Indigestion, Sabotage, Torture & Secret Messages

00.43 0127   Having indigestion wherein CERTAIN PARTS OF MY STOMACH, CHEST and THROAT FEEL AS IF IT IS BEING STABBED FROM WITHIN.

This came after we bought chicken that seemed to have been FRIED AND COOKED OVER CHARCOAL at the same time. 

Also according to my mother, the cooking staff was FAST ASLEEP before she bought the food. 

Now, I am getting nagging thoughts in my head that it must be a message for me that I AM (THE CHICKEN) GETTING FRIED AS I SLEPT, so THE SAME UBIQUITOUS MESSAGE TO "WAKE UP" is seemingly being NAGGED at me all over again.

This is really very confusing since IT'S NOT REALLY CLEAR WHO THIS MESSAGE IS REALLY FOR.  I mean they ALL HAVE ME ON A VERY SHORT AND TIGHT LEASH.  Their #TORTURERS CAN ATTACK AND SCREW UP MY NERVOUS SYSTEM AFFECTING EVERYTHING ELSE, to the point that I AM NOT IN CONTROL OF MYSELF ANYMORE AND MAKING ME A VICTIM AT A WHIM.

SO IS THERE STILL ANY POINT TO ALL THESE CHEAP THREATS?

NO ONE WANTS TO BE ACCOUNTABLE TO ANYTHING THAT HAPPENS as far as I am concerned, and THEY ARE ALL HIDING FROM ME AND BACK STABBING ME WHENEVER AND HOWEVER THEY FEEL LIKE IT, and THEY HAVE ALREADY MANAGED TO TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME, so WHAT'S THE NEED STILL FOR ALL THESE MESSAGES when they all know very well that THERE'S NOTHING I COULD DO ABOUT IT.

Unless this is JUST ANOTHER OF THEIR FAKE-CONCERN #SECRET #MESSAGES that are really nothing more than #THREATS TO MORE #HARASSMENT, #SABOTAGE AND #TORTURE in the days to come.