATION. I SEEMED TO BE UNDER SOME KIND OF CONTINOUS OR A BARRAGE OF SUBTLE PALPITATIONS THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE EPISODE RENDERING ME UNABLE TO TALK OR RESPOND IMMEDIATELY (to defend myself or to clarify something) LOSING MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT, AND TO BE IN SOME KIND OF A DAZE (even if the EVENTS WERE NOT REALLY THAT STRESSFUL TO CAUSE A HEART ATTACK).
THE PALPITATIONS AND RANDOM FREEZING THOUGHTS AND FEELING SEEM TO WANE OR DISAPPEAR IMMEDIATELY BUT "JUMPSTARTS" AS SOON AS I AM BEING CONFRONTED SO MUCH SO THAT I COULD NOT OR SEEM TO BE MAKING WRONG SELF-INCRIMINATING RESPONSES. And just when I NEEDED GUIDANCE THE MOST, THE FUCKED UP TWITCHES ON EITHER ONE OF MY LEGS ALSO CEASES (with only the left twitching ever so hesitantly, or so late, and ever so slightly that i could barely feel it).
I ended up FEELING SO EXHAUSTED BY THE TIME I GET HOME, AND STILL CONTINUED TO HAVE HEAVY PALPITATIONS, COUPLED BY LITERALLY PAINFUL FLASHING BLURRED "THOUGHTS" OR "PICTURES" IN MY HEAD.
12:54PM As soon as I sat at my workstation, a DH BEHIND SAID SOMETHING ALOUD AND I RETORTED BY SAYING "NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOUR OPINION". This was eventually followed by the FAT DH with his USUAL QUESTION, ANSWER AND COMMENTS SESSION but more limited this time.
4PM At the pantry, while waiting at the line to get my lunch order, BLACK FOREIGNER came and stood next to me. The old looking bitch canteen staff immediately appeared with a wide smile. Then the two started a loud verbal exchange using "chicken" as the main topic (they were apparently talking about the menu which has more dishes other than chicken).
I felt the urge to say the "no deal forever" spiel right in front of them (with MY LEFT LEG GETTING TWITCHED), at which the two fell silent. As I sat down to eat, (probably two) BITCHES STARTED TALKING to him, almost behind me. A few minutes later, the black dh approached me and with STRONG irritation in his voice confronted me about my language which he found offensive and HE CLAIMED TO BE SO LOUD affecting the whole pantry (which surprisingly only had a handful of people around who appeared to had gone mute since I entered).
So I defended myself (I failed to point out that his conversation with the old bitch was actually louder than mine). He CONTINUED HIS BARRAGE OF WORDS and my BRAIN STARTED TO FREEZE (for some reason). So I eventually apologized (TO WHICH MY LEFT LEG TWITCHED) and he seemed to calm down and ask for my name. He then proceeded to leave without introducing himself so I called back after him. When he hesitated I asked him what he intended to do with my info and he said it's for his superior. So I asked if I may speak to his superior then (still sitting on my chair and talking louder).
Seemingly agitated, he came back and in a loud low voice said "I AM YOUR SUPERIOR... I am your client therefore I am", and somewhat replayed his scolding tirade. So I apologized again and asked if I could speak to him BUT HE ADAMANTLY REFUSED SAYING IT'S NONE OF HIS CONCERN.
So I sat back on my chair and proceeded talking on my mobile. A few seconds later, my supervisor approached me and asked about the skirmish. As he started mildly scolding me again about being careful about what I say, the black dh (who seemed to have returned or probably hadn't left at all) spoke and asked who he was. When my supervisor introduced himself, and that he was sent for by one of the guards. The black dh VEHEMENTLY DENIED THAT HE DID ANYTHING OF THE SORT.
We ended up going to a meeting room (on the way a bitch passed us by AND GREETED THE BLACK DH with a WIDE SMILE), where the dh just replayed what he said to me, emphasizing that my voice WAS SO LOUD THAT EVEN GUARDS OUTSIDE THE DOOR HEARD ME (even though I saw none previous to my going in the pantry unless they were spying like they always do) before leaving me to explain myself to my supervisor. When I insisted that he also needed to know, he said something like "IT'S NONE OF MY CONCERN... I don't want to hear about it".
What happened next was my supervisor and a manager talking to me (clarifying the situation). They were later followed by some HR personnel who said they needed to further
assess the situation (make some checks as to what really transpired) and would get back to me in an hour, with specific instructions to stay in the room. So I started to continue writing my response to the recent report against me.
While doing so, some bitches and dhs (or fags) would PASS BY GIGGLING (or even singing i think), with remarks like "they smell", or "got scared because (he/she) spoke in English," and "YOU HAD TO ASK... WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO KNOW." Eventually some bitches passed by and started making DOUBTING REMARKS like "DID THEY REALLY SAY TO STAY PUT", as the hours wore on. The security guard standing nearby had also started CLEARING HIS THROAT over and over again (with some kind of DISCOMFORT BUILDING IN MY CHEST.
After three hours and some minutes, and almost at the end of my shift, I decided to go down after informing the guard that I will be back but I just needed to clear my desk. The SNIVELLING guard hesitated at first (quite surprising after all the clearing-throat episode to make me listless) but eventually agreed.
When I finally got to the locker (after asking a female colleague for a favor) I passed by a previous male colleague (who had become a DH recently) with his bitch mate who said as I got near my locker "maybe you did not brush your teeth" as she left LAUGHING OUT LOUD.
After waiting a few more minutes, exactly before my shift ended, the HR personnel came back with my supervisor (and a female manager from a diff process) and handed me ANOTHER WRITTEN COMPLAINT AGAINST ME (from the ugly bastard who grazed my arm by blocking my way after I timed in) with THE SECURITY GUARDS (who did not come to my aid and were lazily standing by) AS HIS COLLABORATORS. I was also given a verbal suspension notice, which the HR manager (i think) assured me was only temporary.
9:25PM As I was on my way down the stairs, I saw one of the trainers (fag) GOING DOWN THE AHEAD OF ME (apparently trying to give the impression, as a form of PROPAGANDA and to EXCUSE THEIR ACTIONS) that this WAS TO TRAIN ME for God-knows-what which I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR OR even AGREED TO.
**** ONE MAJOR OBSERVATION. I SEEMED TO BE UNDER SOME KIND OF CONTINOUS OR A BARRAGE OF SUBTLE PALPITATIONS THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE EPISODE RENDERING ME UNABLE TO TALK OR RESPOND IMMEDIATELY (to defend myself or to clarify something) LOSING MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT, AND TO BE IN SOME KIND OF A DAZE (even if the EVENTS WERE NOT REALLY THAT STRESSFUL TO CAUSE A HEART ATTACK).
THE PALPITATIONS AND RANDOM FREEZING THOUGHTS AND FEELING SEEM TO WANE OR DISAPPEAR IMMEDIATELY BUT "JUMPSTARTS" AS SOON AS I AM BEING CONFRONTED SO MUCH SO THAT I COULD NOT OR SEEM TO BE MAKING WRONG SELF-INCRIMINATING RESPONSES. And just when I NEEDED GUIDANCE THE MOST, THE FUCKED UP TWITCHES ON EITHER ONE OF MY LEGS ALSO CEASES (with only the left twitching ever so hesitantly, or so late, and ever so slightly that i could barely feel it).
I ended up FEELING SO EXHAUSTED BY THE TIME I GET HOME, AND STILL CONTINUED TO HAVE HEAVY PALPITATIONS, COUPLED BY LITERALLY PAINFUL FLASHING BLURRED "THOUGHTS" OR "PICTURES" IN MY HEAD.
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