#FILIPINO #ELF #GANGSTALKING 02/10/2015
4AM+ WOKE UP BY THE SOUND OF MUSIC PLAYING. I COULD NOT GET BACK TO SLEEP ANYMORE.
THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD START "ANALYZING" WHY I AM THE ONLY ONE IN MY FAMILY BEING TARGETTED. I AM SOMEHOW BEING GIVEN THE IMPRESSION AGAIN THAT THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME OR THAT I AM NOT NORMAL ERGO THE CONTINUED HARASSMENT.
There's also the "threatening" idea that I might get INSTITUTIONALIZED OR FORCED TO TAKE MEDS AGAIN TO "CHANGE" ME.
4:09PM HAVING PALPITATIONS AND SOME SORT OF SHIVERING AND PAIN ON MY CHEST AND SHOULDERS. ALSO FELT WEAK.
A BITCH IN BLACK EARLIER SAID "YOU LEAVE" WHEN I SAID NO DEAL FOREVER UNDER MY BREATH. I FELT VERY PISSED AND SHOUTED BACK.
FEELING TIRED BUT COULD NOT TAKE A NAP. MY MIND KEPT HAVING IDEAS OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND COULD NOT SEEM TO MAKE UP MY MIND. GETTING A LOT OF MENTAL BLOCKS AND CANNOT SEEM TO FOCUS. FEELING VERY HIGH STRUNG. I COULD NOT SEEM TO TASTE MY FOOD AND I COULD NOT SEE CLEARLY. HEAVY AND STIFF FEELING ON MY LOWER RIBCAGE.
WHEN I STARTED WRITING THIS THE FEELING SOMEWHAT ABATED. But HEAVY PALPITATIONS STARTED.
8:15PM While preparing dinner, FEELING VERY DIZZY AND TIRED with DIFFICULTY BREATHING AS THE DHS AT THE PARKING AREA CONTINUED TO TAUNT, SHOUT and SLAM THE WOODEN BOARD. I am now GETTING MORE AND MORE IRRITATED.
IT'S LIKE I CANNOT HEAR THE NOISE VERY WELL BUT IT'S VIBRATING IN MY HEAD AND CHEST.
My eyes ARE GETTING HEAVY AND DARK BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING. MANY ANGRY THOUGHTS KEPT ENTERING MY MIND ABOUT SOME UNKNOWN BASTARD.
THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD START "ANALYZING" WHY I AM THE ONLY ONE IN MY FAMILY BEING TARGETTED. I AM SOMEHOW BEING GIVEN THE IMPRESSION AGAIN THAT THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME OR THAT I AM NOT NORMAL ERGO THE CONTINUED HARASSMENT.
There's also the "threatening" idea that I might get INSTITUTIONALIZED OR FORCED TO TAKE MEDS AGAIN TO "CHANGE" ME.
4:09PM HAVING PALPITATIONS AND SOME SORT OF SHIVERING AND PAIN ON MY CHEST AND SHOULDERS. ALSO FELT WEAK.
A BITCH IN BLACK EARLIER SAID "YOU LEAVE" WHEN I SAID NO DEAL FOREVER UNDER MY BREATH. I FELT VERY PISSED AND SHOUTED BACK.
FEELING TIRED BUT COULD NOT TAKE A NAP. MY MIND KEPT HAVING IDEAS OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND COULD NOT SEEM TO MAKE UP MY MIND. GETTING A LOT OF MENTAL BLOCKS AND CANNOT SEEM TO FOCUS. FEELING VERY HIGH STRUNG. I COULD NOT SEEM TO TASTE MY FOOD AND I COULD NOT SEE CLEARLY. HEAVY AND STIFF FEELING ON MY LOWER RIBCAGE.
WHEN I STARTED WRITING THIS THE FEELING SOMEWHAT ABATED. But HEAVY PALPITATIONS STARTED.
8:15PM While preparing dinner, FEELING VERY DIZZY AND TIRED with DIFFICULTY BREATHING AS THE DHS AT THE PARKING AREA CONTINUED TO TAUNT, SHOUT and SLAM THE WOODEN BOARD. I am now GETTING MORE AND MORE IRRITATED.
IT'S LIKE I CANNOT HEAR THE NOISE VERY WELL BUT IT'S VIBRATING IN MY HEAD AND CHEST.
My eyes ARE GETTING HEAVY AND DARK BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING. MANY ANGRY THOUGHTS KEPT ENTERING MY MIND ABOUT SOME UNKNOWN BASTARD.
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