HARASSMENT 12/14/2014
8:50AM TIGHTENING OF CHEST AND UNUSUALLY COLD FEELING HAS STARTED AGAIN (what niggers call as panick attack).
12:26PM PANICK ATTACK FEELING CONTINUES ON (GOES ON AND OFF) FOR NO REASON.
**** SAME GODDAM ERRATIC FEELINGS (STARTED 14 YEARS AGO) THAT "FORCED" ME TO RUN AFTER ANY GODDAM STRANGERS' VEHICLES, CAUSED ME TO GET INSTITUTIONALIZED, AND WHICH ALSO GOT ME RAPED AND VIOLATED IN THE FIRST PLACE.
12:45PM FEELING VERY WEAK AND TIRED (WITH ANGRY THOUGHTS ABOUT A GODDAM FAG SENIOR SUPERVISOR who looks like an oriental and was part of the "interrogation"
admin meeting).
1:30PM PANICK ATTACK CONTINUES. I feel dizzy and could not get up out of my bed.
2:10PM Saw a red car parked next to a motorbike outside the window. A thought started to "interpret" what it meant, seemingly WITH AN ACCOMPANYING IRRITATING FEELING RISING UP FROM BOTH SIDES OF MY NECK.
**** I have no idea if these FEELINGS ARE TRYING TO COME ACROSS AS THREATS, REASSURANCES OR WARNINGS OF IMPENDING DOOM, OR TORTURING ME TO COMPLY TO WHOEVER'S WISHES AGAIN.
3:19PM As I was in the process of writing another explanatory letter re accusations against my behaviour at the office, A BITCH STOOD NEAR OUR WINDOW AND SAID "... the/that is LEAVING".
5:29PM VERY UNCOMFORTABLE PALPITATIONS START AGAIN AFTER I finished my response letter.
*** As an afterthought, THESE FILIPINO NIGGERS THINK THAT BY BLOCKING MY WAY TO SHOW THEIR SMILING FACES, MERE CLAPPING of HANDS (at someone or something else but coincided with my passing by), or PLAYING SOME FIGHT-AFFIRMING SONG to show their SO-CALLED SECRET SUPPORT FOR ME, WOULD MAKE THEM LESS OF AN ACCOMPLICE TO THOSE WHO ARE DIRECTLY ATTACKING ME. I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY GET SUCH JUVENILE NOTIONS.
After having written this, A BITCH SNICKERED just OUTSIDE our WINDOW AS I WENT NEAR IT.
6PM I mouthed out "I AM JUST WAITING FOR THE CHANCE TO GET BACK AT ALL OF YOU", SOMEONE PASSED BY OUR DOOR THEN OUR WINDOW JIGGLING ALOUD A BUNCH OF KEYS.
12:26PM PANICK ATTACK FEELING CONTINUES ON (GOES ON AND OFF) FOR NO REASON.
**** SAME GODDAM ERRATIC FEELINGS (STARTED 14 YEARS AGO) THAT "FORCED" ME TO RUN AFTER ANY GODDAM STRANGERS' VEHICLES, CAUSED ME TO GET INSTITUTIONALIZED, AND WHICH ALSO GOT ME RAPED AND VIOLATED IN THE FIRST PLACE.
12:45PM FEELING VERY WEAK AND TIRED (WITH ANGRY THOUGHTS ABOUT A GODDAM FAG SENIOR SUPERVISOR who looks like an oriental and was part of the "interrogation"
admin meeting).
1:30PM PANICK ATTACK CONTINUES. I feel dizzy and could not get up out of my bed.
2:10PM Saw a red car parked next to a motorbike outside the window. A thought started to "interpret" what it meant, seemingly WITH AN ACCOMPANYING IRRITATING FEELING RISING UP FROM BOTH SIDES OF MY NECK.
**** I have no idea if these FEELINGS ARE TRYING TO COME ACROSS AS THREATS, REASSURANCES OR WARNINGS OF IMPENDING DOOM, OR TORTURING ME TO COMPLY TO WHOEVER'S WISHES AGAIN.
3:19PM As I was in the process of writing another explanatory letter re accusations against my behaviour at the office, A BITCH STOOD NEAR OUR WINDOW AND SAID "... the/that is LEAVING".
5:29PM VERY UNCOMFORTABLE PALPITATIONS START AGAIN AFTER I finished my response letter.
*** As an afterthought, THESE FILIPINO NIGGERS THINK THAT BY BLOCKING MY WAY TO SHOW THEIR SMILING FACES, MERE CLAPPING of HANDS (at someone or something else but coincided with my passing by), or PLAYING SOME FIGHT-AFFIRMING SONG to show their SO-CALLED SECRET SUPPORT FOR ME, WOULD MAKE THEM LESS OF AN ACCOMPLICE TO THOSE WHO ARE DIRECTLY ATTACKING ME. I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY GET SUCH JUVENILE NOTIONS.
After having written this, A BITCH SNICKERED just OUTSIDE our WINDOW AS I WENT NEAR IT.
6PM I mouthed out "I AM JUST WAITING FOR THE CHANCE TO GET BACK AT ALL OF YOU", SOMEONE PASSED BY OUR DOOR THEN OUR WINDOW JIGGLING ALOUD A BUNCH OF KEYS.
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