HARASSMENT 12/07/2014
1:53PM SHARP PAIN AND INCREASING ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER. STARTING TO FEEL COLD TOO.
6PM BITCHES STARTED CHATTERING ALOUD IN THE HALLWAY NEXT DOOR. MAKING LOUD REMARKS LIKE "IT'S FOR YOU", "SO UGLY EVEN" or "MAYBE PUT SOME MAKE UP", ETC. Started to FEEL PISSED AS I IGNORED THEM.
**** Backtracking, this morning, I COULD NOT SEEM TO CONTINUE WRITING MY RESPONSE TO THE COMPLAINTS AGAINST ME. I FELT COLD OR CHILLY WITH CONSTANT PALPITATIONS. I also felt RESTLESS (WITH PANICK-LIKE FEELINGS), COULD NOT FOCUS, and seemed to be LOSING APPETITE. I COULD NOT FEEL MUCH EXCEPT A GENERAL DISLIKE TO WRITING ANYTHING. There seems to be a CONSTANT DULL PAIN ON MY CHEST ON TOP OF THE FLUCTUATING SENSATIONS MENTIONED.
I only got to start writing at around 4PM.
9PM (approx) THE REMOTE TO OUR TV WOULD STOP RESPONDING ON AND OFF. THEN I WOULD HEAR A CAR ARRIVING, OR AN ENGINE LEFT RUNNING JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.
11PM AS I TURNED OFF THE TV and started to pull the plug out near our window, A BLACK CAR PARKED FACING THE DIRECTION OF OUR WINDOW HAD IT'S FRONT LIGHTS ON.
11:40PM JUST AS I AM PREPARING FOR BED, I AM GETTING CONFLICTING and LITERALLY PAINFUL NAGGING THOUGHTS AS TO WHY I EVEN NEED TO RESPOND TO SOME OF THEM AT ALL, starting to question the credibility of certain people and processes AFTER HAVING RESOLVED IT ALREADY IN MY MIND EARLIER.
THERE IS MORE OFTEN THAN NOT SO MUCH PAIN AND CONFUSION IN MY HEAD WHEN THESE NAGGING ERRATIC THOUGHTS START.
6PM BITCHES STARTED CHATTERING ALOUD IN THE HALLWAY NEXT DOOR. MAKING LOUD REMARKS LIKE "IT'S FOR YOU", "SO UGLY EVEN" or "MAYBE PUT SOME MAKE UP", ETC. Started to FEEL PISSED AS I IGNORED THEM.
**** Backtracking, this morning, I COULD NOT SEEM TO CONTINUE WRITING MY RESPONSE TO THE COMPLAINTS AGAINST ME. I FELT COLD OR CHILLY WITH CONSTANT PALPITATIONS. I also felt RESTLESS (WITH PANICK-LIKE FEELINGS), COULD NOT FOCUS, and seemed to be LOSING APPETITE. I COULD NOT FEEL MUCH EXCEPT A GENERAL DISLIKE TO WRITING ANYTHING. There seems to be a CONSTANT DULL PAIN ON MY CHEST ON TOP OF THE FLUCTUATING SENSATIONS MENTIONED.
I only got to start writing at around 4PM.
9PM (approx) THE REMOTE TO OUR TV WOULD STOP RESPONDING ON AND OFF. THEN I WOULD HEAR A CAR ARRIVING, OR AN ENGINE LEFT RUNNING JUST BELOW OUR WINDOW.
11PM AS I TURNED OFF THE TV and started to pull the plug out near our window, A BLACK CAR PARKED FACING THE DIRECTION OF OUR WINDOW HAD IT'S FRONT LIGHTS ON.
11:40PM JUST AS I AM PREPARING FOR BED, I AM GETTING CONFLICTING and LITERALLY PAINFUL NAGGING THOUGHTS AS TO WHY I EVEN NEED TO RESPOND TO SOME OF THEM AT ALL, starting to question the credibility of certain people and processes AFTER HAVING RESOLVED IT ALREADY IN MY MIND EARLIER.
THERE IS MORE OFTEN THAN NOT SO MUCH PAIN AND CONFUSION IN MY HEAD WHEN THESE NAGGING ERRATIC THOUGHTS START.
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