ELF TORTURE
23.24 About a few minutes ago, I WAS TRYING TO FINISH UP ON MY INTERNET BROWSING BUT FOR SOME GODDAM, I COULD BARELY MOVE AT ALL.
I WAS THINKING OF LOGGING OUT BUT MY MUSCLES SEEMED TO HAVE FROZEN AND I COULD BARELY MOVE. I NOTICED THAT THERE’S THIS EXTREME FEELING OF HEAVINESS AND A NUMB OR DULL, ALMOST PAINFUL FEELING ALL OVER ME.
MY ARMS COULD NOT SEEM TO MOVE, AS IF THEY WERE DISLOCATED FROM MY SHOULDER. THE ONLY TIME I WAS ABLE TO FREE MYSELF FROM THIS “STUCK” POSTURE WAS WHEN I STARTED CURSING UNDER MY BREATH AND GETTING MAD.
THE HEAVY FEELING ON MY HEAD AND CHEST IS STILL THERE, EVEN AS I WRITE THIS. I ALSO REALIZED THAT THIS IS WHAT’S BEEN CAUSING ME TO SLEEP LATE AT NIGHTS, BY CAUSING ME TO GET STUCK WATCHING TV, OR DELAYING ME FROM FINISHING MY CHORES UNTIL LATE AT NIGHT, SCREWING MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT AND OTHER THINGS THAT INVOLVE MENTAL AND PHYSICAL DEXTERITY.
THIS USUALLY LEAVES ME VERY EXHAUSTED AND IN GREAT PAIN.
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